FELL ASLEEP 9:30-DREAM: WENT TO COMIC CON OAKLAND(?) WITH EX. HE HAS TO PEE, I WAIT FOR HIM IN WAITING AREA HE CALLS TO ME TO ENTER MEN'S ROOM, I DECLINE. HE DITCHES ME. I'M STRANDED. THE BAND IS LEAVING I ASK IF THEY CAN CALL UBER THEY OFFER RIDE TO SANTA CLARA AND DRIVE ME HOME. I HAVE MANY BOOKS WITH ME. THAT'S WHY HE'S THE EX.
STRANGE DREAM. I KNOW HE'S DEAD SINCE 2006. I HAVE BEEN GRIEVING ERIC AND MARIA, MAYBE I'M GRIEVING THE HORRIBLE MARRIAGE I ENDURED.
4:45-DREAM OF GOING TO TEACHER'S BOOK NOOK. AWOKE FEELING SMALL WEAK DEFENSELESS HAIRLESS ANIMAL FROM CHILDHOOD.
ALL THESE FEELINGS TRAPPED IN MY BODY RELEASING. FEELS HORRIBLE. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS. I DESERVE BETTER.
HARVILLE HENDRIX REQUIRES COUPLES TO SIGN COMPLETION CONTRACTS BEFORE HE'LL AGREE TO COUNSEL THEM. THESE ARE POWERFUL UNCOMFORTABLE FEELINGS. I DON'T LIKE IT.
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