WHAT I WANT

THE HARDEST PART OF LIVING IS KNOWING WHAT I WANT AND DISCIPLINING MYSELF TO CREATE AND ENJOY IT.  SELF DISCIPLINE TAKES ALL MY ENERGY.

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT MY LEOPARD PRINT MESSAGE.  I HAVE SO MUCH CLOTHING IN IT.  MARIA OLVERA WORE A LOT OF IT.  HER KIDS MADE LITTLE BOW PINS FOR HER MEMORIAL.  SINCE JAN 9, 2016 SHE'S BEEN ONE OF MY ANGELS.

A LEOPARD CAN'T CHANGE ITS SPOTS.  WE'RE NOT LEOPARDS.  I CAN CHANGE.  WE CAN CHANGE.  THE WHOLE POINT OF KIMO DISSING HER AND FORCING ME TO LEAVE BEFORE I DECKED HIM.  HE'S PART OF THE DESIGN.  DAD AGAIN.

CHANGE WITH ME.

MY EX WHINED HE COULDN'T CHANGE AND BECAME MY EX.

OMG  I'M HERE TO CHANGE.  MY LIFE PURPOSE THAT I'VE SPENT 67 YRS FIGURING OUT.