intrusive memories of mom burning me. when I was maybe 8 one of the grandparents died and she suddenly became religious. she set up a Shinto alter and used me to expiate everyone's sins by putting incense on my hand and lighting it in some ritual. if I moved or made a sound she's start all over. I learned to detach to survive earning her labeling me inhuman when she was the monster.
so when Walter suffers I understand. that's what hurts me regarding Eric's tragic death. the torture he suffered as a child continued til it killed him.
I have such a stress headache from my neck.
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