I heated the $1.25 tuna Mac from $tree for b'fast. OK. I'm feeling depressed again. I'm feeling lonely. I've spent my life alone amidst people. they imprisoned me with their cruelty and isolation. that's how I was trained. I've been retraining myself. I feel sad and painful. my body pain is my family history. it's a record of the pain, physical and emotional abuse I've suffered. family pressure to perform for them. Toke too.
I went to Walmart paid PGE and picked up beets and Co Q. Prune Lucky's had lots of free hot sauce I loaded $ and it took my $. The lesson is to load it in store. new set up Walmart and Lucky's. no clearance sections.
Home Safeway I bought max 24 10 cent ramen clearance dark chock almond $4 and relaxing gummy $12. then St Just lunch and library hot spot.
group of 5 young people maybe 20's came to puzzle table no clue how to solve and frantic no esteem. the beard and long hair forgot his bag of movies came back as I was about to leave saved me from tracking them down.
I completely forgot my yesterday lunch salad. hot chili garbanzo spinach.
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