Temptation game show listed 7:30

I'm a skeptic.  Missouri is listed as the 'show me' state which is why Unity Village is so perfectly placed.  

I'm feeling desperate.  no cause.  old feelings bubbling up.  I want to run away from my feelings.  I'm watching some of my favorites.  Temptation and All of Me Steve Martin and Lily Tomlin.  my body is reacting to feeling pressured to do.  I was never allowed to be.  I had to always earn my right to live.  it was never a gift it was ransomed.  maybe COPD are people never allowed to breathe, taught to hold their breath.  smokers are typically shallow breathers.  

I sliced up the tofu ham.  I used orange soda for braising.  I thought about orange juice.  I finally finished the tofu turkey for b'fast.  

5 minutes on high 25 on simmer.  delicious.  I ate a big salad too.  

I need to sit with my feelings and process them.  changing myself to gold.  true alchemy.

I finally cooked the spinach omelet and ate tofu ham and sunflower toast.  so delicious.