i've been sitting with my feelings since 5 am. my natural tendency is to assume new feelings are painful. i don't know. i know the natural normal reaction is run away. must be why and when celebrities die of drug and alcohol poisoning. and Eric and Mike of cancer chemo.
hot tub revelation: men require women to be men. women don't need men to be women.
soaking is gently releasing a lifetime of suppressed➡➡emotions. many were installed before i learned to speak so i don't have words for them. i'm feeling especially blessed thinking about all the modern conveniences i have: cars, elevators, microwaves, etc.
11:30 st just lunch at the library cafe. i bought Safeway salad mix $1.79 and 6 old fashion cake donuts $3.84. $60 cash then i remembered tomorrow Ukraine benefit food and crafts 10:30-1 pm 1122 Pomeroy. i think the church. if we don't do what we can to stop Putin-Hitler he'll just keep rolling through Europe then the world.
i felt ok breathing library air drove to sunny, puzzled 'til close 6 pm.
air is so bad even in stores i'm coughing. sprouts corn bread. i let go of my thoughts and was detoured to cost co, long lines for gas only 10 minutes to fill up i parked and walked the warehouse. i wanted hot dog or pizza kiosk wasn't working customer service desk cashed me out.
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