i'm exercising everyday just to stay mobile. i feel like the white queen in alice running and running to stay in the same place. aging takes courage. it's depressing that death is inevitable and the only big event ahead. oh, well. i harvested washed drying allergy plant. collected water bottles empty and full. plumeria is finally sprouting. both planted and sticks. i'm planning potting allergy and plumeria plants. i've done enough today. i trimmed back the rose and tossed the spoiled. i've already been productive.
freaked myself i didn't know what i did with sunday movies from cupertino. weren't in the house, in car for 2 days.
oh, i'm loving my freedom. i may be old and moving towards eternity i can still enjoy the quiet. i made ramen added lettuce salad seasoned with braggs amino. delicious.
i'm feeling guilty for feeling guilty. i'm so well trained in suppressing my feelings.
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