praying is releasing pain locked in my body manifesting as spiritual and emotional pain. i'm leaving the past in the past.
reading tina turner love story. when you're hurting you don't have time to suffer you have to keep going. you push your feelings down and get on with life. you run fast run far. i'm remembering a bullet hole in the bedroom door after a babysitting alien trip. i haven't thought of him in years. i got a letter today from pers regarding an information security breach. memory triggers are odd. i still have that queasy feeling thinking about him.
i keep forgetting my sadness has substance.
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