i made a great day and don't feel happy. i followed my feelings. a luxury ii wasn't allowed. my feelings were suppressed repressed compressed. seniors at 9 showered exercised computed. in locker room good internet reception. picked up lunch saw toke. returned bookmobile city movies, picked up 'purple rain' decided i'd watch 'tho i don't like prince. drove cup remembered pay utilities due. ate a little mediocre lunch.
then occurred to me sunny vale hot tub. so i went g-1 alien type woman told me to shower after i had showered and washed hair i told her i did and ignored her. soaked 20 minutes then home in time for 'love boat'. finished my lunch.
seems i should feel happy. maybe i'm just tired. i feel weird. new feeling.
i get it. i understand people trying to tell me what to do to make themselves feel important. i don't have to listen to anyone anymore. i don't have to hear them.
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