i started out seniors

i stretched and walked found bottle, can, dime.  b-c-d.  that's how my mind works.  internet faded out.

now at my favorite spot main library i almost forgot to blog i'm so enjoying the view.  72 o it's cloudy and cool  2 big drops.  parked between 2 large suv i'm in a car canyon.  i feel protected.  i'm observing happy normal families.  ours wasn't.  i see so many people with back problems walking crooked.

dad stayed aloof made mom chase after him so she made the 3 of us compete for her approval and attention to assuage her ego.  at 8 yrs old it wasn't my ideal of family.  

i've spent so much of my life uncomfortable i'm loving this.  i'm listening to release guilt feeling calm, peace filled.  nowhere to be do.