Friday, January 29, 2021

5 am self sabotage. stress free balance.

i suddenly awoke confronted by the realization my ex marriage and all the other self sabotaging leading to the wrong account number.  the family tradition of alcoholism and suicide just different forms of self sabotage.  the conflict of suicide vs self sacrifice.  

taming has step by step success strategy 100%.  like eating an elephant one bite at a time.

i called soc sec again this time leaving message and talking to saul regarding how to leave voice mail.  at the end of long pause more options one press 79 to leave message.  so maybe she never got the other messages.  he took all the info and was contacting special agent coralis.  i keep wanting to call her corvalis for some reason.  hey, i'm complicated.  no i'm not.

mary of yelling was just outside my car.  i arrived 10;30 seniors stretched immediately before others use park.  yesterday i saw gardener chopped down beautiful shepherds purse.  disappointing.  oh, well.


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