Saturday, August 24, 2019

1995 GILROY

I HAD ANOTHER NIGHTMARE OF MOM EXPLODING AND KILLING US.  SHE WAS ALWAYS THREATENING AND I GUESS SPIRITUALLY SHE DID.   SHE WASN'T SMART ENOUGH TO DO IT ON PURPOSE SO IT'S THE WAY SHE WAS RAISED.  I SOMETIMES WISHED SHE WOULD TO GET IT OVER WITH SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO HEAR IT AGAIN.

MASS SHOOTERS ARE ALREADY DEAD.  USUALLY WHITE YOUNG MEN 20'S.  SOUL DEAD.  A LOT OF ABLE BODIED HOMELESS PEOPLE LIVE WITH DAMAGED SPIRITS.

I MOVED TO GILROY TO BE AROUND FAMILY.  I QUIT GOODWILL UNDER A DEPRESSING CLOUD.  I NEEDED SUPPORT.  I RODE DOWN ON MY 1973 350-4 HONDA LOOKING AT PLACES IN SAN JUAN, GILROY AND HOLLISTER.  I LIVED ON MONTEBELLO IN AN APARTMENT COMPLEX NEXT TO THE CEMETERY FOR 2 YEARS SURROUNDED BY PREDATORS.

HUMANS ARE THE ONLY ANIMAL PURPOSEFULLY PREDATOR AND PREY.  NOT THE ONLY CANNIBAL.  SPIDERS ARE CANNIBALS.

IT'S SO LOVELY HERE IN THE BIBLIOTECA.  72 o.  I EXERCISED, BURGER KING 10 A M.  2 BACON CHEESE BURGERS SMALL COKE FRIES BREAKFAST BURRITO JR.  I READ ALL THE NEWSPAPERS AND ONLINE, RESTED, WATCHED DVD.

WHAT A GREAT DAY.  THIS MORNING I FOUND THE MINI PATCHES AND WAS INSPIRED TO USE THE PAGE PROTECTOR COIN SHEETS TO DISPLAY AND ORGANIZE ALL MY PATCHES IN A BINDER. 


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