I'm forced to relax

I got to puzzle 10 minutes then Mr. annoying swooped.  tapping and clearing his throat.  how he expects the pieces to escape I don't know.  he must have been waiting watching.  motivation for me to rest and go home early for my game shows.  

I found 95 cents in the copier.  

I went to 24 early 8:30 am.  I soaked and stretched half hour.  lunch was fun watching Jennifer and staff manipulating food.  they held back so much I got extra veg balls more than in my meal.  then they played with complete dinners taking them out but giving only to certain people.  I actually enjoyed the show.  they had one dinner sitting out for half an hour then put it back.  

I went to main to puzzle for 10 minutes when annoying Puzzler came out making noises and clicking pieces so I sat and decided to pick up county movies.  Two Mules For Sister Sara.  

I came home watched People Puzzler, drove to nob hill for pizza, home to watch Person, Place or Thing.  I must be really tired I left my car key in the door and drove around.  home I baked the pizza for dinner.  not delivery Digiorno.  eh, on sale.  

aquafaba-bean water

the liquid in cooked garbanzo beans is a substitute for eggs.  

I'm making noise.  I'm finally comfortable with noise.  I was punished for everything.  my noise, other people's noise.  I was punished for breathing.  

after senior lunch I bought my low salt BBQ chips.  college Safeway clerks commented one liked low salt plain the other low salt BBQ I told them I mixed them and they were amazed.  life is simple.  

it's amazing how happy chips make me.  and my game shows.  

I decided to watch my game shows first then Sunny open 'til 6 pm to pick up movies and to puzzle.  I went to CUP 10 am after 24 fitness to pick up movies.  no game shows tonight.  central open tomorrow 'til 5.

I ate chips and forgot dinner.  my stomach was upset with me.  7 pm I came home from Sunny library and Sprouts and had split pea bacon soup and tofu ham.  my stomach OK.  

What a full day.  Funny You Should Ask I learned St Drogo patron for the ugly.  

doesn't take much to make me happy

Temptation game show.  'til noon Sale of the Century, Classic Concentration.  and I ate tofu ham for b'fast 2 dark chocolate truffles for dessert

at some point I want low salt BBQ chips and sunny dollar tree.  doesn't have to be today.  I'm relaxed feeling calm and content.  

I started clearing out the mouse condo.  I'm spraying alcohol and scent.

I've been so depressed.  I deserve an easier life.  Eric surely deserved a happier life.  so many people deserve better and don't believe it.  becoming decrepit is depressing.  the outside matches the inside.  

spaghetti-os with toast.  I considered baked beans on toast.  when it's what you want it's so good.  

Temptation game show listed 7:30

I'm a skeptic.  Missouri is listed as the 'show me' state which is why Unity Village is so perfectly placed.  

I'm feeling desperate.  no cause.  old feelings bubbling up.  I want to run away from my feelings.  I'm watching some of my favorites.  Temptation and All of Me Steve Martin and Lily Tomlin.  my body is reacting to feeling pressured to do.  I was never allowed to be.  I had to always earn my right to live.  it was never a gift it was ransomed.  maybe COPD are people never allowed to breathe, taught to hold their breath.  smokers are typically shallow breathers.  

I sliced up the tofu ham.  I used orange soda for braising.  I thought about orange juice.  I finally finished the tofu turkey for b'fast.  

5 minutes on high 25 on simmer.  delicious.  I ate a big salad too.  

I need to sit with my feelings and process them.  changing myself to gold.  true alchemy.

I finally cooked the spinach omelet and ate tofu ham and sunflower toast.  so delicious.  

5:30 Split Second

a lovely surprise.  I fixed my b'fast of tofu turkey and went into the living room.  it hasn't been on tv all week due to Christmas.  I'm so glad it's back.  watching the news is boring.  

seniors are late.  lunch chicken under done.  I'll re cook it.  

main library insecure intrusive puzzler keeps taking over sections i'm playing.  and he's a piece snapper like the pieces might escape.  and he smells.  makes me cough.  

I got home perfect time for People Puzzler.  I turned on tv, changed channel, started first puzzle.  so perfect.  aw, no Person, Place, Thing.  news.  

Happy's Place and Lopez vs Lopez.  laugh out loud.  great Sponge Bob impression.  

the lone ranger or tonto

so many heroes are alone.  I still have tofu turkey.  OK with cranberries.  

good day.  I got the penultimate parking space at 9:30.  I showered and forgot my flips so I used paper towels to wipe and dry my feet.  so I finally put flips in my bag.  and face towels.  

lunch was OK.  people had to comment that the Chinese took over my usual spot like I owned or wanted to own (yuck) that spot.  I got an extra piece of fish.  I walked prune Lucky's nothing and used my expiring $50 at Walmart.  beets and eyes.  I picked up 3 movies and home.  

MERRY FREEDOM!!

I'm watching 1940's Decade movies.  and the original My Friend Flicka.  I can watch the remake now.  

I baked the tofu turkey roast with wild rice stuffing.  It's like hard bologna.  salty bologna.  It's OK with cranberry sauce.  for 99 cents it's OK.  I'll add water.  I'm drinking a lot of water.  I felt sick from too much salt.   it is very filling.  

I'm happy watching People Puzzler.  

must be a lot of people using the internet it's slow.  I'm doing my intermittent training during Person, Place or Thing.