most important easter in my life. everything old is stripped away. i'm eating beneficial herbs maybe why i'm sleeping more. detoxing uses a lot of energy.
i walked to nob hill. used the wi-fi connection. took my time. perfectly cool. bought slivered almonds. home at 11:30 for lunch of rice, curry chicken and canned yams. so perfectly delicious.
and playing healing. i'm doing what i know to do. and i keep asking for direction. i have faith god is all powerful.
i've never been in this condition. all my friends are in the same boat. we are all relying on the kindness of others. we're all old.
depression is a logical symptom. i suppose younger people don't think of aging.
i walked to nob hill encouraged meme to go back to school. i bought hard boiled eggs and p chips. i cooked brown rice and heated curry chicken.
today's daily word. i don't know why i'm still here. i think we're here to forgive ourselves and families.
yesterday i napped 4:30 pm, woke 8 pm missed wheel, slept 'til 2 am watched movie, fell asleep 'til 7:30 am. the only thing i took 4 total beets.
i walked to nob hill to buy chips and salad. bartolo and adele were working in the yard. he's so bored. i took my chrome and updated.
i'm working on forgiveness. seeing everything as love. everyone as god in everything.
i gave her the $5 star bucks i found. i don't know how many years i've had it. bit by bit thoughtfully.
anthem uber terrible. i had to call 3 times half hour late. then after dr limited to return to senior center. i called hopper ashley. right on time.
bartolo and carlos my angels. carlos talked to pedro and $500 to weld the frame so $2500 total to fix the car. doable. the $500 check makes sense.
bartolo is resting. hurray!! i remembered castor oil. and i picked shepherds purse. i guess the idea of cancer freaked me out. reminded me of dad and eric.
senior center makes me laugh. we've had numbers on lunch tables this month but not today. i asked dino today 13 tables but only 11 numbers so not today. lol. i needed a good laugh.
he said he can drive me to sunny. groceries on the patio he wanted acorn squash i took pb cookie mix, tuna, spam. yum.
toki left me cost co pb cookies not as good as chips ahoy. then i won't eat them one sitting.
i called carlos. no return call. marissa delivered me to seniors 8:30. they booked tiron was i glad marissa showed up. i'm learning. not what i'd prefer to learn. i want to learn being calm easily, effortlessly, comfortably, instantly.
i'm living in fear. i went online for the jury. practice makes progress. the website remembers everything. said to check back next monday after 5 pm.
