dreams of my family also tue 28

i'm releasing bad sad memories.   listening to healing subliminals is changing my life.  i'm changing my life.

checked sprouts bakery specials chocolate custard twists saved 3.50, blueberry flax muffins $6.49, 99 cent rocky road bites saved $6 ea 2.  so good.

swam half hour then puzzled.  gloria came so we went to lunch early.  we had table to ourselves.  tiny lunch.  went back to puzzle out waiting the rain.  

2 pm tired i saw walter talking to his counselor i came home.  hungry alex gave me salad i topped with chinese beef like steak salad delicious.  

still concerned uncomfortable

i'm proud of myself.  i slept ok.  9 am took an hour searching my car in likely places found tax papers in my car calendar.  i kept moving it around for the safest place.  next year i want to immediately put with tax records.  if i remember.  my right haunch is spasming.  stress relieved.  releasing.  my life was held together by fear and threats.  love is scary when unknown.  

thinking back when i was bedridden.  i'd get up to shower and collapse in bed from the ordeal.  neuropathy so bad i used dad's shower chair to wash.  after searching car for 2 days my body is wrung out.  heavenly feeling my body recovering listening to healing giving myself gift.  i decided on gym 2 walked safeway bought slivered almonds.  no suit spinner i only showered.  i went to cup safeway walked store bought 2 lunches 2 items no special.  $5 difference.  cup library same as always.  back to sunny picked up hot spot, 'ticket to paradise', karma 3.  puzzled dog hair sinus headache.  left as it was starting to sprinkle.  stopped at sprouts for 10 elderberry.  home just as starting to rain.  chinese food so delicious.  peach pie cranberry oat cookie.  

taxes in car chrome crashed

i thought i put it with bill paying i must have put it in back pack roller that broke.  doesn't seem to be in house.  i had lotions and scents in it.  hmm.  i can get duplicates.  file an extension.  

heaven is a state of being

i'm watching 'igor'.  ate tuna brown rice.  super loaded blueberry cranberry nuts grains bran muffin dessert.  mulling over to do today.  what i want to do if anything.  i'm feeling energized.  i survived wednesday blunder forgetting brace.  more pain than usual i survived.

feeling ambitious i puttered and cooked spaghetti with amy spicy chili not good.  doctored with amino and yogurt cheese better not great.  i prefer great.  i love my blouses makes me happy looking at them.  delicate chiffon complex crochet feminine beautiful 2 the color of the sun and 2 sterling silver rose.  i so deserve them and dark chocolate almond roca.  

it's so luxurious to lie in bed healthy enjoying the comfort.  

finally all the messages making sense coalescing

everything, vision blurring, weird check engine light, all reminding me to concentrate on the heaven i want to live in.  today there's snow all around the hills like denver, colo.  when i visited 1987 they had target stores.  we lost all our white multi stores and 6 months after trip target built in cupertino.  my first experience in getting what i want.  

stopped sprouts i'm trying elderberry drink powder.  i can't taste anything beautiful indigo.  ross dress for less lady bug blouses 2 gold 2 dusty rose crochet and chiffon.  $7 ea.  i economize so i can splurge.

sunny library puzzled.  home added can tuna to brown rice.  2 pieces pumpkin pie.

i went to sprouts 7:30

for'tuna' and bakery specials maybe 3 dozen items i bought pumpkin, peach pies super vegan fruit muffins $1.99 ea.  amazing.  toki never heard of but i gave her pretend jerky.

number 2,000

forgot back brace.  struggled with joanie boots and drove to safeway for free pico de gallo.  lots of trees blown around limbs broken in parking lot.  bought gum clearance cheese bread.  stopped dollar tree clearance valentines, beef bean burritos, chicken pasta, cinnamon donuts.  home put on back belt 2 in trunk.  seniors good relaxing.  main parked outside no elevator underground.  puzzled 'til 4.  home ate and rested forgot cup library password finally found reference phone number.  i have to update e mail address.  requested 2 new movies.