A NEW HOPE

MY LIMITATIONS ARE MY THOUGHTS AND MY THOUGHTS CAN BE CHANGED.  LOUISE HAY.

7:30 PM.  I FINALLY GOT A LETTER FROM AUNTY.  IN MAY SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL 5 DAYS COLON CANCER.  I GUESS SHE'S TOO FRAGILE AT 90 FOR RADIATION OR CHEMO.

THIS A.M. I PUT OUT BINS AND WROTE  LIFE INSURANCE CHECK.  I HAD TO OPEN AND RESEAL WHEN I REMEMBERED I FORGOT TO WRITE DATE. 

CHECK ENGINE LIGHT CAME ON 38o.  MY CARS DON'T LIKE COLD.  8:45 I REMEMBERED I HAD CARLOS' #  IN MY PHONE AND CALLED.  RICH OF ROBERT HAS A DIAGNOSTIC AND SAID HIS LIGHT CAME ON/LEAK IN AIR SYSTEM AND WENT AWAY AFTER A WEEK.  I WENT AFTER LUNCH.  I TOOK CLEARANCE APPLE PIE, HE DIDN'T CHARGE ME.  A LEAK IN AIR SYSTEM.  I LOVE MY CAR. 

MINOR SETBACK

WORKING ON THE HOUSE DEPRESSES ME.  MY FAMILY TREATED ME AS THE MAID SO OF COURSE MY BODY REVERTS.  OUTSIDE PEOPLE LOVED, RESPECTED, INCLUDED ME.  AT SCHOOL AND WORK, AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND.  OH. WELL GOD LOVES ME JUST THE WAY I AM.  GOD SHOWS ME THE WAY.

YESTERDAY I DID MY SUNNYVALE ROUTINE.  I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO BUY SUE AND HARRY FLASHLIGHTS AND THERE WEREN'T ANY.  THE ELECTRONIC SECTION WAS CLEARED OUT.  I'LL GIVE HER $5 BACK.  LIKE SHE DOESN'T KNOW THERE'S TAX.  I BOUGHT MORE ORANGE CRANBERRY MUFFINS, THE BEST.  XMAS WAS HALF OFF AT $UNNYVALE, 6 THINGS.  MARIA MICHAEL'S PURPLE HANKIES ARE $2.59, I BOUGHT THEM AT WESTGATE MICHAEL'S HALF OFF $1.29. 

I ATE LEFTOVERS AND A BURRITO AND SALAD/NUTS.  TYGJ.  GOD PUTS WONDERFUL THINGS IN MY PATH.  I ENJOYED THE COCA COLA I BOUGHT FOR $1.  I USUALLY DON'T LIKE SODA.  I DRANK BEETS.  PHYSICALLY I'M IMPROVING.  I WANT TO BE STRONG LIKE WONDER WOMAN.

VERY SWEET

YESTERDAY A MINI LEMON MERINGUE, CHOCOLATE CANDY, BITES.  I'VE NEVER EATEN SO MUCH SUGAR.  2018 THE YEAR OF SUGAR.  I'VE EATEN MORE THAN MY ENTIRE LIFE COMBINED.  MY JOINTS ARE SCREAMING.  I'M SO STIFF, SORE AND NORMAL.  THIS IS HOW THE WORLD FEELS.  BODY FULL OF TOXIC, POLLUTING SUGAR.

I DID TWO LOADS OF LAUNDRY.  YESTERDAY THE SHOWERS WERE BEING REPAIRED.  TODAY THEY HAVE HOT WATER.  SO I WASHED MY HAIR AND TOMORROW'S SATURDAY AND I CAN DO NOTHING IF I WANT.  MY BONES FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER THE HOT TUB. 

1944 ARSENIC AND OLD LACE

NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I WATCH IT IT STILL MAKES ME LAUGH. 

I LOVE THE CLOSED CAPTIONING.  I DON'T MISS A WORD.  THE ACTING IS SO GOOD.  AND ON A BIG SCREEN I CAN SEE EVERY EXPRESSION.  IT MUST HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL IN THE THEATER LARGER THAN LIFE.  IT'S BETTER ON DVD.  I CAN WATCH IT OVER AND OVER.  ALL MY FAVORITE PARTS.

I'M  TAKING MY TIME AND HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME.  I HAD CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE AT SENIOR LUNCH.  AND COSTCO PUMPKIN PIE LATER.  I HAVE ALL THOSE HAM DINNER LEFTOVERS.  HURRAY!!  TYGJ.

I'M EXERCISING, MY NERVES ARE STILL COMING BACK TO LIFE.  THEY HURT BUT WITH EXERCISING AND STRETCHING IT'S MANAGEABLE. 

I WANT TO BE WONDER WOMAN STRONG.

CANTERVILLE GHOST DAY

I'M WATCHING TWO DVDS BACK TO BACK.  1985 RICHARD KILEY& 1996 PATRICK STEWART.  MY FAVORITE OCCUPATION.  I MADE A LUNCH OF SCALLOPED, AND SWEET POTATOES, GREEN BEAN CASSEROLES,  HAM THAT TOOK AN HOUR TO CARVE AND PUT IN 7 QUART ZIPLOC BAGS.  I ADDED PINE NUTS.  YUM.

DINNER CHICKEN SOUP W/ BROWN/WILD RICE.  I ADDED YAMS, HAM, PINE NUTS.  PUMPKIN PIE I ADDED PECANS.  SO GOOD.

IT'S A PERFECT, BEAUTIFUL DAY.  FOOD, THE SENIORS' FAVORITE HOBBY.

CHRISTMAS EVE

I'M EXCITED FOR THE FIRST TIME.  AS AN ADULT I CAN MAKE AND HAVE A HAPPY, PEACE FILLED CHRISTMAS.  I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED.

I WRAPPED PRESENTS FOR MY SENIORS.

$TORE LIGHTS, NOTEPAD/PENS, BROWNIE PANS, A/D LOTION.  SOMETHING FOR MY TRUE FAMILY.  PEOPLE ON THE SAME PATH OF A SELF REALIZED LIFE.  IT'S NEVER TOO LATE FOR A HAPPY, HEALTHY LIFE.

THIS MORNING I DID MY REGULAR ROUTINE OF EXERCISE, SHOPPING, PICKED UP MY HAM DINNER 5 X POINTS.  LOADED BINS, PUT THEM OUT.

HAD BURRITO AND FROZEN TURKEY DINNERS.  I BOUGHT CHERRY TARTS, DUTCH APPLE, PUMPKIN PIES.  I'M SET FOR THE WHOLE WEEK.

I GIVE MYSELF A VACATION FROM MY USUAL LIFE.

MONDAY I FELL ASLEEP 9:30-1130.  DREAM OF FRITZ/BUGS DEATH. 

I FINALLY SLEPT 2-8. 12:30 PM-HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS.  AT SENIORS I GAVE AWAY PIE, PRESENTS, ROLLS.  LUNCH I ATE 3 PORK CHOPS.  DINNER OF VEGETABLES.  GREEN BEAN, SWEET POTATO, AU GRATIN CASSEROLES, YUMMY. 

ABUNDANCE.  MY FAVORITE DANCE.

GUTENBERG.ORG

I READ THE CANTERVILLE GHOST ON THE CHROME ONLINE LAST NIGHT.  HOW GREAT THAT IS!

AND I CAN READ ALL WODEHOUSE ONLINE.  TYGJ.  THANK YOU BEN FRANKLIN.  THANK YOU GUTENBERG.

I LISTEN TO LOUISE HAY ONLINE MORNING AND EVENING.  TYGJ.  THANK YOU LOUISE.