MOON TRIFECTA

20% BRIGHTER TONIGHT.  MAYBE MY DEPRESSION IS LINKED TO THE EVENT.  I DON'T KNOW.

TODAY I PAY TARGET AND LIFE.

I'M TAKING MY TIME.  MY TIME.  I'M ON MY SCHEDULE.  NO ONE ELSE'S.

I PAID TARGET AND WALKED THE STORE, ZERO.  I DROVE TO SRS WHERE I WROTE OUT AND MAILED TRANSAM LIFE. 

I PLAYED AT FINISHING THE PUZZLE.  I LEFT 50 PCS.  I WENT TO EXERCISE.  LUNCH SOPHIA SHOWED UP LATE W/ BAGS AND GROCERIES.  SHE GAVE EVERYONE AT THE TABLE SHOPPING BAGS AND GAVE ME THE GROCERY BAG.  I FORGOT I HAD THE FREE SOURDOUGH.  I HAVE A LOAF OF ARTISAN NOW TOO.  I GAVE AWAY CEREAL, SODA, BREAD, MUSHROOM SOUP, TICTACS.  GERTA AND ROSE MARIE WERE FUNNY TWO YR OLDS SAYING NO AND THEN YES.  SOPHIA CALLED THEM ON IT.  INGA WAS MISSING.  DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT. 

I WENT TO MLIB TO FIX MY ACCOUNT.  ADDRESS VERIFICATION.

A WAS THERE.  MY DOING, I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT HER A LOT.  I LEFT FOR ST J AND WENT BACK 45 MIN LATER.  SHE WAS STILL THERE SO I BLOGGED TILL SHE LEFT AND I CAME HOME.  VEGGIE STEW W/THE LAST CAN OF CHICKEN AND A HAM SANDWICH.   

PERSISTENCE

IT'S CERTAIN LOCATIONS THE RECEPTION FAILS.  I THINK.

YESTERDAY I DROVE TO T'S FROM LUCKY'S AFTER G2.  10:30 I GOT TO TD.  AFTER A WHILE WE DROVE AROUND TO GOODIE'S ON BASCOM AVE AT NOON AND HE SAID HE MEANT TO GO THERE THE WHOLE TIME BUT I'M NOT CONVINCED.  I HAD MACHACA.  A SCRAMLE OF BELL PEPPER, EGG, SHREDDED TRI TIP.  THEY KEPT OUT THE ONIONS.  FLOUR TORTILLA, RICE, REFRIED BEANS.  SALSA & SOUR CREAM ON THE SIDE.

AFTER LOUISE HE WANTS TO BE THE GIRL.  SHE LEFT SATURDAY.  I FINALLY UNDERSTAND.  HIS GIRL RELATIVES ARE NUMEROUS.  HE'S REQUIRED TO BE THE BOY.

WHEN HE'S MORE HIMSELF HE'LL BE THE BOY AGAIN.  HE WAS BETTER.  HE WHINED ABOUT MONEY EVEN THOUGH HE'S WORKING FULL TIME LAST AND THIS WEEK.  HE COMPLAINED ABOUT THE 1 K FOR THE SKYLIGHT AGAIN WHEN HE WAS THE ONE TO INSIST.  I TOLD HIM HE OWNED THE ROOF NOW.

I OFFERED TO PAY FOR THE KEYBOARD BENCH HE WANTED FROM GUITAR SHOWCASE.  $55.  I PUT IT ON DISCOVER AND WHEN WE GOT BACK HE GAVE ME $60.  EXACTLY THE SAME BENCH I BOUGHT HIM AND WAS USING FOR THE SEWING MACHINE UNTIL HE WANTED ONE.  SO STUBBORN.  HE WANTED NEW IN THE BOX.

EH, HE DESERVES IT.

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET IN

I THINK THE SIGNAL MUST DEGRADE OR SOMETHING. 

SO I HAVE TO START FROM SEARCH. 

I'M PRACTICING STAYING LOOSE.

ONE MORE DAY

WAITING FOR JURY DUTY IS REVEALING MY CRANKINESS.  I'M UNLEASHING MY TERRIBLE TWO YEAR OLD.  I'VE BEEN SCOLDING PEOPLE LEFT AND RIGHT.  MY LADIES SAY IT'S BECAUSE SENIORS ARE SO ANNOYING.

I'VE DECIDED TO NOT REMIND THE IDIOTS USING THE BATHING SPINNER.  I'M JUST MAKING MYSELF FRUSTRATED AND TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME I SAW SOMEONE USING IT CORRECTLY.

I ADJUSTED THE LIVING ROOM ANTENNAE TO GET CHANNEL 7.  SO I'VE BEEN PURPOSELY NAPPING AFTERNOONS.

I'VE BEEN COLLECTING MATERIAL IN ALL AREAS.  TOOLS FOR GARDENING, ART MATERIALS, BEADING, CLOTHING, FOOD SO I DON'T NEED TO GO SHOPPING.

I CAN CONCENTRATE ON CREATING MY LIFE.

HANGING

I'M STILL ON PHONE STANDBY.  AND FEELING WEIRD.  13 YRS AGO, MY LAST JURY DUTY ADVENTURE, I WAS SO SICK FROM MY BACK.  SO MANY TIMES I THOUGHT I WAS DYING.  AND YET HERE I AM ON STANDBY JURY DUTY AGAIN.

70 YR OLD IS THE CUT OFF, NO MORE JURY DUTY.  I REMEMBER GOING EVERY TWO YRS UNTIL 2004.

the chrome book shut off and i had to find everything.  all my presets gone.

THE HARDEST THING ABOUT GROWING UP IS LETTING GO OF WHO I AM, KNOWN TERRITORY, AND VENTURING INTO THE UNKNOWN OF WHO I'M BECOMING.

WHOA!

I ALMOST FORGOT CALLING JURY DUTY.  I STARTED RESEARCHING THE DRIVING AND PARKING.  I HAVE TO TAKE THE POSTCARD AND PARKING TICKET FOR VALIDATION. 

I REMEMBERED AT 4 AND FORGOT UNTIL 8.

ANOTHER ST.J WONDER DAY

AWOKE 6:18 FROM BRILLIANT NIGHTMARE:  A SHOWED UP ACTING AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.  THAT SHE DIDN'T TORTURE, HARASS, ABUSE AND STEAL FROM ME.  I CALMLY TOLD HER TO GET OUT AND SHE DISAPPEARED.

I WATCHED PEELE AND JANE BIRKIN.  SHE HAS AN INCREDIBLE HERSTORY.

I WENT TO G2, LUCKY'S; COCONUT DRINK $.25 X 23 NO CRV CLEARANCE, MUSTARD 2 X $.25, 3 SET BAMBOO CUTTING BOARDS $6.99, HI-HEEL INSOLES $3.99, PUMPKIN SCOOP $1.49, MINI STAR WARS KITE $.49.

I COOKED AND ATE ARTICHOKE FROM NOB HILL.  THEN ON TO ST. J, RED CLOTH TO FIX BAG, 2 PAIR PINKING SHEARS $.25, $1 GOLD FLUTE PLAYING KERMIT.  LUNCH OF ALFREDO, TOSSED GREEN SALAD, GREAT GARLIC BREAD.

I WORKED ON SAL AND AARP BAGS.  WATCHED MILLIONAIRE MARATHON ON DECADES CHANNEL.  T CALLED AT 4 TO INVITE ME TO DRIVE OVER TO GO FOR FALAFELS.  I'M DONE FOR THE DAY.  YESTERDAY HE DROVE LOUISE TO THE AIRPORT.  HE'S MISSING LOUISE AND IS IMPATIENT AND GRUMPY.  HE'S WORKING 40 HRS.