TCMe-I paid Prop Tax listening to Louise

I'm resting for St Justin's  St Patrick dinner courtesy of Lita Cairel.  I don't know if I like it.  I feel inner resistance.  I don't know.  doesn't feel authentic.  not my resistance.  just stored in my gut.

I'm practicing attentiveness.  

I feel resentful of the years I spent attending to a family that never appreciated me.  this is all coming out of my tissues.  I can feel it in my gut.  

I've been truly blessed.  Lita shared her beautiful, caring and supportive family with me.  they included me in everything, made me feel so welcome.  my family in Hawaii is here.  the family my parents denied me by moving here.