Wednesday, September 27, 2023

sitting here wondering why they didn't love me

i have to keep reminding myself they didn't love.  the lack made me feel wrong.  i didn't belong yet, i know i do.  we're a planet of broken toys.  they had to make themselves feel normal by excluding and abusing me and we know how they ended up suffering with their choices.

i'm feeling freaked.  received letter from patelco security breach in may dated 20th.  patelco never copped to it in all the mail they've sent.  no heads up.  just ambush.  makes me so glad i closed retire.  i have 'til jan '24 to decide what to do.  

so much left overs today.  and few wanted omelet.  i have extra potato, spinach, slaw.  drain tuna add.  

walter came by after counseling.  

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