once a month i sleep through the night. oh i don't know

i want to do and not do.  i'm thinking of st j pantry and taxes at library.  my body doesn't feel like it.  i had pizza b'fast.  

got bucket of herb out of car.  i could plant or harvest and eat maybe better.  tv gene autry show '50-'55 and jamie mcpheeters 9/63-3/64.  revisiting my childhood.

i resisted running from my feelings.  so much harder than distracting myself with doing.  being is so much harder.  

slept the day away healing broken body/spirit.