i don't know why i feel so tired. i got to seniors 7:30 showered, exercised, so sore i stretched an hour. i computed, gamed, picked up lunch. today last day for 10 k lucky bonus points panera gift card. and i bought bread. i forgot to tell kathy rewards number and manager added to my account saying he forgot last day and he wanted to buy. since i was early i went to america's tire air check. drove home expressway.
i ate lunch tried watching tv so tired i felt sick. i lay down slept 2 hours. i dragged myself up so i can rest tonight.
i realized while exercising i denied my feelings or i wouldn't have survived my family. they're the same they've always been. i expected them to appreciate me. i deluded myself. i have to change. my commitment to feeling my emotions.
No comments:
Post a Comment