i had to dial 9 for an outside line. i balanced my bank. exercised washed hair. feeling pretty good. my pelvis and hip hurt a little less. i returned films to bookmobile and stretched on bar no popping or crackling. so maybe i'll heal. picked up lunch to go.
i stopped at st just pantry baked frozen potato spinach, sorted, put away.
i keep reminding myself when i feel anxious and my life feels out of control. i give it to god.
ok the water softener is staying on wasting water. i called city John water dept, Suzanne burns neighbor improvement, county rebuilding together machine, 2 sears ken more no longer in service. i shut off the water so of course i feel like i have to go all the time. i don't take water for granted so i can't waste it. terribly inconvenient but not insurmountable. i called David cal plumbers from 2016 and reviewed everything i've been through with the house. i was so sick then. thirteen years now.
i finally called consumer cellular to remove alert from display. Kristin called me back on back up phone to talk me through it. not on tutorials any way.
before moving back to take care of the family i was alone and neither afraid or lonely. it must have been buried very deep inside. or i caught it like an infection. like covid 19. i don't know. i only know i haven't the desire to succeed by others' failing. there's so much to be afraid of now. i pray for improvement. some crazy threatened to blow up the capitol.
i'll have to call home advisor and look online and ask everyone i know. i'm not freaking out. i watched my shows.
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