9:30 and raring to go i stopped $tore for 2 amber wash, 2 chips no kettle, pant liner, clearance 4 garbage bags, 2 scarves, 3 laundry, wax paper, u v light. remembered pay p g e Walmart bought 2 H 2 o 2. 4 cents cheaper. mailed pch entry.
seniors tiny ok lettuce wrap lunch. i come for the surprise factor. got next month menu early today i turned in and checked all regular meals. new for me not to wait for duplicate and here i am another new behavior.
sitting waiting for reopen at 1 listening to releasing. i still haven't written auntie or firemen yet. and i'm learning to be ok with it like yesterday i left Walter at 2:30. the old me would have sacrificed my pain for his. not because i'm better but because caution trained me thusly.
home at 3 for 'love boat. reassuring to watch simple relationships. watching 'man from snowy river' one of the few happy memories during marriage. going to the movies. his only suggestion for saving our marriage didn't balance his cheating though. if the marriage hadn't been so horrible i never would have noticed how my family betrayed me my entire childhood.
and yet i put myself and ex husband through college. i did it.
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