with the bushes i worried more. i had my passport ready. (auto saving. maybe because of good reception.) i'm resigned. does no good to worry.
i'm so blessed. i'm watching mary reilly. child abuse. i'm exorcising the demons. i didn't know why i borrowed a movie i was never interested in until the abuse. i remember waking in the arms of tommy meyer crying "don't, mommy, don't mommy, mommy don't." i have no memory of the abuse. alien was always bragging of burning me, sticking me with pins changing my diaper. i remember her pushing me out of windows, off the swing always from behind and lying that i fell. all this is behind me.
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