very well

CONSIDERING I WOKE 2:30 WITH NIGHT TERRORS.  ALL THE DEMANDS SUFFOCATED ME.  I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. 

YESTERDAY I REALIZED I DIDN'T GET PGE BILL.  I FOUND IT ONLINE DUE 10/21 SO I HAVE TIME. 

I HAVE TO MAKE APPOINTMENTS THAT I DREAD.  ALL THE DEPRESSION OF DAD I STILL WITH ME.  MY HAPPINESS IS SO NEW AND TENDER.

I'M BEING VERY GENTLE WITH MYSELF.  YESTERDAY I FOUND A BIG SET OF KEYS IN THE PASSENGER DOOR OF THE CAR NEXT TO ME AND CONSIDERED LEAVING THEM UNTIL I REALIZED ANYONE COULD TAKE THE CAR.  I TOOK THEM INSIDE AND THE WOMAN MISSED THEM THINKING SHE LOST THEM IN THE CENTER.  SO AS SOON AS I COULD INTERRUPT THE CHATTY FRONT DESK AND HELD THEM UP SHE CLAIMED THEM.  REMINDED ME OF RUSHING AND LOSING GYM CASE.

SLOWLY CAREFULLY DOES IT.

I'M HOPING THE REPAVING IS DONE TODAY.  MONDAY IS COLUMBUS' HOLIDAY.  I HAVEN'T MADE PLANS.