YESTERDAY AT THE HEALTH FAIR I SAW 4 KITTENS SLEEPING THAT MUST HAVE REMINDED ME OF BUGSO. I DREAMED HE DIED AND I COLLECTED HIS WHITE AND AQUA BATH SHEETS HE SLEPT ON IN THE GARAGE TO WASH. WHEN HE DID DIE I DECIDED TO LEAVE/DIVORCE WILL. WILL TOOK HIM TO THE VET AND PUT HIM DOWN WITHOUT A WORD TO ME. I KNEW THERE WAS NO HOPE. FRITZ RAN AWAY A FEW WEEKS LATER. I WAS WORKING FULL TIME AT GOODWILL FREMONT.
MY SHOULDERS AND FEET HURT TERRIBLY. ALL THE NERVES ARE COMING ALIVE EVEN THE ONES AILEEN AND MOM KILLED.
I GOT TO LOS ALTOS METHODIST RUMMAGE AT 7:30 SO I DROVE ACROSS FOOTHILL TO SAFEWAY BUT IT'S A SMALL NEIGHBORHOOD MART SO I DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING I WANTED. AT THE RUMMAGE I BOUGHT 5 SHIRTS, THE 2 RAW SILK, FUN JUNK, 2 SHOE INSERTS, 2 BAGS LITTLE RUBBER BANDS, AND WALKED FOR AN HOUR.
I WENT TO G-2 SHOWERED NO HOT TUB. PICKED UP FROZEN VEGS, MARIA SHRIMP POKE CRACKERS. LUCKY'S FREE OXIGEN WATER. HOME I ATE FROZEN BBQ SANDWICH AND NAPPED AN HOUR. CONSTANT PAIN IS EXHAUSTING.
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