Tuesday, June 19, 2018

WEEPING WEREWOLF

I'VE MISPLACED THE BOOK AGAIN.  I DID IT LAST WEEK TOO.

DW-LISTEN, I'M THE WEEPING WEREWOLF.  I'M CLINICALLY DEPRESSED.  I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I WASN'T I THOUGHT DEATH WAS IMMINENT.

HAVING GROWN UP IN A HOUSEHOLD OF SUICIDAL ALCOHOLICS I DIDN'T KNOW HAPPINESS.  I THOUGHT IT WAS LACK OF PAIN.  AND THE FIRST TIME I FELT JOY FEAR OVERWHELMED ME.  WHEN I FELT LOVE FROM MOMMA I HAD TO RETREAT IN TERROR.

I AM LOOKING FOR A NEW USED CAR AND I GET TO CHOOSE AND I'M TERRIFIED OF MAKING A MISTAKE AND MOM AND DAD PUNISHING ME.  DEAD FOR 18 YEARS AND STILL TERRORIZING ME.

STOP!


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