RUNNING

RUNNING AWAY IS RUNNING TOWARDS SOMETHING ELSE, HOPEFULLY BETTER.

I DECIDED AFTER TALKING TO T TO GO WITH SCOTT-THE DEVIL I KNOW.  I ALREADY KNOW HE DIDN'T DO THE JOB RIGHT THE FIRST $500 OR SECOND TIME.  T THINKS THIRD TIME AND $1K WILL DO THE TRICK.  HE'S KICKING IN HIS FEE. 

I CAN GO TO CAMPBELL TODAY.  I GUESS I WILL.  YESTERDAY I WENT TO COSTCO AND NO CHERRIES SO I GOT SLICED ALMONDS $3.53/LB AND WALNUTS FOR SURE NO BUGS.  I THOUGHT THEY GOT IN BUT MORE LIKELY I BOUGHT THEM WITH BUGS FROM BINS.

SO I WILL BUY SEALED BAGS FROM NOW ON.  NO MORE.

I'M FEELING BETTER NOW THAN 2:47 THIS AM.  DAD'S ANXIETY.  MOM ALWAYS SAYING THEY DIDN'T WANT TO BE A BURDEN AND ALWAYS DOING LIFE THE HARD BURDENSOME WAY.  DAD SO LAZY.  I SUPPOSE THE REASON I LIKE BEING ME FREE TO CHOOSE WHAT AND WHO I WANT TO BE.  I KNOW THE OUTCOME OF SLOTH.  A DEADLY SIN AND BOY IS THAT ACCURATE.  INACTIVITY LEADS TO A SLOW PAINFILLED DEATH.  UNHAPPINESS.  OUR BODIES ARE DESIGNED TO MOVE. 

OR WE WOULD BE BOULDERS.