wracked with pain

i know better i need to do better.  taking care of myself.  driving to seniors the air had little oxygen trees hadn't woke up.  air is full of fires No cal and Oregon.  

i'm being forced to rest.  standing to puzzle makes me sick.  i couldn't eat lunch.  stomach too upset like 2003 when unable to eat or drink twice ended up in emergency hooked up to saline drip.  legs and back 1972 when i wore support hose my legs hurt so badly.  i was taking 3 scalding baths a day to ease the aching.  

the air was better 6:30 home by 7.  i took my time ate lunch, omelet, cake.  

found life ins wrote ready for tomorrow.  

a new leaf-ice cream social

i asked about the huckleberry ice cream jess gave me a sample and it was like blueberry.  oh, well.  

sophia gave me cake, bread 2 ham cheese sandwiches, 2 vienna sausages.  i gave sidney only wanted 1 sandwich.  she kept chips.  she tried to give me milk and veg i took eggs.  

93 degrees i came to central to shelter my car.  my feet so swollen i look like baby feet.  i like them better than bony.  cuter.  left side is way more swollen.  5 pm still 93 degrees i'm getting hungry.  

i'm feeling the universe is supporting me.  i started playing on central coffee puzzle sorted edge was boring i rested and 2 hijab women did the edge.  hurrah!!  

an hour 'til close and 91 degrees.  

up and atom

 took my time seniors 8 am.  swam lunched saw carole allen.  got her news letter.  

glorious-the importance of being earnest

swam and planned day.  lunch fish with raw onions in mango salsa too fresh.  rice w/stewed tomatoes dry i liked it.  newbie guy earnest hadn't been 10 years.  like a huge cat.  quietly sneaked up behind me in lunch line.  independent and thanked me for answering his questions warm dry handshake.  new menus missing a lot.  oh, well.  jessica back from vacation.

1 pm parked cup favorite shade tree.  supposed to get hotter this week so today it is.  cup 2 degrees hotter seems like 10.  teen area cooler than adults with foot rest.  tina book due yesterday cutie let me check in and check out.  found new author in sale books.  i can borrow from the city.  sarah lacy.  

my nails are growing so quickly i have to trim them every 2 weeks.  i'm getting healthy.

up at 7:30

first thing i plugged in chrome 1 %.  i had yesterday sandwich i cut into 4ths easier to eat psychologically.  i regained my yahoo mail settings after twice getting phone code and figuring how and where to enter.  new action.  brain stretch.  i start to panic, calm myself and success.

both copies tina county and sunny due today.  tackle sunny.  picked up free pretzels safeway @ maria i asked the right person and clearance everything cornbread $3.50.  

lucky's i bought 2 clearance cobb salads 98 cents with reward dollar.  tygj.

swam perfection

saw brian a little bit.   i'm already missing him starts school monday.  special relationship.  course in miracles.  i feel like his mom.

walked safeway looking for fun.  st just potatoes carrots gal insisted i get lunch.  i already brought green salad and sprouts sandwich.  2 for later.  yogurt, bagels.  lots of cookies.  sid gave me snacks too.  i'm set for tomorrow too.

today's my 51st anniversary.  all my chronic pain 1972 back injury.  bubbling up.

a little anxiety

life is going well.  still new i'm getting accustomed.  loaded picked up free lucky's jarrito pineapple soda delicious.