better

i woke 4:30 watched 'love boat' stretched.  i decided to go chase to withdraw k limit.  i can bank tomorrow or anytime.  i can't believe how relaxed i am.  i used to be so obsessive.  the kava passion helps too.

i showered, exercised, stretched, put clothes in car, got chrome to charge.  i found use for used wipes, i cleaned car door.  i watched boring film, gamed.  11 i picked up good orange chicken bok choy lunch.  brought it home 11:45 to eat.  took supplements i forgot this morning.  i can't believe how much more relaxed i feel.  i paid car insurance by phone due 2 weeks.  

i cooked onion potato omelets for b'fast tomorrow.  

woke 3:30 left house 6:30

so good.  i ate half roasted turkey sand b'fast.  watered plants, watched 'dragnet.'   showered, exercised.  talked a little to sue of harry.  she gave me permission to use bike.  weird.  put wet clothes in car.   filled 2 bottles.  recycled 2 bots 1 can.

listening to release guilt.  considering how much i accomplished yesterday my body feels pretty good.  

i let spirit lead

i woke my regular 5:30.  watched 'love boat' a little. felt hungry made potato onion omelet.  watched a little tv feeling restless.  dressed went outdoors to check porch plants.  watered.  since green bin by cactus took saw and tongs to cut a few paddles.  lovely cool.  i filled half and pushed into street.  added a few more and it was full.  too heavy to move.  brushed by needles and carefully removed and taped to get all spines.

i was sticky and sweaty so i debated which gym.  G-2 is head and shoulders logical choice.  i have definite resistance.  i showered, tubed, cool pool, showered, dressed, walked safe way clearance coconut milk.  decided to compute @ sunny vale library.  

i debated banking too.  

checking Panera menu i bought and ate wrong sandwiches.  so i determined to get it right.  roasted turkey bacon.  tried online pages reverting.  noon driving the 3 miles i realized library opens 1 i can return.  fill 4 water, charge and game.  wow!  what a concept.  i have the energy.

my chair occupied i went to sit back even better chairs, feet up, alone, outlets on table.  now nap attack.  i'm feeling so comfortable relaxed.  more room to spread out and no one to tell me to keep flips on.  

4 pm time for snack.  home by 5 i forgot 'love boat'.

infinite movies-sunny vale

1988 'full moon in blue water'.  i enjoyed it.  ended @ 9 perfect to come to sunny vale.  big old yellow van parked in my favorite spot.  looks like they're camping in.  

bold squirrel in garbage can.  checked out all of them.  checking out people for handouts too.

i filled 3 water, gaming on very slow internet.  wheeled first thing even though i have 'til moon day 1:59.  picked up holds expiring tomorrow.  Whew!!  i don't know if i want to come back tomorrow despite the heat.  i found new opened classic sherlock holmes collection of 5  strange shape package.  the only arthur c. doyle interview.  i didn't realize i had coupon good 'til end of year in chrome bag.  i guess i didn't really want it.

games refusing to load helping me let go of obsessiveness.  i let go.  

i went to Panera pick up for lunch and dinner.  used coupon $5/$20.  got home b4 1 for classic concentration.

amazing

i drove to seniors 8 am.  showered, exercised, changed, put clothes in car, charged chrome and phone, computed.  copied restaurant news article auntie sent.  picked up lunch.  in car wrote out bills for next month, called unity no daily word mag.  i paid city bank early free lucky's 20 oz coke, bought bread not my favorite oh, well, safe way college free water w/ sushi, main picked up film, library all open this week still only 'til 2.  i asked about summer reading, over this year June/July they gave me leftover book bag anyway.  

home 1:45.  mag in mail not in preview.  

i forgot to do August banking.  first was on sun day this month.  i plumb forgot.  and i'm not freaking out.  i'm just a little unsettled.  my back and right leg hip are still screaming.  i'm moving slowly.  i ate my lunch and half the sushi.   

bread is ok.  i ate sushi and p'nut butter honey, almonds, crackers.    

women's day

myrtle fillmore.

she healed through god leading the way for others.  

i got my favorite parking spot.  showered, nu stepped with Trudy 20 minutes.  changed put clothes in car got chrome to charge upstairs.  played wheel, lotto, word, trivia while listening to healing love.  picked up lunch directly to fruit veg store mango $1.29, lettuce 59 cents.  cup copied book checked out more 'love boat'.  filled 2 waters.

home 1 pm.  i put things away, ate tiny fritata lunch, almonds, chocolate cookie.  i'll make chicken potato omelet for dinner or maybe lettuce wraps.  i cleaned lettuce celery tossed broccoli.  

i have a recurring sadness today.  sweet baby bill.  i'm resolving the past in ebbing and flowing waves or regret.  hard work.