I love auto update

 one step done.  

great to feel great

I'm so relaxed.  I started new puzzle someone set out.  one we did years ago.  like an old friend.  

watching commercials about homeless kids reminds me of how terrified I was to sleep.  I had a toy derringer I slept with under my pillow.  I was systematically terrorized.  mom would scream and slap me as a joke.  and I'm still terrorized.  my sister would lie in wait to ambush me.  Mitzi did it to her kids too.  

2 days rest my back feels great

cars are the downfall of civilization.  pollutes the planet, encourages obesity, false sense of superiority.  we can't live without them.  

pretty perfect.  Toke was very late.  Melvin reminded me Fred and Debbie drove to visit family up north.  the fish was OK.  dinner was lunch corn I added to cooked rice and 2 eggs.  Walter sat next table new friends.  I'm so proud of him.  

watching my movies and game shows

I am content.  I have canned food and lots of chips.  

and city and county have 'Igor' again.  

I started cleaning up my major depression.  for the last 8 years I haven't done anything.  let everything lay where it fell.  I retrieved the bracelet hiding from me from 2 weeks ago.  my motivation.

'Millers' is so funny.  lol.  a wonderfully dysfunctional vengeful family not genetically connected to me.  ha ha.  

I don't know

I just do the best I can.  I'm having electrical problems with the battery clock and slow internet.  my Safeway pages assume I'm a bot.  

I tried the Sunnyvale Dell chrome same problem with Safeway pages.  maybe due to Saturday freebie.   and I bless my Sunny Dell book ordeal.   I looked for my blog and couldn't find it on Google.  I had to go to blogspot.  

my back is demanding new behavior.  I never knew relaxation or freedom or peace.  my back forced me to leave my family behind or die.   mom always complained she never had nice things when she destroyed them.

Diabetes is all about not deserving the sweetness of life.  Diabetes = too much sweetness = death.  Diabetes and cancer feed off anger.  

free Mela drink-new lunch helper Sariah

watermelon passion fruit.  

Good Vibes.   I feel good, do do do do do do do.  Aveeno wash makes me so smooth.  

1 pm no phone coverage must be sun storms.  chrome weird jumping weird.  

'I honor my feelings'

I filled the tank @ Costco 50 after checking prices yesterday.  same both locations.  so much easier to drive.  

I'm paying more attention to everything or practicing.  I'm learning to take everything slowly.  I took pride in my speed.  

WHEW!!  Chromebook is safe.  The hold is filled and Cody brought my request and sent back the county movie.  I was resigned.