FEELING UNDERSTANDABLY TIRED

ONCE AGAIN T LET ME DOWN.

1)HE TOOK DELLA AND STAR TO SUPERTAQ NITE B4.  2)I GOT JACK BOX TACOS.  ATE 6 THEY DIDN'T WANT ANY.  AND PANKO ONION RINGS.  3)THEY ARE SO CONDESCENDING AND DISRESPECTFUL.

SO I CARRY ON.

4)WEST DENT 5)TEXTED WRONG TIME.  6)THEY MUST HAVE CHANGED MY APPT WHEN THEY TRIED TO RESCHEDULE LAST WEEK.

7)STAYED ON HOLD 6 MIN.  HUNG UP, HAD LUNCH.  LET IT GO, LET IT GO.

8)CALLED AFTER LUNCH AND THE LITTLE MOIRA SNOT TOLD ME I WAS WRONG WHEN I KNOW I ENTERED THE APPT WHEN I WAS THERE LAST.  I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND LET IT GO.  SO I'M ON FOR 1:30.

THE LESSON, LET IT ALL GO.  TO LET GOD.

I AM LOVING THE HOT TUBBING.  SINCE THE CENTER IS CLOSED THIS WEEK I'M GOING TO SUNNYVALE 24.

DOING WHAT I WANT

AN UNKNOWN LUXURY TO BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT.  THE ONLY PROBLEM IS KNOWING WHAT THAT IS.

I HAVE AN UNLIMITED UNIVERSE TO EXPLORE.  I CAN GO SHOPPING, HOT TUB, PUZZLE, EAT, SLEEP, WATCH MOVIES, SEW, DRAW, PAINT, ANYTHING MY HEART DESIRES.

MY HEART'S BEEN SO TRAMPLED, KNOWING WHAT I DESIRE IS ALMOST A JOB.

I HAVE TO KEEP CHECKING IN WITH MYSELF.  I'M NOT USED TO IT.

I'M EXERCISING MY CHOICES.  A NEWLY WEIRD FEELING.

I'M PRACTICING NEW BEHAVIORS TO BE AND HAVE NEW.

OH, BE+HAVE.

WE DID GO TO SUPER BURRITO WEDNESDAY.  WE STARTED ON HIS TAXES.  TOOK 1 1/2 HRS TO PRINT THE FORMS NEEDED AND THEN WE ATE.  WE RETURNED BUT HE WAS DONE WORKING ON HIS TAXES FOR THE DAY SO WE WATCHED FUTURAMA AND I FELL ASLEEP UNTIL DELLA GOT BACK FROM GOING TO OAKLAND WITH THE GIRLS.

SPEECHLESS

YESTERDAY I WENT TO CUPERTINO TO PAY STEINMART, RETURN DVDS, AND I WENT TO 24HR HOT TUB.  10 MINUTES IS AS GOOD AS 30 ON A BIKE.  LOVED IT.  9-10.  LIBRARY AND THEN SHOPPING.  I THOUGHT I LOST 2 SFWY MONOPOLY TICKETS BUT I HAD PUT THEM AWAY.  I MUST BE MORE TIRED THAN I THOUGHT.


WORKED IN YARD THIS AM AND PLANNED ON ST JUSTIN'S SENIOR LUNCH.  K WAS THERE.  I IGNORED HIM.

THERE WAS LEFT OVER SO I GAVE IT TO KEVIN.

T CALLED DURING BINGO AND MR POUTY IS NOT ASWERING HIS PHONE. 

I THINK I FORGOT MY SUIT FOR THE HOT TUB.  I COULD ALWAYS GO AND GET IT.

HE WAS AT WORK.  WENT BY THE HOUSE.  STOPPED FOR SFWY MONOPOLY AND HE WAS AT CVS.  BOUGHT EASTER CANDY.  CHEAPER THAN SFWY.

LEFT CAR KEY IN TRUNK.  TOO TIRED TO DO MORE WITHOUT RISKING BIG ERROR.

WHAT JOY!!  TO RECOGNIZE MY LIMIT BEFORE OVERSTEPPING.

MY HEART IS STILL ON VACATION

YESTERDAY T CALLED AFTER LUNCH TO INVITE ME TO GO SUPER BURRITO.  3PM.  SO I GO AND DELLA'S COOKED BEEF ENCHILADAS.  YUM.  HE'S SOO WEIRD.  IN A NICE WAY.

APRIL FOOL'S DAY I WENT TO CHASE FOR DIRECT DEPOSIT.

MISSION CU IS A STAR ONE AFFILIATE SO I DEPOSITED THE CASH AND CHECK FROM X'S 30 YEAR BAD DREAM AND TYPICALLY THEY FAILED TO TELL ME ABOUT INTER-TRANSFERS AND THE 1 ROLLOVER IN 12 MONTH PERIOD CHANGE SO I JUST WILL HAVE TO PAY TAXES.

PATELCO DID NOT TELL ME ABOUT RESTRICTIONS EITHER.  HE DID TELL ME ABOUT TRANSFERS AFTER IT WAS TOO LATE.

HE DOES HAVE THE BEST RATES 2 PER CENT FOR 3 YEAR CD.

T CALLED TO GIVE ME TOMATO PLANT.  SO I JETTED OVER AND CAME BACK HERE TO SENIORS FOR SAFEWAY FORM TO REDEEM MONOPOLY TICKETS.

SO BUSY.

HAPPY ST. PAT'S

I SLEPT IN AND WATCHED WILL ROGERS 1934 DOUBTING THOMAS. I HAD SALADS AND SOUPS AND OATMEAL.

TODAY I'M AT THE SEASIDE BRANCH LIBRARY.  LOOKING FOR THRIFT STORES.

BY THE SEASIDE

WELL, I MADE IT TO MARINA DUNES AND I CAN SEE WHY I NEED TO BOOK A YEAR IN ADVANCE. 

THE RESORT IS SHARED WITH AN HOTEL, SANCTUARY.  NOT AS UPSCALE AS ANGEL'S CAMP BUT THE AREA IS AMAZING. 

I WOULDN'T MIND LIVING HERE.  A WANTED ME TO LIVE IN SANTA CRUZ FOR HER CONVENIENCE BUT I CAN SO SEE MYSELF HAPPY HERE.

THE AREA IS WIDE OPEN.  GREEN.  CALM.

ANGRY SUSAN

I CAN TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THE ARBITRARY VIOLENCE EVERY WEEK IN THE NEWS. 

YESTERDAY AN OLD WHITE BITCH AT THE SENIORS CLAIMED MY STATIONARY BICYCLE.  TOOK IT WHEN I WENT TO CHECK AT THE DESK.  THERE WERE THREE EMPTY CHAIRS BUT SHE WANTED TO BE A BITCH.  I TOLD HER IT WASN'T THE FIRST TIME A RACIST HAS LIED TO ME AND PROBABLY WON'T BE THE LAST BUT SHE WON'T DO IT TO ME AGAIN.

I PRAYED FOR HER FOR 45 MINUTES.  I STRETCHED AND LAST NIGHT COULDN'T SLEEP.  OVERDID IT.  OVERPRAYED?

KEMO IS IN THE HOSPITAL.  HE'S BEEN GONE MOST OF THIS MONTH.  I KIND OF WONDERED WHERE HE WAS WHEN I WENT TO ST. JUSTIN.  HARRIET INVITED ME AND I SAW SOPHIA TOO. 

I LOVE WATCHING THE SILLY THINGS PEOPLE DO. 

TODAY I ALMOST FORGOT TO GO TO LUNCH BECAUSE I FINISHED THE PUZZLE AND WATCHED PEOPLE.  WHAT'S HER NAME SHOWED UP.  "GOOD MORNING","GOOD MORNING" AND THAT WAS IT.  HOORAY!!!