Friday, July 31, 2026

Gisele on being human-31/52 & 63/64

it's helped me to resolve, accept humans are weird.  she survived.  

MAKE THE WORLD BETTER.  my new focus.

my hot spot is ready central!  so I paused Sunny and decided $5 Friday PF Chang beef broccoli at college Safeway $3 lemon cake, steak and Cobb salads.  

an hour housekeeping.  the garage freezer iced shut I used a screwdriver and hammer 2 buckets full for the lilac.  and flashing water softener I added 10 lbs salt pellets.  

fun fan day wheel word- VENICE  and Collette and bonus- just kidding around

Thursday, July 30, 2026

ebb and flow of resentment-32/52 & 64/64-CITI 17 cent credit

Cody updated my chrome.  yesterday there was one request, today none.  so legally another 4 weeks.  

watching tv scrabble.  feeling in transition.  I feel normal whatever this is.  

wheel-vintage jean jacket.




Wednesday, July 29, 2026

I'm in charge HALLELUJAH!!-34/47-69/65-Carlos

I can change feeling sad to glad.  feeling sorry for myself is new.  I was in too much terror.  I'm in charge of my feelings.  

reading Gisele is bringing up my pain.  it was waiting for me.  

someone stole my new 2 piece bathing suit and underwear and socks.  not in lockers, lost & found, or garbage.  I didn't have it long enough to love it.  NOT MY SISTERS stealing from me TODAY!!  

1 pm waiting at Carlos' for muffler guy to bring back unsigned check.  business is good 3 cars need work.  so we postponed O2 sensor to Monday.  car seems to be getting better mileage but I could be wrong.  confirmed.  

another customer same collision but more damage Pedro de la Luz is fixing.  and Saturday Kiely Homestead, last night Los Padres ECR 4 police cars blocking intersections.  big black SUVs collided.  

wheel-BOOK A FLIGHT

Tuesday, July 28, 2026

fruit pick up took 10 minutes-76/65 & 36/47

I couldn't access wheel solutions so I had to go to the Wheel site to enter the fun day giveaway.  

Wodehouse has so many foreign words, online it's imperative to look up meanings.  

wheel; cubed honeydew  the solutions website license has expired.  

Monday, July 27, 2026

learning to love life-BAKED ZITI

I let Inge know Jin is happy, healthy taking care of 9 month grandson and doesn't like talking on the phone.

everyday a little better.  I finished the "fly fishing" puzzle.

reading Gisele Pelicot is chilling.  there but for the grace of God.  makes me SO GLAD I never perpetuated my family dysfunction.  who knows how many generations will continue to contend with the damage and pain.  

Fred brought me and Toki key rings from Morro Bay.  he brought me back a Brain toy like "Igor".  

Leta!  such a fire cracker.  gave me half her noodles.  I gave everyone avocados.  

I SOLVED WHEEL-BAKED ZITI

Sunday, July 26, 2026

Minivia remembered me from 5/26/26-New ME

I was surprised.  she's a luminous dark eyed beauty.  it's been 2 months.  I soaked and stretched hot and cold.

I decided on Burger King.  $9 special 2 double b'fast sandwiches croissant and biscuit ham or bacon taste test I preferred biscuit and bacon.  

home at 10 am I parked in the driveway, so it was much easier to unload the car.  making my life simpler.  NEW ME.

I ate a box of beans rice chicken palatable with honey goat cheese and 3 avocados.  the honey to 'disguise' the tang I much prefer plain.  

Saturday, July 25, 2026

just talked to Jin @ 24 hr

Inge just asked of her.  I soaked hot 102 cold 84 degrees, stretched.

St Justin 9:44.  Sunshine in charge.  central library lunch.

home 1 pm tired from yesterday.

Friday, July 24, 2026

Carlos the Great catalytic converter-Gisele Pelicot the Great-40/47

I left a big bag of avocados and gave him a dash camera $19.99 Ross I bought yesterday.  too complicated.  never occurred to me to take it to Carlos has a newer Toyota.  I was thinking of Walter.  

Carlos' getting my catalytic converter re welded.  my personal check for $625.  stolen on the street.  lots of strange cars parked on Nobili due to paving Notre Dame.    

researching how to file a police report.  wouldn't print until I logged off.  

when I went to my car I rinsed the frosty windows.  the engine sounded like 1/13 2022 when the accelerator sensor switch cut out.  it was terrifying to drive a noisy rickety car.  I found a bolt next to my left front tire I put in the back and gave to Carlos.  I drove to his shop at 7 called and waited 'no rush'.  8 am he started calling around to muffler shops.  he wanted me to follow him to San Jose.  I chose not to drive in San Jose.  I offered him $350 to take care of it.  he didn't want any money I insisted on $300.  he saved my mind body spirit sanity.  I'm still vibrating.  

1:17 pm returned and paid 2 converters $1,150.  I paid him $800 on Discover instant payment, $300 over for driving to San Jose and I gave him a seniors' lunch beet chicken feta salad.  saved me the wear and tear on my body nerves mind and spirit.   I'm still vibrating.


Thursday, July 23, 2026

I will return "Bob" to Cody book mobile.-87/65-44/47-misplaced car key

I ate salad from college Safeway.  I still have mac burger frozen.  

I have to get A-REDS I can see and feel the difference 3 days.  Monday last day.  

WOW reading about headless men from Wodehouse refers to Othello.  Amazing what people believed.  Anthropophagi.  WOW.  

new behavior, I wore blacktop and pants in the tub.  less to dry.  I forgot the blue green suit at home.  

I figured out wheel from A______  __l.  

I copied letter back to Koyama  & Costello.  

Wednesday, July 22, 2026

Bob overdue

Walter still refuses to be responsible for his stress.  Fred, Toki left early I pointed out to Walter.  he's out of control.

spoke to Danielle.  lovely conversation I mentioned Amy attorney Danielle mistake.  explained ISO is a professional investigative listing of all court related issues ever.   she also explained CHP report forms are standard used by all law enforcement.  

Tuesday, July 21, 2026

On My Way to My Heaven-90/65-statute of limitations-48/47

My Divorce.  I'm feeling giddy.  I'm surrounded by people supporting my happiness.  the sisters' betrayal 5 yr statute of limitations for embezzlement.  

Walter showed up today Shadow bantam rooster dislocated his hip.  or did he?  RELIEF.  Walter may have inadvertently trained him by rewarding his behavior.  

Monday, July 20, 2026

I've been restless-94/65-51/47-Koyama & Costello another questionnaire DIVORCE!!

could have been the frozen coke.  slept midnight woke 6.  seniors good.  started new puzzle after finishing old.  lunch OK no Walter.  

da da daaaa, when I got home 6:30 huge envelope hostile plaintiff.  what goes around.  papers like my DIVORCE!!

Sunday, July 19, 2026

collision 2271 car door bike rider-95/65

gym and Burger King lunch.

arrived 11:45 Sunny library.  ate fries half jr.  better w/avocados.

returned spot, atomic book, movies.  David here for book sale.  didn't want avocados.

puzzled 'til closing.  

Saturday, July 18, 2026

gym

wonderful shower.  

over to St Justin lunch saw Ruben gave me extras.  

I gave Sammi at library buffalo chicken & crackers.  he gives me date candy.  I found a copy of LAST HOLIDAY Queen Latifah.  I enjoy the 1950 Alec Guinness version also.  

Friday, July 17, 2026

dad was chronically depressed-gas $5/gal

wheel-cowboy boots

Sunny hot spot cut out.  I considered tomorrow St Justin lunch and Sunny on Sunday book sale.  

lovely perfect weather.  everyone present for lunch.  Walter got me rice chicken.  we got one bite cupcakes left over from BBQ.  mine, Walter's and staff gave me extra @ puzzle table.  

Thursday, July 16, 2026

my changing body

I soaked and stretched for an hour then biked 47 minutes.  I love reading Wodehouse.  I'm stretching as I go.  

lunch with Walter and Gloria OK.  Leta gave me her fish sandwich.  Ruben gave me snacks.  in the trunk getting Cody snacks I found crushed oreos.  yay! still good.  

finished 300 pc puzzle of hot air balloons.  

my trail mix opened in my chrome book bag I didn't feel upset it was oh, well.  new me.  a miracle.

home early 4:30.  I ate fish sandwich and cookies dessert.  

Wednesday, July 15, 2026

I'm Amazed! PAID DISCOVER by phone 27 CAP ONE

sleeping to "Blandings" like a baby.  awoke every 2 hours totally relaxed.  

took supplements, dressed, gathered books, closed up the house, and drove to seniors.  I left grocery overage in front I needed the paper bag.  already hot I changed for the pool.  I ate a protein bar.  

after an hour in the pool I changed to shorts and cycled 45, 30 and stretched 30.  reading Wodehouse on Gutenberg.org is a pleasure.  funny Fred showed up.  

lunch was OK.  Hilde brought leftover meatballs diced carrots to the back.  Walter took 1 each, I got meatballs.

I decided I might go back to the pool with my new suit at 4.  I'll see.  

wore wet suit for an hour.  I ate some dinner.  relaxed rested.  home 6:30.  finished dinner macadamia trail mix dessert.  

Tuesday, July 14, 2026

practicing pacing

someone stole the puzzle box and picture left the completed puzzle.  not my business.

Gohan put out a 6 bottled collection of world coins.  whew!!  they took it downstairs to Jon.  

I finished a 300 puzzle.  93 degree outside.  central under garage 76 degrees.  lots of people enjoying the air conditioning.  Ruben gave me his St Justin tunas, juice, chips.  I found Saturday pastry and Elizabeth cookies.  a feast.  I napped.  I guessed wheel "go for broke" 442 motto.

7 pm Campbell's pork and beans sandwich.  just what I wanted.  

Monday, July 13, 2026

tres leches parfait-paid phone

pretty funny 3 milks in Spanish and parfait in French $3.59 for heaven.  Mmm..  lighter than the chocolate.  and clearance 4 oz macadamia trail mix $1.74.  Bank of Safeway Homes.  

I picked up my 12 movies from county after lunch, parking good.  

upstairs halfway reading prize choice of toys I picked key chain.  

oh the seniors tub was wonderful.  I could go back.  

Sunday, July 12, 2026

half b'day-Elio film

I'm still releasing negativity and self criticism.  it was never mine.  they installed it I release it.  per Delorise Lucas I send it to the river of forgetfulness.  

the adults are projecting and bombarding the kids with their weird ideas.  I'm so glad I'm old.  too weird for me to understand.  outer space has no answers to inner space questions.

8 am immobilized by back spasms.  pain nausea.  I usually suffer at seniors.  I'm trying kava and magnesium.  breathing through the pain.  my stomach and back left ribs and hip.  stretching hip and tail bone decompressing nerve helps.  grapefruit lozenge for the nausea.  it usually occurs at nurses offices.  

overcast from fires.  64 degrees 77% humidity.  I got and opened grapefruit mixer.  

12:30 my body still sore, I feel tired and weak.  I cancelled Sunny holds and requested anew.  I've always forced myself to meet commitments when no need just family pressure.  I'm resting my tortured body.  self compassion.