I'm feeling OK-I need inspiration-Louise Hay-Sunny still 30/60-Autistic Overload-SCAN, CVS OTC, ONE PASS

I don't want to do anything.  I've lost my joy for living if I ever had any.  

I've finally accepted Eric's sad death,7 years.  still makes me cry.  I couldn't help him.  it still hurts.  like dad a slow motion train wreck.  

I found Louise Hay healing sorrow on you tube.  I'm judging myself not loving myself.   whole and holy.  

I give myself permission to heal.  

I looked at EVIDENCE of COVERAGE SCAN CLASSIC online 212 pg.  I called to request hard copy and Provider Pharmacy and OTC catalog.  I changed provider/doctor back to Peter Chung.  Rihanna, Diamond, Jada.  DE, CA, Fla.   next Thursday New Year.