I never had anyone. and I can't miss what I never had. yet I feel I'm missing something. an emptiness.
I have things I plan to do get water from the car, put out the garbage bin, bring in fruit from the trunk. I have to return overdue county movies.
I'm enjoying being. I'm watching Hallmark movies about families comparing them to mine. I never did that. too conditioned not to question for fear of punishment.
I tried to pay my city water bill online it said problem with the server. I used my phone following instructions. new behavior so stressful. I'm exhausted.
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