up and down. i drove as slowly as safe. seniors 9:30 i went upstairs to puzzle for an hour to warm up. showers not hot. i took my time stretching. lunch was ok. chef salad and i waited to try extra bean stew.
upstairs i puzzled walter and mini showed up 2 pm. he rehashed November inspections and anxiety. i realize he enjoys his anxiety. he's closed off his feelings so all he can feel is anxious. he chooses not to grieve. he can't feel happy. he's loyal to his dad's misery. i had to stop 5 pm and then went back to use wi-fi. took me half hour to check settings. i'm ok. i feel like i sacrificed 2 months of life listening to walter's tapes.
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