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I'M READING HANNA SOMATICS FOR NECK SHOULDERS.  I KEEP HOPING.

I'M FEELING EXHAUSTED LIKE WHEN MOM DIED.  TAKING CARE OF TWO PARENTS TOO HARD.  MAYBE JUST ONE PARENT BUT LOOK AT TOKI ETC.  THE EMOTIONS TOO INTENSE WITHOUT A BREAK.  I KEPT LYING TO MYSELF THEY WERE GETTING BETTER TO MITIGATE/TOLERATE THE SADNESS OR I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO FUNCTION.

HAVING SOMEONE ELSE WITHOUT EMOTIONAL TIES CARE FOR THEM IS BETTER.

I SPENT THE ENTIRE DAY DOING WHAT I WANT.  I WENT TO LUCKY'S FIRST FOR WATER AND CORNED BEEF.  THEN MARIA ZERO, G-2 TORTILLA CHIPS FOR LUNCH.  I FOUND NEWSPAPER AND FANNY DISCARDS.  I DECIDED TO GO TO MATHILDA LUCKY'S FOR A SANDWICH FOR LUNCH.  2 X POINTS.  I WENT TO TARGET AND WANTED TO HANG OUT AT THE MALL BUT IT'S GONE.  THEY PUT UP HUGE APARTMENT CONDOS FOR A HUGE NOKIA BUILDING.  SO I STAYED IN THE COVERED GARAGE UNTIL 3 READING THE PAPER, WENT TO ROSS'S LOOKING FOR A BRIGHT YELLOW BRA AND SPROUT'S UNTIL 4 AND HOME.  IT SAYS 88 os BUT IT FEELS OK.  I CONSIDERED MUFFINS BUT DECIDED TO COME HOME FOR SWEETS.

I ATE SALAD AND MEAT BALL AND ROTINI PASTA AND PEAS WITH CHIPOTLE KETCHUP.  I WANT GINGER DARK CHOCOLATE.