SORE ALL OVER

I'M HURTING ALL OVER SO I CAN'T TELL IF I'M IMPROVING OR NOT. 

I'M LEARNING TO ENJOY THE MOMENT.  MOMENTS AS COMFORTABLY AS POSSIBLE. 

I'VE SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE WORRYING OVER LIFE'S IMPERFECTIONS 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT BY EXAMPLE AND COERCION. 

I'M TEACHING MYSELF TO ENJOY WHAT IS AND THE EFFORT TO REPROGRAM IS TREMENDOUS.  SO MUCH ENERGY TO ERASE AND CREATE NEW NEURONS. 

MY NECK/SHOULDERS ARE SO SORE.  DEALING WITH THE PAIN TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY TOO AND THEN LIVING THE DAY TO DAY.

I'M TAKING A LOT OF DOWN TIME.  I FEEL LIKE A WIMP BUT I HAVE TO CARE FOR MYSELF.

I WENT G2, LUCKYS, HM, MLIB, ST. J LUNCH.

NO WONDER I'M FEELING TIRED.