if i knew what i was doing i might be dangerous. i arrived at 10 am and parked in shade 'til noon. auto update is working. thinking of going to sunny although i don't know why. habit i suppose. or puzzles.
my neck has been so stiff and sore for the last 6 months. bart insists on throwing trash into recycle. i'm feeling irritated. practicing forgiveness.
i can't decide on lunch. i looked panera finally remembering cup location nothing appealing. i tried whole foods. i want a can of beans and eat like a hobo. i'm feeling un housed.
noon i still don't know. i need to move. i'm feeling restless and my new dedication to listening to my body.
eating at arby's would be for mom and dad. nothing appeals to me. i do love my shampoo but i cant eat it. maybe i'll drive to whole foods city later.
i've been thinking about when i lived cup via vico. i've blanked most of it. just before sacrificing my life for the family. shivers.
i can keep dry protein powder in small bottles to add liquid for instant lunch. brilliant.
epiphany-i never realized how much i hated the phone because of the family calling, demanding whatever. the only time they called. checking up harassing.
4 pm 93 degrees it's getting hotter despite the blowing breeze. i don't know. 2 degrees cooler home.
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