stretching

back is complaining from yesterday.  wow, popped my shoulder.  stretching is 60% of body toning.

woke feeling tired and sick upset stomach.  ate cheerios didn't fix it.  half bag kettle chips better.  made me hungry.  seniors 9;46 car 4 i started writing bills and ate package baby carrots and soaked almonds.  looking through ads i wanted inari sushi and free safeway smart water.  went scu and on to saratoga lucky's free starbuck's nitro none.  hot and tired already eh, i'll check lawrence later.

weekend food put away.  my obsession with waste not deserves scrutiny. 

last night i dropped can of soda and used towel wrap to mop up.  and stepped on ketchup packet.  two things i used to get upset about i didn't care.  i just cleaned up.  huh, mom got crazy.  i've left it behind or too tired to care.  either one works for me. 

selfish step sisters

1) i expected them to treat me better than they did mom and they continue to treat me like mom.
2) after dad died nit was trying to save her boys from toxic mom.  eh, herself too and hiding craig.

auntie inouye must have become baban to mom and vice versa.

so many insights.

good day of doing what i want.  that alcoholic feeling of inexorable impending doom.  i'm ok.  i covered dollar store and found the pineapple toy in the parking lot.  i took my time got to seniors 10;05 6th car.  checked out small campbell dollar store canned soups, veggies.  walked safeway inari sushi.  sar in car in the shade and ate my lunch.  drove to library and dropped off both mario lanza  movies and picked up harriet dvd and large print mccall smith.  driving home i realized it was time for wilcox food pick up and came home.  and i cooked and ate. 

ty

gratitude is the key.  all of life can be enhanced.

the end of another month.

i finished 'going my own way' by gary crosby.  just goes to show you alcoholism was the standard.  still is for a major portion of the country.  an explanation for the trump world we live in.  an explanation for his election and continued support by the delusional gin soaked minds.

i watched the covid special last night on the timeline of infection and spread.  they glossed over the fact that the initial infections started when they cut down the forests (the natural habitat of the immune infected bats) forcing the bats into the environment of domesticated animals that first contracted covid.

the mandate is to manage not declare war on nature.  the evidence is every time nature is assaulted the  result is a natural catastrophe to re balance the environment.  it's a simple mathematical equation.  covid is the simple result of blatant mindless greed.  sometimes the appearance of progress is a dive into potential oblivion.

they tracked other epidemics going back in history and found tried and true solutions tested over and over again.  like the saying goes those who don't learn from history will be doomed to repeat it.

i don't know

y wrote auntie and mailed it after lunch pick up.  went to main and pocked up holds.  oh, my aching back.  i look forward to enjoying my treasures.

reading gary crosby's 'going my own way' has been very emotionally healing.  violence against kids.  there's not enough concern about it.  dr phil has pointed out that a child experiencing violence whether personally or as a witness has their physical chemistry changed forever.  forever,  forever is a long time. 

and yet no one seems to talk about it or do anything about it.

just another monday

checking e mails i have a letter from auntie but who knows when i'll get it.  sometimes it's days.  ho hum.  i keep checking.  i put out garbage.  not much.  i put out chicken bones for crows.  watered plants. 

another sleepless night of god softening me up, making me receptive to new perception.  i dreamed ex spouse and i going to visit friends and i realize i expected him, alien, nit, mom, dad to be different.  i expected leopards to change their spots. 

weird day.  maybe because lack of sleep. 

just watching

classical stretch reminds me to move and stretch.  inspired i clipped 2 kiwi branches.  i watered lilac. 

yesterday my space taken so i parked next door.  ez pz.  i went saratoga lucky's for peas, onion tater puffs 100 points double points on $6.  9;19 home everything put away half lb baking 425 o 15-20 min.  i had cheerios breakfast so lunch of puffs. 

took twice as long to cook and so delicious.  burger king bacon croissants with tater tots is delicious now i can have onion puffs which seems healthier.  and peach pie dessert.  hurrah!

all while watching cesar 911. 

i used fold up camp stool from garage, screw driver and put on car registration tag.  i had alcohol and rag in car.  i didn't need to remove license plate just loosened.  5 minutes.

when i do life with god it's so easy. 

tcb

i watered lilac, cooked burger for breakfast.  yum.  thought about pick up campbell, cupertino, main.   i still want to go safeway get tuna 37 cents.

i went to safeway for another dozen tuna then on to cupertino.  not as organized as campbell.  they didn't seem to know what was going on.  then i decided to get lucky's double and bonus points for peach pie, brownies.  no potatoes or peas to make cottage pie.  oh, well.

ate nasi with fresh tomatoes, chocolate turmeric milk, half a bag of sliced apples, and 3 pieces candy and fell asleep.  i feel good. 

woo hoo!!  6;30 i remembered peach pie.  reward for me.  i can have it breakfast lunch dinner, dessert.

wonderful

6;30 lucid light filled dream of cage full of 101 white kittens.  i ask my partner to use 3rd bedroom as cat sanctuary and release kitties.  second one muscular thanking me for freedom from cage.  me all me.

i can't believe it's friday.

mom freaked one day unsure of the date after she stopped mercury newspaper subscription.  i told her she could check tv or vcr for time date stamp.  i always kept electronics up to date.  whatever needed doing.  when the thermostat quit i went to osh and replaced it.  mom was amazed.  mom slammed her garage remote on the driveway when the door didn't go up fast enough.  i went to osh bought a universal garage remote called the company to program it.  alien took it when she started parking her mercedes in the garage.   mom was regularly freaking out after dad died.  she started saving her freak outs for alien when i wouldn't play the freak out game with her.  now alien and nit play together.  alien just loves riling nit and then nit riles craig.  must be why scott and neil always look so paranoid and guilty.  and so on and so forth.

everything put away

wilcox ; 2 bags frozen cheese mac, 2 mini rice empanadas, 2 chocolate pop tarts.  produce box optional 4 onions, big bag chopped romaine, 6 bags sliced apples, 5 lb bag blemished russets, 3 tomatoes.  left 1;38 #2 in line big black mex suv pulls in behind me honking horn screaming i cut her off when she was coming out of driveway.  1) street has right of way 2) she be crazy to be screaming out driver's window.  i'll pray for her.  hopefully she has no kids to pass her insanity on to.  unfortunately crazies reproduce like rabbits.  all they know.

focus

i want beauty and ease.  if i allow my attention to wander to family contention my direction will shift onto a course i want to leave behind.  bye bye, i love you.

auto pilot.  alien and ex spouse loved to cry complaining inability to change as a manipulation.  they only cry to exercise their power.  they love drama.  alien kept at least $600,000 of mom's estate.  +2 years since dad died 1999 and 7 holding onto estate 'til 2007.

9;38 #2 car.  lunch was good.  steamed broccoli and spaghetti.  considering 2 pm food pick up.  and cupertino.  i don't have to go 'til wed 6th 2 weeks but i'm so used to demands on my time i don't know how to deal with resting. 

playing with the buttons

at the top i erased everything.  maybe that's what i did before.  some times i leave the cursor on spaces moving it with a swipe and i'm not aware.

so creepy

i went to check the garage.  my heart is bruised.  nit went through all the cupboards.  my soaps are moved around maybe some gone who knows.  my food cupboard has some of my b b q things; chimney coal starter top shelf.  they put a bunch of stuff in a milk crate up in a cupboard to further inconvenience me.   moved things in front of doors.  my art supplies are scattered around.  oh, well.

i wonder if they're selling the stuff.

just like when i was a child.  no respect.  laughing at me.  i must laugh too or cry.  my back is iffy and ok.  tolerable at this point.  a lot of comics like robin williams really sad.

lovely cool overcast.  run away.

kids can't fight can't run.

alex trebek

because of covid jeopardy is running a retrospective tonight the first game 1984.  at the end of his life he gets to see his entire jeopardy life.  and buzzr tv has his classic concentration.  pretty special send off.  there are silver linings to the covid cloud.

mudita and it's opposite schadenfreude.

schadenfreude=sadist-sisters

i am no longer confused about my sisters.  clinically crazy.  all of us.  maybe the world.  when i was 8 the time children start to relate to the world, i looked at the adults and decided they were crazy.  everyone complains and no one does anything differently.  how can anything change if everyone stays the same?

so covid is shaking things up.  hopefully only those with a death wish will die.  no innocent bystanders.

my parents seemed saner, more mature than ever.  i have no idea with the sisters.  alien is 75, dad died 79.  mom was 81.  i loved the fact mom made sure she was older than dad when she died.  so japanese.  he has to respect she's his elder.  ha ha.

ok as soon as i clean up this place they'll want to move in.  what do i want to do?  what can i do?

for the first time in 20+ years i can dance.  wearing my brace i feel pretty good.

they are the same

all my family stress is focused in mitzi.  eons of family baggage.  we were connected through so many times, past lives.  i give it all to god. 

i'm running into my movies.  forward, onward, upward.

counter intuitive.  i have to stay focused on me.  keep from more injury.  avoid pain.

cesar 911 fear and trust.  i've always trusted my family and they always let me down.  100%.  the ultimate certainty: betrayal.  i don't socialize because my untrustworthy family trained me to distrust everyone.  most families maybe all families are horrible.  consider what's popular.  vampires, zombies, monsters.  people relate to what they know.  their families are monsters, liars and murderers.  makes them feel their families aren't quite so bad.

10;41 mitzi and craig knocked then called from a number i didn't recognize.  she wanted me to open garage door.  not my problem i already opened back door as she asked last night.  alien has mom's remote.  she traded her 14" heavy chain saw for my 25".  tried to steal the osh fabric fold up barrow.  i caught her as she's loading her truck.  she claims she thought i wasn't using it.  liar.  she said she wanted dad's fishing gear and mom=aliens clay pots.  she came to steal what she wanted just like alien.  when will i learn.  when we were young nitzi and i were twins.  now alien is her twin.  she took mini trampoline she bought.

she left 12 pack panda t p. and a donut.  she could have offered to get me lunch after the aggravation she brought but didn't.  she smiles just like alien when she causes aggravation.  i pray for the rest.

i've been projecting me onto mitzi who is just like alien.  she's nothing like i've believed.  i lay down for an hour to accept and assimilate.

pretty perfect

i woke 5;30 bathroom, stretched, fell asleep to dr dolittle 2020 on dvd woke again 8 am just enough time for am. tire appointment.  8;30 i drove 1 block w/out brace, turned around put on brace decided to drive expressway arrived 7 minutes to 9.  done by 9;17 with abandoned bag usable straps.  on to big safeway lots of clearance half off.  i bought 3 knorr's heat and serve 2 spanish 1 chick flavored rice.  $3.72 and cash back for walmart  to pay pge.

so now i have to be careful not to exacerbate my back.  i'm feeling so good.  i took apart the bag to wash the handles.  don't know what i'll do about the bag yet.  and i don't have to.

i made canned corn beef and fresh cabbage and i can make instant mash potatoes.  i cooked an onion first.

7;36 mitzi called 4 minutes she wants to get 'dad's fishing gear' yeah right then she segued into 'mom's clay pots' which  mom never had but aileen did.  then she wonders if aileen wants them i tell her aileen prefers to buy new.  who is she talking to?  she says she just wants into the garage can i leave back door open when she and craig changed the locks she doesn't know where her keys are yeah, right the way the front door got mangled and side sliding door was left unlocked and mom's mini urn left atop the bookcase tuesday.  i had to tighten the door knob screws again. 

she asked if i needed anything disinfecting suggesting isopropyl and vinegar so i said i can always use toilet paper.  she said she'd bring some t p we'll see. 

my body is vibrating.  glad i had some chocolate turmeric after dinner. 

signal to the brain

i determined there's nothing wrong with my left ear and right eye.  the signals are impeded.  damage from 1972 stroke or whatever the massive headache episode during birth control pills.  my right temple is sore as if bruised.  the body is constructed in chains of muscles and getting them to relax and release is in sequence.   my right jaw and sinuses ache too.  comes and goes.  sometimes i can crack my neck and it goes away.

i got to seniors 9;33 #1, i'm #1.  tiny 1 1/2 tbs meat and fat and gristle.  1/2 cup beans, 1 raw dry corn tortilla, chunks zucchini onions, ambrosia was ok.

i'm feeling a pull to go pick up my holds.  first i went city zero people 1 pm then on to campbell 2 people, homestead safeway i looked for clearance and dollar utensil caddy nil so i picked up my free yogurt.   and home.  i wanted kitchen dvd player and remembered i have walter's.

amazing.

remembered to ask about chrome.  6 available at central and a request at mission and someone has it due next year.  program glitch.  librarian said no checkouts only check ins and renewals.  no overdue fees. 

owie tummy

took me half hour of stretching to get mobile.  pottered around house 'til 9.  i like this freedom from obsessing.  i don't have to watch game shows afraid i'll miss something important.

i watched jamie and rested my tummy 'til 9;30.  only 8 minute drive to seniors 9;40.   most lights green.  good feeling.

for the first time in my life i've felt consistently happy. 

arthritis hands

my left ribs feel like fresh injury.  from when i dumped bike 1979?  didn't hurt then.  even my ankle.  my stomach upset.  grapefruit helps.

stretching helps.

i love, love, love the green olives and the brine.  i removed the pimentos.  i have 4 more bottles.  i used the tasteless canned straw mushrooms and the pacific coast garlic alfredo sauce.  i smelled but couldn't taste the garlic and it was raw floury.  i never used to like green olives too salty but i never added it to anything before.  i love my pasta & more.  makes the spaghetti so easy.  and i can make fake bechamel with all that milk i have.  wow.  so satisfying. 

i'm feeling tired and sleepy.

i don't know how i survived the last 20 years.  i did my laundry dressed in my dream outfit.  my long black light weight dress with my sleeveless steinmart chiffon top.  i went to scott laundry to compare facilities.   .25 more.  i lined up seniors 9;50 #3 car. 

i ate my little senior lunch.  i went out to car for laundry and remote didn't work.  dead battery.  i could feel no energy.  i brought in and hung wet clothes. 

i never before noticed simpsons and dubois' so similar.  my families of choice. 

nat'l geo

i got 3 copies friday on the porch as i was leaving.  may, june, july.  i couldn't figure out why they'd send them to me.  cookies.  the little info gathering spies on websites.

going through pch e mails i ordered 2 box chains 7 stone crosses 2 extenders $30, 10 of it s & h.  i considered 4 sterling ear backs $25 but those i can live without.  why i don't know.

i'm feeling good.  i've been up since 4;30.  puttering around.  i found the black mesh i was thinking of using for 10 x 21 window screen.  too flimsy.  i found more smooth pillow cases for summer.  flannel is better for winter.  i'm loving my summer kitchen in the garage.  keeps the house cool.

lunch was 1 tiny 4" x 1/4" eggplant=aubergine parmesan with 1 tbs sauce, half cup peas and carrots, half cup dry pasta.  i guess i could have used salad dressing but it would have tasted too weird.  so i ate cheetos and chips.  i'm still thinking how i'm going to cook quinoa.  most internet instructions are by people who haven't actually cooked it.

nap attack.

it's supposed to be 90 o

i feel like i did so much yesterday.  nothing i can think i need to do.  i'm watering my lilac a little most days.  washed my car windshield maybe i'll focus on making special sunscreens.  10 x 21.

my days are spent on little tasks like transferring the moisturizer from a dropped cracked 30 year old m k plastic bottle into an empty tube or collecting like bits and consolidating into plastic bags.  a dozen apples and oranges.  i enjoy organizing

my stomach is still iffy.  i had toasted bagel w/ cream cheese and baked salmon for breakfast.  what i wanted.  right now i'm snacking on apple. 

i was already feeling blue so i decided to watch the news.  covid infections reach new record highs.  the arrogant are killing themselves and everyone around them.   oh, well.  i pray for them.

i'm watching larger than life bill murray inherits an elephant from his father he was told was dead.  he's a motivational speaker who is tricked into accepting possession of the elephant. 

lovely cool

sleepless night.  back kept me awake.  so naps after library.  i'm feeling tired.  probably from the sugar i ate to self medicate.  and i'm ok.  maybe i'll do laundry.  my entire spine is snap crackle pop.

i decided to pamper my back went to dollar store finally last 3 kettle chips.  arrived main 9;45 dropped off onward, mr varg, meditation picked up doolittle.  sc king bacon croissants and 2x tots so good i think because the oil is fresher.   ate it all by 2 p m.  so good.

magical day of sleeping beauty and charlie and the chocolate factory.  too wonderful to nap. 

doing ok

friday freebie cookies lucky's. 

my back is better and actually feels stronger.  i don't need the canes.  oh, oh nausea.  grapefruit juice.

went to lucky's got cookies and 2 lbs salmon for baking teriyaki and lain.  dropped off at home seniors 9;40 car #5.  lots of veggies and rice, tiny chicken.  ate ham cheese croissant for dinner.

trimmed 2 sunburned lavenders.  set in shade. 

classical

stretch got everything lubricated.  as comfortable as i can today.  only slow moving lubricates fascia. 

watching jamie oliver.  squid balls and sticky crunchy prawns.  the technique i can use on something else.  maybe salmon. 

lovely dream 6 am.  i'm in sjsu pub with 3 other women.  hugh grant with his mother and pup healthy shiny black labs just leaving.  we follow them out to trees park. 

went to $anta clara looking for dowel for living room sliding door, kettle chips.  senior lunch line 9;40 #3, home.  fish ok.

11;30 channel 66.3 best movie!!!  the last half hour 'big game'.   so good!  president samuel l. jackson, victor garber, jim broadbent.  did not get good reviews, over all i thought it was great.  made by finland.  beautiful & different.  i don't usually like action movies. 

1;30 went to $ campbell forgot chips.  walked store found stickers looked at pinwheels.  had fun.  onto library picked up holds renewed card.  went small $tore at bud and home by san tomas. new behaviors for new me. 

found broken handle right size for sliding door dowel with hole for twine tie.   front door knob came off.  i reattached.  oh, oh my back. 

a little better

takes me minutes to position myself to get up.  leaning on my right side i can rise without too much pain.   canes really help.  of course i've been up since 5;30 and watched sit and classical.   now i'm watching jamie oliver listening to secrett cd.

left leg back a little better.  went $tore senior lunch line 9;48 #3 car.  i had my doubts i'd be able to manage yesterday.  tomorrow i should be even better. 

i booked online campbell pick up for tomorrow.  i'm proud of myself. 

definitely the broken step

must have jammed my spine.  all mitzi's fault.  the junk short circuiting garage light.  short circuited my back.

internet

malfunction or maybe me.  pch, yahoo who knows i don't.  my back and left leg still extreme.  doing the best to manage.  the main problem with analgesics is re injury.

mornings are monster level 9 today.  usually by evening i can get it to level 3.  moving very mindfully.  makes me wonder if snails and sloth are in constant pain otherwise.  just breathing sets off pain.  i can feel my heartbeat in my hip.

now i know why i have 2 metal found in the road canes, 1 from kaiser wood.  i can't sit or get up otherwise.  takes me minutes to do what used to take seconds to do.  glad for the b-b-q tongs to pick up.

july 4th week 2014 i fell on porch deep purple bruise entire right leg hip.  kaiser pt looked and gave me wood cane and lessons for use. 

yesterday i took apart solar car fan was frozen works now.  installed in car window.  i brought in all 3 bins sans belt.  i'm paying a heavy price.

all me.

i didn't get depressed

despite the debilitating pain i didn't get depressed for the first time.  my left hip is still messed up my right hip seems to hurt less but still clicks.

i drove past seniors 5 minutes decided to pay citibank saratoga on to lucky's for bonus points chips and cupcakes.  chips didn't register store manager tried to add to account couldn't find add card gave me dollar=100 points.  oops i was supposed to get 2.  limit one offer for 2 bags 

i never noticed i must sit and get up 30+ times a day maybe more.  i always have things to do and get.

best star wars ever

i watched big bang theory season 7 arthur jeffries dies and his funeral is may fourth.

and the rockets' red glare. 

i had cauliflower, rice, beef for breakfast.  hurrah me.  so delicious. 

i remembered classical stretch 6;30 channel 9.2 and my left hip is manageable pain.  my feet are tingling.  my right hip still hurts just less than my left.  i took 2 white willow and eventually slept for a few hours.  the good part is it's gradual.  if it was all at once i'd be dead x times over from the pain.  yoga ball is not working. 

sitting is difficult getting up torture.  i have to lean forward resting my hands on my knees and walking my hands up my thighs to stand.  excruciatingly painful in my back and hips. 

 i had rice, beef, cauliflower for lunch with b-b-q sauce.  excellent.

i'm sewing.  perfecting my life.  i made a neck toll using a hand towel and 3 fuzzy socks.  i have no idea where the fourth sock is.

freedom

went to santa smart & final no weenies so left without cob corn or beef.  i did laundry, changed brake light bulb in parking lot rearranging trunk and remembered i have target christmas gift card got ground on sale $3/lb.  cooked it micro with mac cheese just what i wanted.  ate an orange and chips.  very satisfied.  cooked up some brown rice for nasi goreng.

re sewed orange terry perfectly.  did what i felt like doing all day.  i watched 1776 much better than hamilton.  i requested 1776 from county i can watch or not.  found red and black bandana fabric.  took long shower washed my hair for fresh pillow cases

i started the day with my right hip hurting a little.  by the end my left hip hurts so bad i could cry.  i can barely get up.   walking lubricates everything until i sit again. 

leaving my compulsions

behind i don't know who i am.  i can be who what i choose.  scary.  i'm feeling scattered.

what was i thinking; watching jamie oliver cooking with olives i paid pch $20 for two olive spoons.

i banged left hand very hard on doorway carrying laundry basket.

finally nicotine gum.  i keep forgetting.  reminded me i have 3 senior sandwiches i want to toast.  my desire for bk croissant gone.  tomorrow maybe i have bagels too.

i have a plan finally.  tomorrow laundry, replace brake bulb.  no jamie no reason to wait.   today i can write auntie and cathie.  get them in mail.

i put laundry in car,  then i trimmed front door weeds and window rose, got stickers in my socks good time to quit.  moved toaster oven to garage for cheeses and turkey melt with chips, yogurt chocolate turmeric.  lots of carrying moving.  my legs vibrating.

now i know all i have to do to update blog page is refresh.  nope, doesn't always work.

progress is perfection.

arrived 9;50 3rd car with 2 cars parked in lunch line and 2 cars parked middle of block.  one took off and the other moved up behind me.  i confuse easily i think because mom aileen mitzi were always setting me up as the punch line.  taught me to laugh at myself.  i'm so amusing.  when they're not laughing they're abusing me.

such a lovely cool day.  65 o. i'm having my mid morning snack raw carrots and almonds.  for the moment free of cares.  tygj.

i always wonder when mom snacked.  it takes a lot of work to be overweight.  a lot of the wrong foods.   food is the easiest drug to get.  we didn't have snacks in the house that i knew of but both my sisters tended to fat too so it was probably hidden like the gum.

i found a pair of kitty socks to send cathy and the bright shiny dime i found at walmart to auntie.  holidays are wonderful to kickback and goof around. i watched pixar onward dvd.  i think it's the type of movie that needs to percolate.  much thought and care were taken in the creation special feature.

happy thursday to me

happy thursday to me, happy thursday dear me-e, happy thursday to me.

i heated soup left in microwave 7 minutes high, added 2 eggs, poached for 2 minutes delicious breakfast.

on hold dmv

i'm braving the technology.  keeps saying wait time 15 then 18 minutes.  i confuse easily.  the good part is 66 o day.  lovely.  i went chase since i have enough gum for today.

this waiting is stressing me out.  exercising my emotional muscles if that's possible.  i certainly hope so.  is it possible to become more resilient? 

i paid online and it says my car registration renewal is incomplete.  i passed smog 5/26 good for 90 days.  i don't know.  blogging relieves some pressure.

finally after half hour cheryl came online.  she was so patient and lovely.  she said it may take 3 days to process payment, to try the help line again on monday.

lunch was ok.  i considered going to the main library after lunch open 'til 7.  retrieved second yoga ball from corner bedroom.  same size ball as in living room.

2 o'clock nothing on tv i decided to go to walmart for gum and found clearance $4.41 12 pk cheeze its, diced tomatoes and 5 pieces valentines assorted chocolates i ate.  decided to try scb star 1.  open i deposited and arrived main 3 pm just opening picked up 3 holds.  gary crosby, david viscott, onward dvd.  home 3;30 pm what a day. 

i put yoga ball in bed, rested relaxed an hour stretching everything.  i made veg soup added beef jerky.  very satisfying.  tomorrow i want to poach eggs in soup.

i deserve love

here and now i'm going back to age 25.  i used to listen to k-abc talk radio.  sondra ray, dr david viscott started me self help.  i learned of an unlimited universe.

i'm updating.  checked on wikipedia he died '96 i think related to one of his kids dying, his marriage failing, giving up his work.  on the radio he told the funniest story of his congenital defect in the golf club house locker room.  library has a book i requested.

i put extra electrical strip in living room for computer and secret cd player.  all these things i bought wondering why i bought them years ago i'm using now.

i decided to go to chase instead of walmart after finding a gum card.  i remembered to mail trans am life and arrived seniors 9;52 car #4.