WHAT A DAY

THE KEYPAD IS SO SENSITIVE IF I HOLD MY FINGER ON IT, IT GOES WHEREVER THE ARROW IS.

I WENT TO THE CLUB AND COULDN'T DECIDE WHAT I WANTED TO DO.  I PUZZLED AND DECIDED ON WALGREEN'S AND TARGET FOR JELLO AND PAYING BILL RESPECTIVELY.  I FORGOT MY PHONE ON THE PUZZLE TABLE AND NOTICED IN THE CAR BEFORE I LEFT.  WHEW!  WENT BACK IN AND SLOWED MY ROLL.

I FOUND ONION CHIPS AND FRIED CORN AT SPROUTS ON CLEARANCE.  HURRAY!

I HAD SOME FOR DINNER WITH SALAD AND ROAST CHICKEN.  TONIGHT I FINISHED READING THE NEWS.  I STILL NEED TO FINISH WRITING AUNTY'S LETTER.  AND WATCHING THE 16 DVDS I FOUND AT SRS. 

I'M DOING OK.

OH YEAH

I REMEMBERED WHEEL ANSWER.

I REMEMBERED I WANTED TO REQUEST CHROME BOOK AND LOOKED ONLINE.  MISSION HAD TWO.  I COULDN'T GET ONLINE WITH THE I-PAD SO I TURNED IT IN.  THIS IS THE LAST WEEK FOR MISSION BEFORE THE REMODEL FOR TWO YEARS.  SO AFTER LUNCH I WENT @ 1 WHEN IT OPENED.  YEAH ME!!

THEN I WENT TO SAVERS AND SPENT $32,47 ON LARGE BLUE ROLEY LUGGAGE, 2 1/2 FT OCTAGON MIRROR, SEWING PATCHES, PENCILS, DASHBOARD COVER, PASHMINA, PACKING & DUCT TAPES, KNIFE SHARPENER, RECIPE CARDS, NAVY SHEET FOR POCKETS.

THEN I REMEMBERED THE MOOD RING AND 3 INCH RHINESTONE RING, MUCH BETTER QUALITY THAN I THOUGHT, $4,57.

WHAT A DAY.  TYGJ.

STILL HERE

SOMETIMES JUST MOVING THE CURSOR IS ENOUGH TO CHOOSE, OTHER TIMES THE ENTER IS REQUIRED.  I DON'T KNOW.  AND THAT'S WHAT KEEPS ME INTRIGUED.

I'M HAVING A HARD TIME ORGANIZING MY THOUGHTS TO WRITE AUNTY.  I READ JAMES MONACK'S OBIT YESTERDAY AND I WANT TO GO.  I HAVE FOND MEMORIES OF BABYSITTING MONICA AND JIMMY.  CUTE KIDS.  AND BONNIE STILL LIVES IN THE SAME HOUSE.  THEY'D DRIVE TO PICK ME UP AND DROP ME OFF.  I WONDER HOW I STARTED WORKING FOR THEM?

CONT. DELITE

9AM T & GREG PICKED ME UP AND WE ATE MISSION GRILL, I HAD CRAB LOUIE AND G'S LEFT/O FRENCH TOAST SOAKED IN BOYSENBERRY SYRUP.

T DROVE MLIB, PCH, DIRK GENTLY DVD DUE YSTRDY.  HOME 10:30.

WATCHING OLD MOVIES; FUNNY FACE, ETC.

9 HRS

I HAVEN'T SLEPT THIS MUCH IN YRS.  AND RELATIVELY COMFORTABLY. 

OFF TO G2,  COSTCO GAS. 

HOME 8 AM.

FIRST BLACK FRI

I'VE ALWAYS WORKED RETAIL AND NEVER B4 WANTED TO GO OUT BLACK FRIDAY.

I DECIDED TO GO TO SAVERS.  75% OFF BOTTOMS 'TIL NOON.  $17.17.  FOOD MAXX I GOT 3 WATER AND OAT MEAL PACKETS 3.

THE FIVE SKIRTS AND TWO BACK BRACES NEED LAUNDRY AND I REMEMBERED THE FLUFF AND FOLD I STILL NEED TO DO B4 G2.

I STOPPED BY MLIB TO CHECK INTERNET-ZERO.

I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED WHEEL ENTRY AT 1:30 AND I KEPT MESSING IT UP.  I GOT IT IN JUST IN TIME.

I WAS WATCHING 'WAITING FOR THE LIGHT' AND HAD A $3.54 WALMART CHICKEN; SANDWICH AND USED THE BONES FOR SOUP.  SO GOOD.

I'M SO GLAD I GET INTERNET AT HOME.

3 PM I WENT FAIR-OLD FLUFF/FOLD, G2, SFWY SUSHI.  THE PILPINA PREFERRED TO FLIRT R/T MAKE ME INARI.  SO I GOT SALMON AND COOKED IT 33 SEC.  YUM.

I WANT OAT MEAL FOR DESSERT.

BEST THNX EVER

I WENT TO G2 AFTER MUPPETS FROM SPACE.  IT WAS 11:18 SO I DROVE DIRECTLY TO ST CLARE 11:39, AND WAITED 'TIL NOON.  I TOOK MY TIME.  VISITED WITH DAN, ROSE, BILL 'TIL 1:30.  DROVE TO 1ST PRESBY SC TOO FULL TO EAT MORE.  TALKED TO SIDNEY AND WALTERS.  PHONED PCH AT MLIB AND HOME TO WORK ON BEDRM.  SO FULL OF TURKEY, MASH, GRAVY, ROLL, BUTTER, SALAD, VEGS, CAKE, PUMPKIN MOUSSE.   INSTANT COCOA, CIDER.

SO AFTER WORKING UNTIL 3:30 I DECIDED TO GO CHECK OUT 1ST PRESBY SV.  TOOK MY TIME GETTING THERE, AND THERE WAS A LONG LINE.  I SAW JOHN FROM ST J AND SAT AT HIS TABLE.  TURKEY, RICE, MASH, DRESSING/WILD RICE, GRAVY, BEST BEAN CASSEROLE/H2O CHESTNUTS, CARROTS, ROLL, BUTTER.

THEN MICHAEL'S FOR BLACK FRIDAY ON THURSDAY.

AND HOME AGAIN JIGGEDY JIG.

I'M LIKING THE FREEDOM

I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO EAT 4 TXGVNG DINNERS.

TODAY SRS CENTER, TOMORROW ST. CLARE 12-3, FIRST PRESBY SC 2-4, FIRST PRESBY SV 4-6.  AND SO FAR MY BODY'S OK.

DREAMS:  I HAD A LARGE LOVING FLUFFY CAT AND GOOD PAST LIFE VICTORIAN.

 

HUH-SV LIB

I DREAMED OF PULLING WEEDS USING THE PULLER/LEVER.  AND I CAN PICK UP THE CHROME BOOK 'TIL MONDAY. 

AND I JUST FOUND OUT ONLINE LOS ALTOS LIBRARY IS OPEN SUNDAYS 10-7.  WHO KNEW?

MY LIFE IS UP LEVELING. 

SV LIB SCREEN FORMAT IS SO LARGE. 

MY EMAILS DON'T FILL THE SCREEN.  AND I CAN GET IN. 

AMAZING.

I FOUND A RECEIPT OF MINE! IN A WODEHOUSE BOOK ON THE SHELF HERE DATED 10/7/2017.  HOW DID IT GET IN THE BOOK I HAVEN'T BORROWED YET?

I JUST DON'T BELIEVE IT!!  BUT AL FROM SRS JUST WALKED BY AFTER I JUST DID ALL THAT READING ABOUT MACULAR DEGENERATION ONLINE.  OUTBACK VISION PROTOCOL.

I WAS THINKING OF HIM AND HIS EYES.  I GUESS IT WORKS. 

SO FAR H20 TIGHT

I'VE BEEN TOSSING AND TURNING PLANNING WHAT I WANT TO SEE IN MY LIFE.  NEXT WEEK CAR SALE-ENTERPRISE.  THNX GIVING WKND. 

THE HOUSE AND YARD.

LAMENTING ERIC

I AWOKE MISSING ERIC AND THE LIFE HE DESERVED THAT ROSE TOOK AWAY.  WELL ROSE AND FRANK.

I WISHED ERIC SUCH A HAPPY KARAOKE LIFE.  HE WORKED HARD TAKING CARE OF HIS GRANDAD AND ROSE NEVER APPRECIATED HOW MUCH ERIC DID FOR HER.  HE GAVE UP HIS LIFE FOR HER.

J-FAMILIES RUIN A GOOD THING BY INSISTING ON DEFORMING THEIR YOUNG WITH J-VALUES. 

I SOMEHOW HIT F12 AND THERE'S A WIERD DOM EXPLORER PAGE AT THE BOTTOM.

WELL, A MESSAGE FROM ERIC TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE.

SCOTT-SKYLITE SHOWED UP AND FROM THE OUTSIDE IT "LOOKS" FABULOUS.  I'LL FIND OUT WHEN IT RAINS.

last night

I SUDDENLY BECAME SAD THAT MY FAMILY STOLE FROM ME. 

THEY TRIED TO STEAL MY LIFE.  I FEEL SAD KNOWING THE EVIL SIS' ARE WAITING FOR ME TO DIE.

I FEEL SAD THEIR KIDS KNOW THEY ARE THIEVES AND ARE ALSO GUILTY. 

SO I CRIED. 

AWAKE AT 3

IT GIVES ME TIME TO STRETCH/ERCISE AND WATCHING THE CHAIR TAI CHI PUT ME BACK TO SLEEP. 

SLEEPING @ 8-8:30 FROM EXHAUSTION IS OK.  I FEEL WIMPY AND THAT'S OK TOO.  I'M ADAPTING.

THIS AM I WANTED TO FLUFF AND FOLD, RECYCLE.  I CAN GO AFTER SRS IF I WANT TO. 

THIS FREEDOM WAS LONG IN COMING.  TYGJ.

SORE ALL OVER

I'M HURTING ALL OVER SO I CAN'T TELL IF I'M IMPROVING OR NOT. 

I'M LEARNING TO ENJOY THE MOMENT.  MOMENTS AS COMFORTABLY AS POSSIBLE. 

I'VE SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE WORRYING OVER LIFE'S IMPERFECTIONS 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT BY EXAMPLE AND COERCION. 

I'M TEACHING MYSELF TO ENJOY WHAT IS AND THE EFFORT TO REPROGRAM IS TREMENDOUS.  SO MUCH ENERGY TO ERASE AND CREATE NEW NEURONS. 

MY NECK/SHOULDERS ARE SO SORE.  DEALING WITH THE PAIN TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY TOO AND THEN LIVING THE DAY TO DAY.

I'M TAKING A LOT OF DOWN TIME.  I FEEL LIKE A WIMP BUT I HAVE TO CARE FOR MYSELF.

I WENT G2, LUCKYS, HM, MLIB, ST. J LUNCH.

NO WONDER I'M FEELING TIRED. 

GLORIOUS SUNNY PERFECTION

I'VE BEEN RUMINATING GENTLY.  I WENT TO WMART, ZERO, FOR WIPER BLADES.  FOOD ONLY.  SO I'LL LOOK AT TARGET.  I COULD ALWAYS HAVE THEM DELIVERED.

I WANT A NEW BATTERY FOR MY PHONE.  IT'S TIME. 

I STARTED CLEARING MY CAR.  I HAD A DREAM A WAS SPYING LIKE SHE DOES.  TWO WEEKS BACK I CAME HOME AND THE FRONT DOOR LOCK BECAME STICKY.  I'VE NOTICED BEFORE SOME TAMPERING WITH THE FRONT DOOR.  SOME MORNINGS THE FRONT DOOR HASN'T BEEN COMPLETELY CLOSED.  MAKES ME FEEL SAD. 

I STARTED REVIEWING THE PARR PAPERS AND SHE EMBEZZLED $120,000 FOR THEIR KIDS.  OH, WELL.  I WONDER IF SHE GAVE THEM ANY MONEY OR IT'S JUST WHAT SHE WANTS TO BELIEVE. 

NEW GIRL

YES I AM. 

T WANTED ME TO SEE THE CAR-GREG'S NEIGHBOR CURTIS-SO I MET HIM AT 2:30.  IN FACT HE GOT THERE WHEN I DID.  I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THE HOUSE WITHOUT THE JEEP. 

SO I LOOKED AT IT.  THEY WANT TO MAKE IT SOOOOO COMPLICATED.  ALL HE NEEDS IS THE DEATH CERTIFICATE TO THE DMV TO CHANGE TITLE. 

OH.  I HAVE TO GO DMV TO GET ONE FOR MINE.