FANTASTIC ENDS BETTER

OK, THE LAST THIRD IS GOOD. 


IT'S A GOOD BABY SITTER.  I WEEDED TWO HRS YESTERDAY AND I NEED TO REST. 


THE SECOND LILAC IS PLANTED AND I WATERED THE LAVENDER AND CUT BACK FOR THE FRENCH LAVENDER. 

VISUALIZE

TODAY'S DAILY WORD IS PROSPERITY.  I DO FEEL WEALTHY. 


I WASHED A LOAD YESTERDAY AND TODAY IT'S SUPPOSED TO RAIN.  SO I'LL WAIT AND DO ANOTHER WASH LOAD TOMORROW.  FRIDAY IS GOOD.  NO TAXES OR CLASS SO MORE PARKING. 


I'M FEELING A LITTLE TIRED.  I DETERMINED THAT UNLESS I'M TIRED I DON'T LISTEN.  I HAVE TO BE QUIET TO HEAR AND I DO TEND TO HYPERACTIVITY.  SO WHEN I SLOW DOWN I'M NORMAL.


SO WHY DOESN'T EVERYONE LISTEN?


I'VE STARTED CLEARING SMALL AREAS.  I CAN MAJOR THROW OUT IN MAY, THE CITY CLEAN UP.  HAPPY B'DAY, BIDET, M.  IF NOT THIS YEAR, NEXT.

ROLLING WITH FEAR

FEAR IS A MOTIVATOR. 


I'M FEELING STUCK.  YESTERDAY T CALLED, BOUGHT THE CAR.  THE USUAL NONSENSE.  PICKED ME UP AND WE DROVE AROUND.  I BOUGHT HIM SUPER BURRITO MOUNTAIN VIEW.  AND TODAY THE DOWN. 


THIS JUST MEANS I'M NOT CENTERED.  THE SINE WAVE OF DAR MA, COMEDY DRAMA.  ADJUST AND ADAPT.  CREST AND TROUGH. 


AND FROM 11 TO 2:30 LINDSAY TWO EIGHTS PLAYING POKER.  4:30 TO 7:30. 

EVERYONE WANTS TO BE THE BABY

ME TOO.

EVEN THOUGH BABIES ARE LIMITED.

MAYBE MOST PEOPLE ARE LOOKING FOR LIMITATIONS TO EASE THEIR CONSCIENCE, TO MAKE DECISIONS EASIER.  OR NOT DECIDING AT ALL AND BEMOANING THEIR LIVES. 

I WOULD LIKE TO BE CARED FOR.


I THINK THAT'S WHY PEOPLE BECOME FEEBLE.  IN THE HOPE THAT SOMEONE WILL TAKE CARE OF THE BABY. 

AMAZING BAGELS-RUTH COLVIN

YESTERDAYS DAILY WORD PRAY FOR OTHERS RELEASING THEM AND ME WORKED.

I WENT TO LOWE'S AT 8 AND GOT 4/$10 PINK LAVENDERS TO GO WITH MY PINK LILACS.  I DIDN'T PLAN IT, IT JUST WORKED OUT.  I DROPPED THEM OFF AT HOME AND WENT TO SRS.

OUTSIDE I SAW THE LIBRARIAN FROM MISSION WITH HER CAR PARKED AT THE BACK DOOR AND SHE WAS THERE FOR THE 100 YEAR OLD LITERACY ADVOCATE RUTH COLVIN'S SPEAKING ENGAGEMENT.  SHE SAID 10:30 WITH CAKE AND FRUIT.  SO I TUBBED AND WAITED FOR 10:30.  IT MUST HAVE STARTED AT 9:30.  IT STILL WENT ON UNTIL AFTER NOON. 

RUTH SWIMS 30 LENTHS OF THE POOL AND DOES 30 REPS EVERY DAY.  SHE TRAVELS THE WORLD. 

THEY HAD THE BEST BAGELS!!!  I HUNTED THE GAL WHO BOUGHT THEM.  SHE SAID TENTH STR. HOUSE OF BAGELS BY SJSU.  SHE SAID TO TAKE SOME HOME SO I WAITED UNTIL THE END.  WHILE WAITING I TALKED TO THE SOUND GAL ABOUT THE MIC FEEDBACK.  WHEN I TURNED BACK THEY'D PUT EVERYTHING AWAY.  KATHERINE GAVE ME THE BAG OF LEFTOVERS AND WHEN I ASKED ABOUT THE OPENED CREAM CHEESE, THEY THREW IT AWAY SO SHE GAVE ME A NEW ONE. 

I WAS WONDERING WHAT I'D HAVE FOR LUNCH. 
TYGJ

HEIL THE DONALD-ST. PATRICKS DAY

ALL HIS MACHINATIONS HAVE BEEN TO TEST THE AMERICAN PEOPLE.  LIKE COOKING A FROG.  PUT IT IN COLD WATER IN A PAN.  TURN UP THE HEAT GRADUALLY AND THE FROG COOKS ITSELF.

HE'S NOT SMART BUT SNEAKY.  MY EXPERIENCE WITH SOCIOPATHS; D-A-X-T HAS TRAINED ME WELL.  NOW IT'S JUST A QUESTION OF WHAT TO DO.

TOMORROW?

WOULD HAVE BEEN UNFRANK'S 97th B'DAY.  BIDET.  I STILL WRITE TO HIS OLDEST SISTER, TOMIE.  WHO THEY REFERRED TO AS TOMMY.  WHICH MAKES T THE THIRD.  THIRD TOM'S THE CHARM. 


WOW!  I DID NOT KNOW B4.


ON HIS BIRTH CERTIFICATE IT SAYS THE 18th.  HIS REASON OR EXCUSE IS THAT HE WAS BORN AT HOME SO IT WASN'T REGISTERED RIGHT.  I THINK HE WANTED AN OUTSTANDING B'DAY LIKE MOM'S  MAYDAY THE FIRST.  HE'S SO COMPETITIVE.  PASSED IT ON TO A. 


TODAY'S DAILY WORD FROM UNITY IS ZEAL.  CHARLES FILLMORE'S FAVORITE WORD.  NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH DOGGED DETERMINATION OR PASSION.  I HAVE A TENDENCY TO ADDICTION.  SO I TEND TO OVERDO. 


I HAVE A PSEUDO A.  THE AFTERNOON SWIM TEACHER. SUCH A BITCH.  FIRST CONTACT SHE TRIED TO GET ME OFF THE PUZZLE TABLE.  WANTED TO TAKE OVER THE PART I WAS PUTTING TOGETHER.  WHEN I REFUSED TO BACK OFF SHE GOES TO HER CLASS TALKING SMACK AND LAUGHING AT ME.  LIKE MY FAMILY DIDN'T CURE ME OF RIDICULE BY OVER EXPOSURE. 


I LEARNED FROM THE BEST AND SIMPLY AVOIDED HER.  WHEN SHE'D COME OVER TO THE PUZZLE TABLE 

CARLY SIMON

NO ONE HAS IT EASY.  SHE'S AN HEIRESS AND HAD TO CONTEND WITH BETRAYAL AND HUMILIATION ON A PUBLIC SCALE. 

GOODBYE DEPRESSION

DEPRESSION IS A NORMAL PART OF LIFE.  SADNESS WHEN SAYING GOODBYE TO THE PAST, A NO LONGER USEFUL PART. 


WESTERN CULTURE DEFINES THE NEGS AS SOMETHING BAD.  HOW COULD WE KNOW HAPPINESS WITHOUT SADNESS.  WE WOULD HAVE NO CONTEXT.  NO FRAME TO VIEW LIFE. 


LIKE HOT AND COLD.  BLACK AND WHITE.


GOOD AND BAD.


I AWOKE CRYING TO MOMMA DELORISE.  AND BEING CONSOLED. 

ONE THING AT A TIME

I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO REMOVING UNDERWIRES FROM TWO BRAS SO I CAN WEAR THEM.

I'M CREATING MY HEAVEN.

A LITTLE THING AND SO IMPORTANT TO COMFORT.  THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL.

OUCHY!!

YESTERDAY I GOT UP EARLY AND GOT GAS AT COSTCO AND BACK HOME.  I FORGOT MY BACK BRACE.  I TOOK MY TIME GOING TO THE CLUB AND SEEMED FINE ALL DAY. 

I'M PAYING FOR IT TODAY.  MY BACK, NECK AND SHOULDERS.  I HAVE AN EXTERNAL HEADACHE.  MY SKULL IS SORE.

I WENT TO G2, SFWY, LUCKY'S, HOME, ST JUSTIN'S, AND NOW THE LIBRARY. 

HURRAY! I'M STILL FUNCTIONING.


 

DIRK GENTLY

WATCHING 2016 SEASON ONE EPISODE 7 FARAH GETS LOCKED IN TRUNK OF CAR AND ESCAPES THRU BACK SEAT, SAYING REBIRTH.

HOT TUB=WOMB 5/23

I'M REBIRTHING MYSELF USING THE HOT TUB.  AND SO FAR SO GOOD.  I HAVEN'T LOST ANYTHING THIS WEEK.  I MISPLACED A PACK AND BOOK.  I REMEMBERED WHERE I LEFT THE BOOK, IN THE LIVING ROOM WHEN I STARTED CLEARING A READING SPACE AND GOT DISTRACTED AND ENDED DOING SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.  OH, WELL.

5/23  IT'S WORKING.  TODAY I WATCHED THE 9TH LIFE OF LOUIS DRAX AND I'M OK.  EVERYDAY IS A REBIRTH.  I CAN START FRESH.  NEW.  SITTING IN MY CAR IS ANOTHER WOMB.  I REEXPERIENCED THE SMOKE AND TENSION B4 BIRTH.  SHE SMOKED.  SHE FELT GUILTY WHEN I WAS BORN AND WAS ACTUALLY BETTER THAN B4.  DIDN'T BEAT UP ON A AS MUCH.

TAKING ME FOR GRANITE

I'VE BEEN LEADING THE WAY IN TAKING MYSELF FOR GRANTED.

TODAY I LOOKED FOR MCCALL BOOK AND COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE IN CAR AND KNEW IT WASN'T BY BED.

WHERE WAS IT?  AFTER STARTING AND STOPPING STRESSING I RECALLED STARTING TO TIDY LIVING ROOM TO READ AND BECAME DISTRACTED AND IT'S PROBABLY THERE AND NOT MISSING.

ONLY TOOK 2 HRS TO REMEMBER.  SUCH A FUNNY WORD.  REATTACH.