Made it through another tax season*Learning to love MySelf

4*24*14-THURSDAY


Deep breath in and let it go.  I sooo don't like this planet.  No, I like the planet, the 5% humanimals (human-animals) ruin it. 


X hated people and his idea of heaven was no other people.  A lonely man.  A bitter, vindictive, hate filled man.  I guess he got so good at hating he lost the ability to control it and wasn't interested in re-learning love.


Humans are so imperfect we need the definition in the Bible to know what and how to love. 


I don't know if I've ever been loved.


90% are average and 5% are intelligent/compassionate enough to live thoughtfully, and 5% are just mean hum-animals.


We had new people at the table yesterday.  So many new people don't come back.  The food or the company?

4*24*14-UPDATE*Almost forgot Scott-skylight4*8*14 install tuesday

4*9*14wednesday


So dad's 40yr old skylit finally got a new top yesterday.  Doesn't look $250 worth.  Well, what goes around comes around.  I don't mind the $250 for labor but I wonder how long the guarantee lasts on the cover.  Scott called to say he didn't do the cover Monday because he had a sinus infection and had to go to the doctor and get antibiotics.


4*24*14thursday
Called and left message on office phone regarding getting some paperwork.  I just had a brilliant idea and googled the manufacturer.  They have an office in Campbell.  WOO HOO!!!!!

It's been a looonnnggg time-First post 4-9- 2014

I hadn't realized how long it's been. 

I guess I'm a lot calmer than I realized.

I'm still dealing with the family curse.  Had my tooth crowned $800.  Still paying for it.  Like my family.  Paying for their sins.  Missing the target.  Huh. 

I never know what I'm going to come up with until I start writing.  I suppose I should write therapeutically. 

Janet came back from HI vacation and brought me candy from Uncle Dickie.  She makes me laugh.  She said be sure to send him a thankyou so he wouldn't think she ate it.  The first time I talked to her was at the library lecture on chocolate and she was there with her elderly neighbor.  I won a bag of books and she won huge chocolate bars.  She had dropped her ticket on the floor and said she never won.  Then, she doesn't eat candy so her neighbor and I benefited.  So I offered her my books in trade and she said she doesn't read.  I think she's hilarious.  I think it's her delight in not liking to read. 

So Friday I have another tooth to fix.  The domino effect. 


Physically I've been able to function so much better.  Emotionally I'm still learning.