Happiest Thanks So Lovely Peace filled

I have a ham b'fast burrito and a bacon b'fast burrito from St Justin, seniors chicken black beans diced carrots.  last night I had senior roast beef sandwich and potato salad dinner.  I have 2 St Justin ham sandwiches left Tues outside center.  

oh, what to do.

I went to 24 hour fitness for shower and walk.  I forgot Thurs locker room cleaning.  out by 11 I decided first Pres first.  so good.  2 mashed potatoes, turkey and ham, yams, corn, stuffing, squash casserole, so much.  I thought of giving Walter a ride but of course he was late as I expected.  Jane showed up.  as I was leaving Den showed up like I was his long lost sister.  

St Clare was traditionally good.  Carole Allen was there.  she's living in senior housing 2 yrs new on Winchester.  I suggested it to Diana, she pooh poohed it as usual.  Inge put her up to asking me about my situation, such a trouble maker.  I got mine to go.  Walter showed up an hour later gave me his dinner.  he's feeling safer talking to more people.  his dad and my mom isolated us from the world turning us into their personal servants.  I chose a pair of lavender knit gloves.  fun, fun.

home 3 pm.  I keep forgetting 'Quantum Leap' and I'm loving the Peace.  I ate some bacon egg burrito for dinner.

I looked up Gary Williams psychic on the web he's doing well.

wiser?

funny how we don't get taller but our feet are further away.  

I have to work a little harder every day to stay limber.  

I'm appreciating my freedom from entanglements.  I can do what I want when I want.  no one trying to manipulate or kill me.  

best Thanks

it's up to me to make it great.  my shoulders so sore.  should.  

I'm still feeling flutters of fear over my new behaviors.  I'm feeling sadness losing my family to greed and appreciating all God has given me.  Fred, Toke, Walter, etc.  Diana, Salome, Jane, Ella Mae, Yvonne show Walter cause and effect.  Salome gave me her pork loin.  she decided not to feed Carmen her old lady but wouldn't say why.  

24 hour fitness only open.  libraries all closed Thur/Fri.  I'm looking forward to the holiday.  I always had to work.  

I have hope

I trust the bigger Plan.  I'm feeling alone.  

I'm still obsessing over the misplaced lock keys.  I can buy new locks.  

seniors at 6:53 gave me time to arrange day.  Walter is quiet and calm.  he talks to Fred about cars and machines.  

county?

maybe.   I have holds ready.  auto update not working.  oh, well.  

"Dune" 3 hours of violence.  my old life.  lovely cool overcast.

9:45 sitting waiting at county library 10 am open thanks.  I like the option of early.  I paid for a replacement for 'Let it Go' $19.00.  Nicky was so kind.  she walked me through the payment purchase I almost forgot to pick up my holds.  a large Asian young woman working for Sutter Health had a table inside the library for medicare,  she had such a thick valley girl accent I couldn't understand her.  I asked if she was from southern cal no SF.  

home 11.  I want spit pea soup.  I cooked carrots and added Vienna sausages.  

things are going so well I'm afraid of self sabotage.  

JFK died

another real childhood fear.  after nuclear drills fears of war with Cuba/Russia due our proximity to Moffett Field.  I'm processing more childhood trauma.  

Sprouts jicama on the verge of turning, cucumber slimy, 6 oz mango good.  $7 lunch includes 2 eggs, 1/4 c diced cheddar.  very satisfying.  I pick up St Just Thanksgiving today so no bag lunch.  every year the same I don't know.  I'm feeling mellow, relaxed and sleepy.  my letter and ID ready.  

45 minutes in idling car.  good car.  $30 in gift cards and a bag of groceries.  I declined the whole pumpkin.  I thought I was 17 minutes early but there were 100 cars ahead of me.  I read "Hippopotamus" and decided to go back to the library the old me wouldn't have.  

3:30 I decided to look for dinner.  I walked Safeway nothing I wanted.  then I decided I wanted 4 Jack in the Box tacos.  yummy.  

early to bed-2 favorite dances; abundance and guidance

I love sleeping.  and I love having time to enjoy myself.  I have no one taking my time.  

new new new, I'm sitting upstairs library both alternates taken.  I'm so tryptophan ed out.  turkey lunch.  home at 2:30 can't stay awake.  

I watched 'Murphy's Romance' and called Hector at Scan to apply.  way better than Anthem.  Walter is supporting me.  7-10 business days for paperwork.  so around Dec 5.  

Sunshine, Bonnie, Judy gave me half Safeway Black Forest pudding cake 4 days outdated.  so moist.

city hot spot ready today from yesterday's 23/37.  I have 'til 12-2.  

I searched 'my favorite dance' and 2015 was remarkable.