in a lunch bag bottom pocket waiting for seniors to open. soaked and stretched. sprinkling I'm driving cautiously.
I picked up St. Just lunch and weekend bags. at central eating lunch in copy room AARP magazine ad for oxygen tank $10/10 L at CVS. I made 1 call 15% of phone charge.
after I got out of car waiting for the Seniors to open. I stayed and played on puzzle 'til 3 PM close
Citibank has wi-fi. I bought 2 fish $6 remodeled BK.
I've always set a time, not today. I was ready and came. did one water fill up for home.
just me and Walter for lunch. no buffers.
my favorite dance-abundance. I'm requesting 'Ghosts' from county.
I finished Goldilocks puzzle. Hyperfocus. my back & hips hurt. ignore pain. my ADD may be a reaction to family abuse neglect.
chrome stayed at 99% all night finally 100. I'm distracting myself.
maybe I'm not ADD. maybe a coping device to ignore emotional pain. being ignored or misunderstood can cause emotional pain especially in autism w/o words.
I'm loving the protein drink. made some home and drank it here.
ST JUSTIN rummage Saturday April 18 8/1. I asked Jane made a big deal telling me so arrogant told me she knows everything stick with her. not worth it. she said 15th.
First Baptist Church Friday 24/Sat 25 9/5.
extra chicken wrap a whole whole grain tortilla so much better than hot lunch. and a protein bar at 3. lunch with my chosen family Fred, Toki, Walter. food eh company excellent. deli meat stew, peas, mushy carrots cauliflower I tossed. practically no noodles.
I'm hanging out at seniors. I pondered Tuesday senior Savers.
Caleb gave me extra fold up dolly I have bungees and cording. better quality than mine.
I went to BK $5 Whopper Jr. tiny bourbon burger good to OK. I added Vicky avocado. I cooked onion from chicken wrap for b'fast eggs. lots of chicken.
I dreamed I lost bags and my things. it was just stuff. my sisters/thieves.
Vicky offered me preferred avocados I took 4 she gave Inge bag of 10. HUH!
I stayed at seniors puzzling Goldilocks 3 bears 'til 6 after wheel entry. went to SC BK couldn't find my wallet. went home looked, called CVS OTC cancelled getting new card. then called Discover Diamond to freeze my account no new action since Saturday Grocery O purchase. so definitely misplaced.
then looked in Sat grocery bag TA DA!! found wallet! I have to stop scaring myself. I called Discover robot easily unfroze my account 2 questions.
I made strawberry salad w/can chicken delicious. I still want BK. tomorrow.
I remembered X probably had stop over from VN. so many loving memories of my relatives. funny how the memories and feeling of love came back watching and listening to Hawaiian Rainbow & Kumu Hula. and X hated the thought of Hawaii. must have had a bad experience stop over from Viet Nam.
I soaked and stretched at seniors. finished Seascape puzzle. no St Justine I stopped Safeway 2 corn dogs, $2.49 pastry pork Pie, $1.98+CRV 4 butterscotch cream soda so good. all on gift card.
my life was such hell and Heavenly now.
