smoker's cough

I never smoked much, just enough to balance the absence of second hand smoke.  

I'm moving slowly

as long as I'm moving.  as Walt said 'keep moving forward'.  

I picked up salad 11:20 went upstairs group hung out half hour took my spot.  good SALA meeting, Bill explained CSAA responsible for insurance not me.  I don't have to hire an attorney unless I want to sue CSAA.  $2500 small claims.  he explained courts charge filing fees for each motion.  that's why Susan Kanclier sent letters to Aiko re restraining order.  every year a new nuisance from the sisters kept me exhausted.  

mourning doves

I didn't have the energy or inclination to process my family's betrayal before.  Glory has the physical ability to leave her family, I'm so jealous I can taste it.  I cried for us 'til 10:30.  I tried calling back Rosie at 8 when upset I wrote 9.  so I soaked to calm myself and called again at 9:30 to ask about 1) car accident referral to lawyers and 2) resolve inheritance advice.  Should I have held my sisters accountable?  would they go to jail for embezzlement?   

bread cast upon the waters.  I was sharing Ramadan dried dates and encountered 16 chocolate truffles.  YUM.

the vague sadness, anxiety, PTSD has been explained.  

CASECONNECT app online ads re car accidents 4 questions huge results?  

I feel sad thinking how many have blackened their souls

planning my lawyer meeting reminds me 2001 greedy sisters making my life beyond HELL.  Aiko standing over me claiming to be the devil.  CRAZY.

Karen Kuek reminds me of my greedy sisters.  I'll pray for us all.  I'm so tired I can't think.  

dog eat wolf world-SALA called

v-m Rosie called to confirm Wednesday app.  Mon closed Tue 8-1:30.  

I went to St Just they had eggs I got pantry came home.  huge strawberry cheesecake, groceries.  Eh.  bought 1 glucosamine, C, cough, biotin, 2 riblet lunch and dinner, brush for trunk sycamore seeds at $tree.  I organized food, prepped some broccoli.  delicious.  

first at G-Lucky's

I got the first free Garden 1 oz veggie sticks.  I walked the store.  they're so disorganized.  

I decided game shows are first, everything else scheduled around shows.  libraries weekends.  I love fun facts.  

Mallory is a Saboteur.  explains so much.  the b who trashed the puzzle was at the table after lunch, pieces thrown, coffee cup and phone, I asked did she read English she said yes and wasn't eating so she knew, then said she needed the outlet I pointed out the one next to the chair she sat in all morning.  a liar and ugly disrespectful cheat.  she's dead.  when I told Mallory she ignored me she's dead to me too.  like Jess not believing chuck over Louie.  makes my life simpler.  she's mean and only does the least- minimum.  she says she doesn't do anything she knows who to send them to.  I quit.  

where would I prefer to be instead of seniors?  

saboteurs

ah, my family.  the puzzle was trashed, I don't care I'll start over.  so like my family.  unfortunately I'm used to it.   

met Fong and Aya nursing students.  they assisted bingo then BP.  

Glory came to lunch and is looking for housing r/t an attorney.  she didn't stay oh, well.  I can only do what I can do.  I called her mail to say I was up stairs she left to get gas no respect no heads up.  I will keep SALA info in car just in case.  she says she won't be back 'til next week.  

took me an hour to find my car papers looking everywhere and then 10 min to find SALA in chrome bag.  I put my Susan Cancilier case in trunk.

I deserve something special.  I'm having a horrible time processing the memories of betrayal and losing my entire family.