Tuesday, October 14, 2025

playing all day

 yay! me! 

I want a happy childhood.  I'm having a happy childhood.  Walter is still arguing.  eh, like my family.  if i can turn him around my pseudo family is a success.  I'm already a success.  I survived and I'm thriving.  he remembered Stuart Smalley.  SNL.

"every day in every way I'm getting better and better."  emile coue-  I started 50 years ago.  

Monday, October 13, 2025

Sunny seniors-Herman and Yanti

Yippee!  no muss no fuss.  I put out the garbage bin.  24 hour at 7:46 ok parking at 9 plenty.  

I finally figured out I don't have to suffer stinky people I can wear a mask.  they always talk thinking what they have to say is so important.  their garlic breath actually makes my eyes water.  

lots of sausage, red yellow bell, black olives on bisquick pizza.  reminded me of 8th grade home ec.  I guess the best part is the 50's-60's music of my childhood.  better now.  arugula grape tomato salad.  mandarin oranges.  hard boiled med egg in shell.

pg 248 Build the Life...Love energy the building material for fluid and crystallized intelligence.  analysis and innovation, patterns and new combinations.  

3 pm finally rained I went to 24 Safeway for 5/$5 honey crunch corn dogs only had 4 I tried pizza stick nah next time I'll try burrito.  

Sunday, October 12, 2025

woke 3 am

 I wasn't allowed to make mistakes.  I was barely allowed to breathe.  made me Uber Autism.  

Saturday, October 11, 2025

God cares for me

after seniors I bought BK croissant b'fast.  I had such a time with the large coffee.  I had protein chocolate powder in a bottle.  I drank while soaking and stretching in tub.  I took my vitamins and picked up St Justin lunch.  

very mellow day.  if the rest of my life is this good I'll stay very happy.  

Build the Life You Want is Great.  books they refer to are like meeting old friends.  I always relied on books.  I always felt enriched buying and reading them.  and they were always with me like tobacco to change my energy.  my two friends growing up.  bob 1993

Friday, October 10, 2025

sleep

 a most important element in a healthy, happy life.  

car mechanics, doctors, dentists are necessary and people avoid them.  

Thursday, October 9, 2025

I'm surprisingly calm

I got up to watch Split Second.  I put on my nice warm robe to bring in water.  I found the pocket to repair a book bag.  

smooth.  Carlos dropped me off at 9:30.  will pick me up at 1 pm.  I forgot my phone at home.  I charged it up.  

Cody is so funny.  he has a Star Wars trooper helmet I posed in.  it's actually big on me.  he checked my chrome in and out for me.  he's so funny acting like it's illegal.  

Carlos showed me the worn brake disc almost to metal.  i came home and needed a nap.  

Wednesday, October 8, 2025

playing

mom and dad both had autistic behaviors.  I'm Uber Autism.  both had no need for people.  both hated new anything.  both suffered anxiety and made us suffer.  

I called Carlos re front brakes he looked and in the red zone.  he can see from the side.  tomorrow 9:30 appt to replace discs $330 total.  as safe as I feel there I still feel anxious.  anything non routine causes me to feel anxious.  

hungry after lunch I made half tuna sandwich.