I don't know. 2 middle aged Asian men in suits jump head first to floor below.
the rain is triggering my back, legs, everything. becoming unmanageable excruciating pain.
Walter was in rare form after his shot yesterday. he was purposely dumping his pain on Fred and I. he loves his pain more than himself. I ran away to the library explaining.
delightful, the feeling addicts pursue. up and down along the sine curve of life. autists can be very comfortable with math the only perfect language no exceptions proving any rules.
9:02 Sunny senior lunch city county closed. 10 minute line to get in at 9:30 only half full. they play recorded 30's Depression music. I don't like it. I do like the orange pekoe tea.
in my mind I can still do everything in my body I'm limited. I enjoy reading my blog.
I was at library 11 and got the best shade. 70 o overcast day.
David showed at 5 pm after work I gave him my Xmas puzzle 1 k.
70+ is tough. I feel physically unknown. I don't have anyone I want to depend on I've been betrayed too many times. I'm done with disappointment. Tom M called Sat 5:07 pm left message. he needs reassurance. the only times he ever called. I'm done.
I remembered Citibank due left it on my steering wheel. went after lunch and decided to check Walmart fish oil too expensive free medicare beets. I know medicare used to cover fish oil. I paid $30 on PGE got my flu shot. maybe covid next week. pharmacy said I needed 2 shots I already got. pneumonia and shingles that gave me shingles.
I finally remembered to google 'little rascals' no mention of orphans and Dame Steve just died Aug 8, 2025.
I can't believe the reactions. Martha security was thrilled. never seen her so happy. everyone else flat affect.
today a long session of stretching before rising my back is good. I soaked and puzzled @ seniors while I entered sweeps and wheel regular and celebrity.
St J I finally asked Asian who gave me the purple pillow young lady, her name is- ta da Aileen. God works in mysterious ways.
2 ham cheese, 2 chips, mini joy, mound, p'nut mm, fun, fun, fun. I feel special.
reading Let it go it amazes me Dame Steve doesn't see her mother's behavior as a significant reaction to Dame Steve's autistic behavior. her mother supported Dame Steve's autistic behavior that made her world interaction a success.
SUNDAY-watching "OUR GANG" I never knew they were orphans adopted yet remaining family.
I am filled with God. maybe my family was rubbish to force me out into the world. still rubbish. I don't have to wallow with them. I can love them from a distance. ah, the song.
reading Dame Shirley is so reassuring for me. she's so aspergers.
library closing time I couldn't find my car keys. very unhelpful staff. I called Csaa while walking to the car. I left them in the passenger door.
I'm learning how. I was never allowed and punished for enjoying myself. I'm still a little anxious.
google keeps trying to take over city wi-fi with unsafe messages.
Korean kitties puzzle so cute. I'm going slowly.
Tory (Victoria) at lunch was fascinated by Dame Steve Shirley, autism, my self diagnosis, I talked about Barry "Bear" Kaufman, Option Institute, son Raun's autism, Dr Thomas Szasz, etc. Clyde Burton took a class there 1983? MA. worried about being $6 k in debt.
WOW!! I googled Option Institute as of 12/19 it's autism all the time!
I'm so excited! there's hope for the planet. I believe the Earth needs autists for its survival. we are the evolutionary solution.
