new me 38 degrees

I no longer need to suffer.  mom needed pain to feel alive.  i can live in comfort.  I wait 'til it's warmer. 

mmm, fish b'fast.  

I can go to Sunny to sew.  

sugar is the easiest cheapest drug.  

St j-new behavior-paid water,disc

laundry this week not today.  maybe Sat.  I keep forgetting one thing at a time.  to be caring, careful.  

I walked home Safeway.  good walk.  9:37 waiting to open.  picked up lunch St Just.  10:15 seniors parked on street didn't wait.  fish and red potatoes extra fish, broccoli.  

Walter named Nicole? Sneezy for sniffling sneezing yesterday on afternoon puzzle table.  He left for his walk  stayed to puzzle and remembered to pay due bills.  city kicked me out of page error message I called J T checked payment received and gave me confirmation

Happy Tuesday!

paid phone 611-disc

always changing.  chrome pages are different maybe the cause of freeze.  still Walter's nonsense last week an influence.  I try to impress the importance of programming.  he doesn't accept it yet.  he had a positive change in an instant stress free lease renewal.  not sinking in.  

new google format crap.  pages are different maybe cause of freeze.  not working well.  I look for my good.  

Frozen Chrome since yesterday-AND I'M BACK

I waited 'til the zero battery shut off.  an hour and half to charge.  I regained my tabs, dark setting default.  I considered and discounted returning to the main library.    

Patricia Delicious Nutrition- banana + melted 80% chocolate, vanilla, cinnamon, nutmeg, wand blended, chilled.  you tube Louise Hay.  

I watched Rough Magic 1995 Mexican magic.  I want a copy.  

finished the pudding ring

so I have the sniffles.  worth it.  ate senior lunch "enchilada".

I'm binge watching Elsbeth 2.  I have terrific movies from yesterday.

lunch I cooked spaghetti 10 min high micro and chili.  

magnetic unified field-*67 blocks ID

I have a clearer vision.  better understanding.  it was a feeling, affinity, intuition.  Walter is the only person I know who may understand or be interested.  he may be able to expand my explanation.  

coherent electrons are electricity.  extend the line of electrons into a magnetic field.  spin it into gravity=attraction.  I diagrammed it out for him.  he said I "should" have been his teacher when he was little.  I told him stop "should"-ing on me and what makes him think he's grown up not letting him answer.  he gave me his extra lunch with mine I'm set this weekend.  

I returned over dues at central 123/37 hot spot.  6 holds.  redeemed $2 coupon for "Goonies" movie.  feeling eh, CUP returns 12 holds.  focused on perfect parking got it.  then my back started screaming at me.  resting in the car I decided I wanted 4 Jack Box tacos.  so good.  

Gin @ 24 hour

b'fast salad my teriyaki and tuna.  very satisfying.  

7 shower and set my intention.  Gin gave me another doll crochet scrubber.  I thought about Sunny $ tree but too rushed.  my $1.75 glasses better than $300 Dr Mark.

8:30 I'm hungry waiting in my car at Sunny lunch.  25 folk already in line and more coming.  cod, couscous, green beans, cauliflower carrots, cantaloupe.  

9:30 signed in when 2 people left, lady fainted.  Debbie MGR came to check me in.  so kind and efficient.  it's so NOISY AND LIVELY.  people are bossy in a nice way.  I love it so much.  if not for Toke I'd come here.  Fred has Deb and Walter is too smart to fail.  lots of people come here for their vitamin Human.  cod so good.  

$v dollar tree fish oil, hairbands, 4 reading glasses better than $300 glasses, vita C drops.  CVS 4 almond protein shakes $15 free OTC.  

home back screaming too tired.  central tomorrow then county.