I'm driving up the mountain, a long line of vars and trucks when we hit a patch of unpaved highway. a fool guns it spinning rocks and dirt, we hang back 'til the dust clears and proceed with caution. I can continue or find another road.
I may be releasing my attachments to life. one less responsibility.
I went to Consumer Cell website down.
listening to Kelly Howell Super Learning I feel peace. I so enjoy the Disney puzzle. I soaked in the tub at 10. it's so nice to have Bonnie and Judy back at lunch. Toke came early and left early. she feels obligated. Fred was late and sat next to Bonnie. everybody likes sitting next to me. I think it's the music.
I'm still considering if I want email.
chase sent a letter about requiring two step security. hopefully it's for online not in branch. maybe I'll call tomorrow maybe I won't. HAH!
I feel pretty good on 5 hours sleep. I'm excited I don't know why. don't need to know. although I did buy a copy of Course in Miracles 2007 for $5 at Sunny yesterday. my copy from 1985.
and the Lucky's page is frozen.
I called Consumer cell @1030 am and texting is extra $5/mo I said I'd think about it. I started looking at how to text in manual 2021 Link II flip phone online website. not too complicated. I think. I'll print pages tomorrow.
Wheel is fine, YouTube.
they want me to pay for help support. I don't have texting so I can't retrieve a code. I'll deal with it tomorrow. maybe I don't need email.
chrome went dark mode I changed it in settings. I did it.
it's been years. it kept me alive 2001 when I couldn't digest regular food. then I advanced to chili and rice after much experimentation and pain. today I added eggs and spinach and minerals.
I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want to rest or do laundry. I know what I don't want to do.
baking soda+sugar = no cockroaches on 'common knowledge'.
I heated the $1.25 tuna Mac from $tree for b'fast. OK. I'm feeling depressed again. I'm feeling lonely. I've spent my life alone amidst people. they imprisoned me with their cruelty and isolation. that's how I was trained. I've been retraining myself. I feel sad and painful. my body pain is my family history. it's a record of the pain, physical and emotional abuse I've suffered. family pressure to perform for them. Toke too.
I went to Walmart paid PGE and picked up beets and Co Q. Prune Lucky's had lots of free hot sauce I loaded $ and it took my $. The lesson is to load it in store. new set up Walmart and Lucky's. no clearance sections.
Home Safeway I bought max 24 10 cent ramen clearance dark chock almond $4 and relaxing gummy $12. then St Just lunch and library hot spot.
group of 5 young people maybe 20's came to puzzle table no clue how to solve and frantic no esteem. the beard and long hair forgot his bag of movies came back as I was about to leave saved me from tracking them down.
I completely forgot my yesterday lunch salad. hot chili garbanzo spinach.
I've been waiting and checking everyday. I printed & gave Toke a copy.
Lucky's free hot sauce none I can check Prune since I want to get gummy Co Q 10 and beets at Walmart. maybe tomorrow.
I went to Safeway 10 cent ramen gone I got chips. home 1:10 for my TV. last night I watched Diane Warren documentary her Aspergers made me laugh and cry.
I put a battery in the Target clock and put it back in the box for protection. works great. it's the first new clock not a second hand store.
