swam, relaxed, annoying woman at puzzle table so i listened to music. so good. lunch was ok. sprouts 99 cent salad, guacamole, curry chicken. i went to main and puzzled 'til 6:30 'til annoying competitive girl, i came home. eh, it was time. ate at eight. like last night.
we came here from hawaii when i was 4 at night the runway lights like fairy land. it's finally fun.
i usually wake 1-2 times. i ate the last crab cake. raring to go.
inge's back. her daughter diana in tennesee came to have eye surgery from a specialist $19 k up front. inge's drove her. wow! traffic is horrible on hwy 17. what a great mom.
sprouts 2 turkey sandwiches 99 cents ea, 4 pink do nuts $1.99.
seniors i swam no hot water showers (maintenance) everyone was in pool i was one of the great unwashed. 9:30 hot water back i washed my hair. the argan oil shampoo is so moisturizing. i tried playing movie on computer nothing. called carlos oil change thursday after lunch. alt chick ceasar salad good huge with fresh tomatoes. i used chop sticks. i puzzled, main pick up movies, asked tech format changed to play movies. on to savers bought chain senior discount. purple tags half. next door eggs $4.19.
sunny sewing lots of machines i finished mending art's pants, checked ads at sprouts none sale assorted muffins and watched end of celebrity wheel.
i woke at 7, drank a shake then dressed and gassed up at cost co $3.77/gal. i stopped at nob hill picked up ads for me and toki. last parking space seniors. i swam, lunched gave toki ad, puzzled 'til 5, sprouts brie cheese i love.
i'm feeling blessed. first i drove to redwood city, then 3 in san jose - rose garden, moorpark, almadenn, milpitas 'til it closed. and now it's in my own neighborhood.
i picked up cup 'my big fat greek wedding 2' and 8 others. discarded idea of gas station. came straight home and did domestic. cleared spoiled veg garbage and put out bin and recycle. I ate potato salad and crab cakes and slept 2 hours.
i've been looking for anthem prime books and i stuck them next to my tv chair and couldn't see it. i didn't get my new card. nowhere does it mention my $600 otc allowance.
surprisingly funny. sometimes gross, frequently ridiculous. and all of them so cute and funny. the first truly free A Z N women. i celebrate their lives. i hope they connect with awkafina (i just read her controversy when whites have appropriated asian culture forever) and margaret cho.
the $2.75 argan oil shampoo is a thick gel that makes my hair so soft. i thinned beauty argan shampoo so probably why bottle leaks. i swam, puzzled, bought 2 more clearance crab cakes and home. cooked one package eating all day. doing what i want.
10 pm watching wheel. heaven.
dino said no bingo. i didn't ask. i learned to avoid punishment by keeping a low profile. or maybe mom's proverb 'the standing nail gets hammered down.' she punished me plenty. must be why i hesitate getting involved or being singled out. susan asked to take my picture for the continuing education magazine no way. my life is comfortable. except for my neuropathy. as i heal the nerves are coming alive and more feeling more pain.
besides i figured out putin invaded ukraine because he was bored. murder is entertaining on this planet. life isn't tough enough, make trouble.
showered and annoying female second day at puzzle table scrolling through phone trying to provoke conversation. i already have an older annoying sister job's filled. senior old enough to know better not doing better i used to think i had to put up with it i never did. i was so wrong. they don't learn. my family over and over. like trump followers.
so home early taking out the trash. baked 5/$2.99 crab cakes college safeway clearance and 3 lb $5 egg potato salad perfect dinner with 99 cent sprouts green salad.
i'm actually looking forward. my neuropathy is better. my legs, hips, feet are stiff, swollen and sore. i have more feeling. they call it peripheral neuropathy as if naming it makes it somehow better. and my muscles in my back have relaxed so my stomach is huge. oh well.
i can see where i've been , what works what doesn't and stay on course.
inge called me back monday voice mail. she's in hayward for eye surgery. yuck. waiting for lunch after an hour swim. i love having fun.
warmer than summer morning.
too s day savers seniors, sunny sewing. how to choose or do it all. i'm actually excited.
i puzzled at seniors 'til 3 then walked savers. 4 unicorn head bands $1 ea and goo, owl suitcase $3, jewel pens 10 for $5, gerber carving knife $5, hummingbird wind chimes $3. and when i checked out it was 6 pm. i had hot pocket and bb pie. then spaghetti o's and vienna sausages. so good.
i feel ok.
i started watching the recent 'all creatures great and small' 3 completely forgetting season 4 was on tv. oh, well. i never saw episode 1, the wedding or didn't remember it.
seniors good i puzzled 'til 6.
truly a love story set in a history lesson of the first and second world war. special features and extra content. unseen footage edited to fit tv time slot. no great depression. i wonder if it encouraged world war two. the lack of resources. the poverty.
i woke and realized it's Sunday I have a free day. i mapped out i can save 3.5 miles driving from cup directly to sunny library. Savers opens 10. yippee!! doing what i want. i've never been so free! free to be my autistic self!
watching a national geographic program about spiders the outer atmosphere is positive charge, earth negatively charged spiders use electricity to fly on spider silk. heaven is positive. kind of spooky how it works out.
i folded and put away wash, mended, organized my library week. and i'm raring to go. i drove to cup drop off pick up then to sunny book sale i found 'bowfinger' so i filled a bag. feeling good i took art masunaga library delivery info. visited half hour too warm. atria open 8-8. driving home thinking of dinner i remembered i wanted hot pockets. detoured to lucky's and $2.99 hungry man chicken. mom always said we couldn't afford them then she went out for lunch every day. how she got fat. hypocrite.
letting me know i need to move. my body is protesting sitting at bingo. i don't know how people do it.
heaven is learning how to get paid for what you enjoy doing, and would do without payment. i enjoy puzzles. order gives me pleasure. making a picture from chaos.
i was so naughty. dyed black success permed chinese female left her things in shower to reserve it so after 10 minutes i took the towel on the curtain rod. when she came back she saw it peeking out from my case as i was spinning my suit. i made her work for it pretending i didn't know what she wanted over the spinner noise. but i did. i told her i thought she abandoned it. eh, i gave it back. another woman smiled at me as if she knew. now i understand the deep feeling of satisfaction of depriving another. so what if mom and alien never loved me.
main library sitting eating sprouts' mark down beet salad. using chop sticks kept in my car easy to avoid raw red onions. beet juice can dye them to look like beets. i'm eating excellent. i bought sale books and 'mr skeffington' movie.
i fixed sweater inge gave me. full of perfume. i stitched lining easier than i imagined. i'll wash it.
to soak in and drinking eliminates toxins. scientists need to study digestion to understand fission and fusion. our bodies do it all the time. our bodies make energy without knowing how...
lego 's-olomon, h-ercules, a-tlas, z-eus, a-chilles, m-ercury; ' teaches that being a hero is making the world a better place not super powers.
i went to prune ridge lucky's for free soda, picked up $1.99 chips cheapest. paid gas bill wall mart found clearance 3' ice stick with snow brush i can use for cob webs 75 cents and orange hostess cupcakes 2/$1.58. sprouts 10:30 2 special no added sugar blueberry pies, 2 half rye loafs, cherries $1.99/lb. i gave toki pie, banana, half cherries. i want to give inge rye bread.
mom must have been a secret eater to remain overweight. i only saw her dinner time. she never ate b'fast, worked. ate lunch out everyday. unless she drank her calories in alcohol but it was dad had cancer.
bingo secret to winning=surrender. won twice when i let go. picked $5 snack bar and small red dress bag i'll offer to inge for her b'day.
i'm learning and growing. watching 'life with father' i realize for the first time it's a highly prejudiced depiction of 1883 new york. all white people time capsule of life. wow.
non whites didn't exist. the trades people are irish catholics the rich are episcopalian or methodist.
seniors i waited 9:30-10 for parking reading and organizing my day. between classes. 10 am a dozen spaces opened. i swam and had lunch. went to crowded laundromat perfect weather for washing. walked sprouts can of curry chickpeas. home i easily unloaded and hung clothes.
cooked 2 hot sausages in micro high 3:33 and simmer 12. cut into small pieces and made omelets. topped with lentils and leftover arroz con pollo lunch with beans. because of basketball i stayed up 'til 10:45. i didn't watch jeopardy the ken jennings show..
woke ready to go. still i took my time. i got to seniors 9 and i swam over an hour. i took my time. i'm living mindfully. lunch was just toki and i. eddy came and went. we were good and cleared for dancers. toki always remembers. after lunch i went to savers. i looked all over. found a basket of hair dryers. i bought 2, 'life with father' movie, microwave 700 watt like new $10. i forgot rewards I looked online an hour and finally called store, they can add i can't. i'm not stupid.
home 3 pm i called to check my otc benefits only $30/quarter. what!!?? i called member services care lon no more. phone is south cal. i received no info. 81 minutes to join new coverage cory bruffett. like filling out a marriage license.
i wanted to go sew but i finished phone 6 pm so next week maybe.
or i can relax in bed. happy holiday to me. 'blind willow...' very strange. a french man's animation creation of japanese short stories using an anime style so not japanese. i'm lying in bed researching thrift stores and laundromats. how luxurious.
home from savers 3:30. i looked at everything. tomorrow 30 % senior discount. i bought blue half price tags ornament hooks and an organizer $2.21. i looked at everything. nice store. everything self check out. next door grocery outlet $3 eggs and $2.19 chips.
hot tubed at lucky gym saw ginny so loud like an islander. water foamy men just sit in it. soap and cells. somehow i picked up cactus thorns. i noticed and carefully removed from my suede boots. janitor was sweeping and stirring up everything. so lovely no schedule on a bright sunny day.
i want to go to sunny. i already ate a banana and had bars and cottage cheese in the trunk. i could do laundry too. i can do what i want. library today laundry tomorrow. 1:30 no puzzle i like. i started huck finn while i charge chrome. cough er didn't even try to cover mouth. just that dry shallow cough going around. i left for home 4 and stopped sprouts found clearance dark chocolate pepitas and mint almonds 2 pieces chocolate cake $13+. yippee!!
no competition. everyone likes different things. nothing's better just different.
i'm trying to enjoy 'super mario brothers'. it's a little violent.
i swam. then detoured to sprouts i had lots of time. clearance sandwich for lunch and lemon bites and orange cheese danish. i visited st just's new store. lunch noon at the library. picked up 3 new discs. i could have gotten more. lots to watch. sort of rhymes.
it used to be 'progress not perfection' but now i realize progress is perfection. i'm gradually becoming happier. easing into heaven is much more comfortable than all at once.
i'm ready to bingo. well, i didn't win. 3 pm i was leaving walter was outside with his rooster. i told him i had to get to safeway friday deals. i got the last cooked beef and egg potato salad, and 2 clearance argan oil lavender shampoo. score!
morning was lucky's free drink and clearance 4 pieces bacon wrapped jalapeno stuffed sausage chicken breast $2. i cooked one microwave hi-2.22 simmer 14 minutes. so good. so far i've eaten 2 lbs salad.
what a beautiful day it's turned out to be. lunch was ok. i swam paying attention to the time avoiding 10:30 locker room traffic. i got to seniors just as cody arrived by the time i got cart ready to roll he was set up he's so fast. returned 3 borrowed 4 movies.
it's so nice to eat with calm people. so much better digesting. trudy came by to drop news paper for toki and treated us 4 bags home made peanut butter cookies.
watching Pakistani 'what's love got to do with it?' better than i hoped. i watched 'fool's paradise'. 'bowfinger' better. just thinking about it makes me laugh.
i swam. i have to change my timing. all schedules changed. i forgot sewing machines at sunny library. went completely out of my mind. oh, well next week.
i turned in sunny hot spot the 4th not even a week without. i went from 29th in line. tygj.
wheel on after basketball. football now basketball.
i decided i wanted to puzzle. a new experiment on happiness. premise: if i'm happy then everything falls effortlessly into place.
they purport to have potato salad bag lunch. and i remembered i want to check prune lucky's for leg warmers and green burritos.
11 am sitting lunch room i'd estimate most people are not happy. not sad. right on cue my allergies kicking up. so dusty.
i puzzled a bit 2:30 i went to post office. i was told i had to write from and to on box. strange rules. because it was book $4.67.
i walked prune lucky's checked leg warmers, they may not be marked down by vendor. green burritos 2/$1. stopped walked homestead safeway burritos 79 cents. bought chocolate parfait $3.49 and got cash used wi-fi.
9 pm i'm awake to watch 'only murders in the building.' 'embrace the mess.'
up and down. i drove as slowly as safe. seniors 9:30 i went upstairs to puzzle for an hour to warm up. showers not hot. i took my time stretching. lunch was ok. chef salad and i waited to try extra bean stew.
upstairs i puzzled walter and mini showed up 2 pm. he rehashed November inspections and anxiety. i realize he enjoys his anxiety. he's closed off his feelings so all he can feel is anxious. he chooses not to grieve. he can't feel happy. he's loyal to his dad's misery. i had to stop 5 pm and then went back to use wi-fi. took me half hour to check settings. i'm ok. i feel like i sacrificed 2 months of life listening to walter's tapes.
checked wi fi nob hill. walked store picked up ad. then i considered libraries decided on cost co gas. lovely warm $3.99 gal. lots of cars i chose middle pumps #2 in line done 10 minutes. started for home no gym #1 parking. showers tepid i tried 3. remembered lucky's leg warmers checked. home before dark.
i'm celebrating the 3 kings. i watched health hacks movies. i'm surprised they recommend oat meal for b'fast rather than protein.
sprouts after seniors clearance $1.99 apple cider baked 9 doughnut holes $9 regular price, sandwich, 3 egg white mini quiche. decided to check st just lots of clothes and food. i parked under main, returned movies picked up one, ate my sandwich and watched people. felt tired. went home took 2 hours to sort food, cook pizza, partially defrost garage freezer iced shut. used hammer, slot screw driver, bucket for ice chips. reminds me of the 'monk' episode.
inge left a specialty cookie butter cream scoop looking like a scoop of ice cream. very good. sidney gave me a cottage cheese salad. i ate the cheese and lunch left overs. i'm tossing the green beans and cantaloupe to the birds. bingo i won late, 2x used beige boat neck sweat shirt. i went to city bank paid cost co and hunted free lucky's peach reign storm. i saw a lot of seniors in the store.
i'm feeling happy.
i surprised myself. i usually fall asleep. i took a beet pill. it says 4 a day but it has so many extra vitamins i only take one when tired. works gentler than caffeine or chamomile. i already take a multi with my supplements.
i'm getting excited. i'm going to return spot and check out sunny sewing. diane pooh poohed it which i expected. i think it's an amazing opportunity. i love new safe quiet adventures and this is right up my alley. she didn't even know the make of the sewing machine. i'd like to repair art's jeans. hand sewing is not for me. too much.
i'm watching 'christmas angel'. one of 5 angel movies from main. so far 2024 is going very well.
99 cent cheese. i didn't feel the duck liver with pork morsels and cognac. inge said she loves it. she gave me dirty mohair sequin black sweater. eh, foie gras gone when i went to credit union. i'll give ger cookies. i'm feeling successful. swam 45 min.
i puzzled at main 'til 6. yay!! me!!
seniors i swam. it's good to get back. full body massage and stretching. i walked sprouts no bargains. i'm so glad i'm done for the day. i forgot bank card. i forgive myself. i learned chase flora has changed its limits. i got home at 2. getting ready for tomorrow.
rain was pounding at 5:30. i'm finishing fun projects. i cooked some onions, potatoes, carrots to add to frozen stew. cooked sweet sour red cabbage. ate pie and muffin. and chips.
an imperative. i went to gym 2 and safeway. half of 8 showers broken. i walked the store nothing i wanted. stopped at sprouts 2 cherry half pies 99 cents ea. on the way home detoured to maria bought donut got cash. the urge for not panda express i remembered sunny whole foods. walked store bought disco deli hot teriyaki chicken thigh and tomato cod $7.83. home 2 pm great lunch donut dessert. napped 'til 5:30 watching r rated 'strays'.
checked tv listings no football wheel of fortune new. my first non family new year. toki driving 3 hours to fresno reminded me. every new year mandatory attendance and cooking 5 am until mom's last alien when decreed i was banned and mom agreed. i finally got to sleep in. then i hurt my back taking care of mom and 23 years of pain.
