MOON TRIFECTA

20% BRIGHTER TONIGHT.  MAYBE MY DEPRESSION IS LINKED TO THE EVENT.  I DON'T KNOW.

TODAY I PAY TARGET AND LIFE.

I'M TAKING MY TIME.  MY TIME.  I'M ON MY SCHEDULE.  NO ONE ELSE'S.

I PAID TARGET AND WALKED THE STORE, ZERO.  I DROVE TO SRS WHERE I WROTE OUT AND MAILED TRANSAM LIFE. 

I PLAYED AT FINISHING THE PUZZLE.  I LEFT 50 PCS.  I WENT TO EXERCISE.  LUNCH SOPHIA SHOWED UP LATE W/ BAGS AND GROCERIES.  SHE GAVE EVERYONE AT THE TABLE SHOPPING BAGS AND GAVE ME THE GROCERY BAG.  I FORGOT I HAD THE FREE SOURDOUGH.  I HAVE A LOAF OF ARTISAN NOW TOO.  I GAVE AWAY CEREAL, SODA, BREAD, MUSHROOM SOUP, TICTACS.  GERTA AND ROSE MARIE WERE FUNNY TWO YR OLDS SAYING NO AND THEN YES.  SOPHIA CALLED THEM ON IT.  INGA WAS MISSING.  DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT. 

I WENT TO MLIB TO FIX MY ACCOUNT.  ADDRESS VERIFICATION.

A WAS THERE.  MY DOING, I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT HER A LOT.  I LEFT FOR ST J AND WENT BACK 45 MIN LATER.  SHE WAS STILL THERE SO I BLOGGED TILL SHE LEFT AND I CAME HOME.  VEGGIE STEW W/THE LAST CAN OF CHICKEN AND A HAM SANDWICH.   

PERSISTENCE

IT'S CERTAIN LOCATIONS THE RECEPTION FAILS.  I THINK.

YESTERDAY I DROVE TO T'S FROM LUCKY'S AFTER G2.  10:30 I GOT TO TD.  AFTER A WHILE WE DROVE AROUND TO GOODIE'S ON BASCOM AVE AT NOON AND HE SAID HE MEANT TO GO THERE THE WHOLE TIME BUT I'M NOT CONVINCED.  I HAD MACHACA.  A SCRAMLE OF BELL PEPPER, EGG, SHREDDED TRI TIP.  THEY KEPT OUT THE ONIONS.  FLOUR TORTILLA, RICE, REFRIED BEANS.  SALSA & SOUR CREAM ON THE SIDE.

AFTER LOUISE HE WANTS TO BE THE GIRL.  SHE LEFT SATURDAY.  I FINALLY UNDERSTAND.  HIS GIRL RELATIVES ARE NUMEROUS.  HE'S REQUIRED TO BE THE BOY.

WHEN HE'S MORE HIMSELF HE'LL BE THE BOY AGAIN.  HE WAS BETTER.  HE WHINED ABOUT MONEY EVEN THOUGH HE'S WORKING FULL TIME LAST AND THIS WEEK.  HE COMPLAINED ABOUT THE 1 K FOR THE SKYLIGHT AGAIN WHEN HE WAS THE ONE TO INSIST.  I TOLD HIM HE OWNED THE ROOF NOW.

I OFFERED TO PAY FOR THE KEYBOARD BENCH HE WANTED FROM GUITAR SHOWCASE.  $55.  I PUT IT ON DISCOVER AND WHEN WE GOT BACK HE GAVE ME $60.  EXACTLY THE SAME BENCH I BOUGHT HIM AND WAS USING FOR THE SEWING MACHINE UNTIL HE WANTED ONE.  SO STUBBORN.  HE WANTED NEW IN THE BOX.

EH, HE DESERVES IT.

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET IN

I THINK THE SIGNAL MUST DEGRADE OR SOMETHING. 

SO I HAVE TO START FROM SEARCH. 

I'M PRACTICING STAYING LOOSE.

ONE MORE DAY

WAITING FOR JURY DUTY IS REVEALING MY CRANKINESS.  I'M UNLEASHING MY TERRIBLE TWO YEAR OLD.  I'VE BEEN SCOLDING PEOPLE LEFT AND RIGHT.  MY LADIES SAY IT'S BECAUSE SENIORS ARE SO ANNOYING.

I'VE DECIDED TO NOT REMIND THE IDIOTS USING THE BATHING SPINNER.  I'M JUST MAKING MYSELF FRUSTRATED AND TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME I SAW SOMEONE USING IT CORRECTLY.

I ADJUSTED THE LIVING ROOM ANTENNAE TO GET CHANNEL 7.  SO I'VE BEEN PURPOSELY NAPPING AFTERNOONS.

I'VE BEEN COLLECTING MATERIAL IN ALL AREAS.  TOOLS FOR GARDENING, ART MATERIALS, BEADING, CLOTHING, FOOD SO I DON'T NEED TO GO SHOPPING.

I CAN CONCENTRATE ON CREATING MY LIFE.

HANGING

I'M STILL ON PHONE STANDBY.  AND FEELING WEIRD.  13 YRS AGO, MY LAST JURY DUTY ADVENTURE, I WAS SO SICK FROM MY BACK.  SO MANY TIMES I THOUGHT I WAS DYING.  AND YET HERE I AM ON STANDBY JURY DUTY AGAIN.

70 YR OLD IS THE CUT OFF, NO MORE JURY DUTY.  I REMEMBER GOING EVERY TWO YRS UNTIL 2004.

the chrome book shut off and i had to find everything.  all my presets gone.

THE HARDEST THING ABOUT GROWING UP IS LETTING GO OF WHO I AM, KNOWN TERRITORY, AND VENTURING INTO THE UNKNOWN OF WHO I'M BECOMING.

WHOA!

I ALMOST FORGOT CALLING JURY DUTY.  I STARTED RESEARCHING THE DRIVING AND PARKING.  I HAVE TO TAKE THE POSTCARD AND PARKING TICKET FOR VALIDATION. 

I REMEMBERED AT 4 AND FORGOT UNTIL 8.

ANOTHER ST.J WONDER DAY

AWOKE 6:18 FROM BRILLIANT NIGHTMARE:  A SHOWED UP ACTING AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.  THAT SHE DIDN'T TORTURE, HARASS, ABUSE AND STEAL FROM ME.  I CALMLY TOLD HER TO GET OUT AND SHE DISAPPEARED.

I WATCHED PEELE AND JANE BIRKIN.  SHE HAS AN INCREDIBLE HERSTORY.

I WENT TO G2, LUCKY'S; COCONUT DRINK $.25 X 23 NO CRV CLEARANCE, MUSTARD 2 X $.25, 3 SET BAMBOO CUTTING BOARDS $6.99, HI-HEEL INSOLES $3.99, PUMPKIN SCOOP $1.49, MINI STAR WARS KITE $.49.

I COOKED AND ATE ARTICHOKE FROM NOB HILL.  THEN ON TO ST. J, RED CLOTH TO FIX BAG, 2 PAIR PINKING SHEARS $.25, $1 GOLD FLUTE PLAYING KERMIT.  LUNCH OF ALFREDO, TOSSED GREEN SALAD, GREAT GARLIC BREAD.

I WORKED ON SAL AND AARP BAGS.  WATCHED MILLIONAIRE MARATHON ON DECADES CHANNEL.  T CALLED AT 4 TO INVITE ME TO DRIVE OVER TO GO FOR FALAFELS.  I'M DONE FOR THE DAY.  YESTERDAY HE DROVE LOUISE TO THE AIRPORT.  HE'S MISSING LOUISE AND IS IMPATIENT AND GRUMPY.  HE'S WORKING 40 HRS.

JURY#3710582#172#

I GOT THE SUMMONS POSTCARD TUE, 12/20/2017.  I CALLED LAST NIGHT AFTER TRYING THE WEBSITE OVER AND OVER FOR TWO DAYS.

I'M TO CALL AGAIN MONDAY AFTER 5 PM.

2004 I WAS NOTIFIED MONTHS IN ADVANCE AND BOUGHT THE COROLLA BECAUSE  1) IT HAD AN ALARM SO I COULD FIND IT IN THE VAST DOWNTOWN SAN JOSE PARKING GARAGE ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE HALL OF JUSTICE AND 2) IT'S AN AUTOMATIC-THE NISSAN SENTRA WAS 5 SPEED.

I'M OUTSIDE THE BOX

MAYBE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AND WHY THEY HATE ME  THE ONES WHO'VE NEVER LIKED OR TRUSTED ME.

I'M EXTREMELY LIKABLE AND TRUSTWORTHY.  ME AND T.  TO SOME DEGREE.

WEIRD

I GUESS IT'S THE WEATHER.  THE SCREEN GOES BLANK.  AND YESTERDAY IT SHUT OFF.

HURRAY MLK! 

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I HAVE NO SCHEDULE!  I'VE GOTTEN OVER SENIOR CENTER BEING MY JOB.  I DON'T HAVE TO BE THERE 7-3 ANYMORE,  AFTER THE POOLS BEING CLOSED FOR THREE WEEKS, I'VE CHANGED.  GOING TO 24 HOUR WHEN I WANT HAS FREED ME. 

TODAY I WENT G2, OSH TO REDEEM MY $10 AND $5 ON AN RCA ANTENNA.  TRADER JOE'S; RYE WHISKY.   SPROUTS; CRACKERS & MEAT STICKS.  LUCKY'S; ALMOND OIL$1, 2 CRANBERRY QUICK BREADS $1.97 EA, 7 YUMMY BARS $.25 EA, 2 BALSAMIC DRESSING $1 EA, VEGGIE STIR $1.

THEN I REMEMBERED SMOKES.  WALGREEN'S FLORA VISTA ZERO.  I REMEMBERED THE SCRUBBERS I WANTED AT BBB.  I BOUGHT MICRO PASTA COOKER $8.  I REMEMBERED WALMART HAS SMOKES AND TO PAY BILL DUE 1-21.  AND FROZEN SPAGHETTI/MEATBALLS, FISH FILLETS, SPICY BARS. 

HOME IN TIME FOR  ANGELA LANSBURY-MURDER SHE WROTE.

I/M FEELING BLESSED.  TYGJ.

 

THAT DOOM

FEELING THAT EVERYTHING WAS TOO GOOD WAS THE PRECURSOR TO THE FLU.  I'VE BEEN TAKING EXTRA C.  SO FAR, WORKING WELL.  I AWOKE AT 2:38, 4:38.

I WATCHED SUNDAY MORNING AND WENT TO G2.  I CHECKED $V FOR MULTI-VITES ZERO, BROWN RICE, C.  LUCKY'S HAD THEM $1 EA (3), CHERRY CONCENTRATE $2 (3).  COSTCO GAS FOR RECEIPT FROM YESTERDAY I FORGOT WHEN I FILLED TIRES, AND HOT DOG.  I'M FEEDING A COLD.  BACK TO ESTATE SALE HALF OFF, $12 FOR YARD TOOLS AND JEWELRY.  HOME.  FEELING TIRED.  MY EYEBALLS HURT.

MLK

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE HOLIDAY.  I HAVE MY BEETS.  TOMORROW I WANT TO GET THE WONDER SCRUBBERS AT BBB.  I'LL SCRUB THE BEETS AND MAYBE ROAST THEM.

WHO I AM

AT 8 I WAS AT RECYCLE.  $4.57.  I WANTED TO CLEAR SPACE FOR LAUNDRY BASKET.

AT SENIORS I SPENT THE MORNING PUZZLING.  LUNCH, TUB, I CHECKED ON THE COMPUTER AND CAMPBELL LIB HAD TWO OF MY HOLDS &  DIME.  I WENT TO DOLLAR STORE LOOKING FOR MULTI-VITAMINS AND FOUND G-BAGS, SMALL HACK SAW TO REPLACE COPING SAW, W-D FOR CAR DOOR, LIGHTER, MILEAGE NOTEBOOKS.

ON THE WAY OUT OF THE PARKING LOT I STOPPED AT SFWY.  THEY GIVE CASH BACK.  I GOT 8 SWEET& SALTY FOR $2.  TOOK A BREAK, READ THE PAPER, DRANK SOME JUICE, THEN HOME.

I LIKE NOT HAVING A SCHEDULE.  I GO WHEN AND WHERE SPIRIT MOVES ME.

T CALLED

HE CALLED TO CONFIRM EARLY DINNER AND R/T PANERA L WANTS PHO.  SO HE SUGGESTED LATER TIME AND I COUNTERED PHO IS CLOSE TO HOME SO HE CAN PICK ME UP WHENEVER.

AND THIS A.M. I WENT TO SPROUTS FOR DRIED CHERRIES, BEETS, AND FOUND TWO TURQUOISE ANGELS $1.99 EA.  WOO HOO!!

I FEEL SO RICH.

GERTA SEZ

I READ YESTERDAY'S HEADLINES TO MY LADIES ABOUT TRUMP OPENING ALL OFF SHORE OIL DRILLING (CALIFORNIA, ALASKA, GULF OF MEXICO) AND I SAID WATCH THE INCREASE IN DESTABILIZING THE EARTH FOR MORE EARTHQUAKES. 

GERTA SAID THERE WILL BE NO MARKET FOR OIL WITH THE CARS GOING SOLAR AND ELECTRIC.  SHE'S RIGHT.  TRUMP'S MAKING A USELESS, ECOLOGICALLY UNSOUND DECISION.

MY LADIES ARE SO SMART.

HHWW

I WON 1 1/2 BINGO'S FOR $4.50.

I WENT G2, LUCKY'S, HOME,  THEN MLIB AND ST. J.  THE SCALLOPED POTATOES WERE GOOD AND SALAD.  I READ THE NEWSPAPER AT THE LIBRARY AND CAME HOME BY 4:30.

I HAVE TO RENEW MY SR. ID TOMORROW.

WHAT DO I THINK OF ME?

WHAT DO I BELIEVE I DESERVE REALLY?

ONE DAY AT FITNESS USA I SAW A GOLD BRACELET ON THE RESTROOM FLOOR AND I WANTED IT.  THE WOMAN IT BELONGED TO PICKED IT UP BUT I STILL WANTED IT.  WHY?  I COULD BUY ONE IF I WANTED.  I DON'T.  BUT THAT SPECIFIC ONE.  I HAVE SO MANY I DON'T WEAR.  GOLD, SILVER. 

DID I WANT IT BECAUSE SHE WANTED IT?

WELLBEING

BEING WELL.

HOW TO MAKE STRESS WORK FOR YOU, K. BONSURA

so good-thus far

I RECEIVED A LETTER FROM AUNTY AS I WANTED.  SHE LISTED ALL THE RELATIVES WITH DECEMBER B-DAYS AND THEY GO TO LUNCH TO CELEBRATE EACH OTHER. 

I DID MY BANKING TODAY IN PREP FOR THIS MONTH.  I MISCOUNTED THE DEPOSIT.  I FOUND MY LICENSE I HAD MISPLACED.  MY BAG WAS FULL OF BITS.  I'M DOING WELL.  I SORTED THROUGH MY BAG.

NO ONE LIKED THE CHICKEN, NOODLES, CARROTS, BROCCOLI.  I GOT EXTRA WHOLE WHEAT NOODLES.  IT'S WONDERFUL TO BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO I AM. 

T CALLED TO EAT TURKEY SO I WENT AND HE DROVE TO PAY HIS STORAGE AND I HAD TO TINKLE SO WE STOPPED AT WALGREEN'S FOR COUGH MEDICINE, ZINC.  I FOUND OLIVES.  WE RETURNED.  I HAD A DRUMSTICK, SAVORY BREAD PUDDING W/GRAVY.  HE TOASTED HAWAIIAN DINNER ROLL W/CHEESE. 

I WENT BACK TO WALGREEN'S THINKING I'D BEEN OVERCHARGED AND I WANTED TO BUY MORE.  I HAD READ THE TAG WRONG.  I BOUGHT 6 MORE.

FEELING

I DON'T KNOW IF I FEEL SAD OR TIRED.  I COOKED DINNER AND WENT TO THE STORE FOR T AND IT WAS EXHAUSTING.  HE'S MY EXHAUSTING FAMILY NOW.  MUCH BETTER. 

I GOT A LETTER FROM AUNTY TODAY.  I WAS HOPING I WOULD.  THIS YEAR IS STARTING GOOD. 

TODAY WAS OK.  FIRST DAY BACK AT THE "GRIND".  I'M BORED WITH IT.  I PUZZLED 'TIL LUNCH AND TUBBED AFTER.  I WAS GOING HOME THINKING ABOUT THE LIBRARY PICKUP AND DROP OFF AND SUDDENLY REMEMBERED BANKING AND BILLS.

I'VE NEVER FELT SO RELAXED.  IT MAKES WE WONDER WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME.  HELLO, I'M NEW HERE.