RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS

HAVING KNOWN SINCE I WAS 16 HELPS. 

FEBRUARY 1967 DAD GOT MAD WHEN I HAD TO STUDY FOR A BIG TEST.  HE DECIDED HE WANTED HOT CHOCOLATE AND BUTTERED TOAST.  HE INSISTED I MAKE IT FOR HIM AND THAT I JOIN HIM.  WHEN I MADE THE SNACK AND WENT TO MY ROOM TO STUDY HE WENT BEHIND MY BACK PUTTING MY 10 GAL. AQUARIUM OUTSIDE IN FREEZING TEMPS TO KILL MY FISH.  THE ONLY PETS ALLOWED. 

THE NEXT MORNING WHEN I MISSED MY FISH I RETRIEVED THEM IN ICE COLD WATER AND SUFFERED BURNS.  I COULDN'T USE MY HANDS AND WENT TO MOM WHO COULDN'T HAVE CARED LESS AND SAID I HAD MY GRANDMA'S ARTHRITIS.

SHE ENCOURAGED HIM TO BE A BIG BABY AND HAD THE NERVE TO CONSTANTLY COMPLAIN.

SATURDAY SPACE SAVER

I LOVE BEING ABLE TO SET UP A SPACE FOR LATER.  SATURDAY I HAVE VALLEY VILLAGE RUMMAGE, FOUND YARD SALE @ ROSITA, ESTATE.  BUSY DAY. 

I DROVE AND DROVE.

I'M OK

I maxed out the number of videos at mlib. 

I WENT TO CAMPBLIB AND TJ'S.  83o AND I'M DOING OK. 

I YDWRKD, TUBBED, AND I'M DOING WELL.

I LIKE ME

I DON'T KNOW WHY SRS CONTINUE TO DRIVE.  I DON'T WANT TO ABUSE THE PRIVILEGE BUT I LOOK FORWARD TO SELFDRIVING CARS.  I THINK BEING CHAUFFERED IS THE HEIGHT OF FASHION.  IF I COULD FIND SOMEONE TO DRIVE ME WHEN AND WHERE I WANT I'D BE IN HEAVEN. 


MAYBE I NEED A MOPED.  CARS ARE JUST SO CUMBERSOME. 


I WATCHED PURPOSE OF A DOG AND CRIED.  IT WAS FORMULAIC IN PARTS AND THE ATTEMPTS AT HUMOR WERE JUVENILE BUT WHEN BAILEY IS RECOGNIZED FOR WHO HE IS, THAT'S WHAT I WANT. 


MOMMA-DELORISE LUCAS WAS THE ONLY ONE.  THEY STOLE THE PAPERWORK BUT SHE AND I KNOW. 

ST J SUNDAY

I WENT G2, SFWY PAPER, HOME.  MLIB, ST J SR LUNCH, I WON $1.50. I SPENT $2.73 FOR A PLEXI-FRAME AND SAND PLATES. 

I HAD A GOOD TIME EVEN WITH ALLERGIES.  I DIDN'T NEED COWBOY COOLERS.  EVEN THOUGH IT'S 88o. 

GROWING UP

I STOPPED AT $ANTA AND THE AUTISTIC MANCHILD WAS SO HAPPY.  MAYBE THAT'S WHAT AUTISM IS FOR. 

I GOT MY BBQ CHIPS.  I'M HAPPY. 

LEAP OF FAITH

TODAY'S DAILY WORD SAYS IT ALL.  I SLEPT 9-------6AM. 

AT SRS I WORKED ON GETTING ONLINE ON THE TOSHIBA AND MANAGED TO CONNECT MSN.  I COULDN'T LOCATE THE LIB.  AT LEAST I MANAGED TO GET ONLINE.  I USED THE HOTSPOT.  ON ASKING ABOUT BUYING ONE I FOUND OUT ONLY SERVICE PROVIDERS LIKE SPRINT, VERIZON SELL THEM WITH A TWO YR PLAN FOR INTERNET ACCESS. 

T CALLED AFTER LUNCH THINKING IT WAS CAMPBELLIB DAY.  NOT.  INVITED ME FOR SUPER BURRITO.  YUM.  I PICKED UP HOLDS.  PARKING AT CMPBLIB WAS BAD DUE TO MUSIC PROGRAM.  I'LL RETURN DVDS TOMORROW. 

IT WAS HEAVENLY TO TAKE MY TIME TO DO WHAT I WANTED. 

                                                              I AM.

I FORGIVE MYSELF AGAIN

I DID TOO MUCH AND SLEPT 9:30-1:30.  I WATCHED DVDS AND FELL ASLEEP UNTIL 6:30 SO MAYBE 6 HRS TOTAL. 

I'M GETTING GOOD AT FORGIVING MYSELF.  I PICKED UP THE IPAD @MLIB AND IT NEEDS CHARGING. 

YESTERDAY AT SAVERS THEY OVERCHARGED ME $2.18 AND REIMBURSED ME $1.27.  NO COMMENT.  OR RATHER I FORGIVE.  I DID GET AMAZING STUFF.  TWO BATHING-SKIRTS, $1.40 EA, 24K GOLD-PLATED/CRYTAL B-FLY$10, JEWELRY, SCRABBLE BOARD, GLASS JAR. 

CIGS-WALGREEN'S 4 @$4/PACK.

AND AT SPROUTS 5 BOXES OAT-CRANBERRY-ALMOND BARS $1/BOX.  AND PISTACHIOS $5.99/LB.  I'M REMINDED OF DANA CARVEY MASTER OF ILLUSION.  SO SILLY. 

TARGET-CAL PIZZA, CHOC, 2 PENCIL SHARPENERS.

I DO LOVE TO LAUGH.  HOW DO I TURN IT INTO $$$$?

I KNOW I CAN.  WATCHING MICHAEL KEATON IN THE FOUNDER-RAY KROC I'M CONVINCED I CAN FIND A WAY TO GET BIG MONEY LAUGHING ALL THE WAY EVERYWHERE.  HE STUDIED POWER OF POS-THINKING. 

JEANIE GAVE ME A TUNA SAND AND I SAT IN MY CAR IN THE UNDER GARAGE SPITTING THE ONIONS. 

MY LEGS ARE SO SORE SINCE MY MUSCLES UNBOUND.  I'M DOING MY STRETCHES RELIGIOUSLY. 

I JUST FIGURED OUT HOW TO TURN THE IPAD ON/OFF.  55% CHARGED.  SO MAYBE ANOTHER HALF HOUR.  NOPE 76%.

GETTING USED TO THE GOOD

I PUT SWEET PEA IN BIN 45 MIN, SRS, DECIDED ON SAVERS, THEN SPROUTS-PISTACHIO, WALGREENS-CIGS, HOME. 

I FEEL SOOOOOOOO GOOD.

FALLOUT ERIC'S MEMORIAL-SAT 15-2PM

I'M FEELING SAD AND TIRED.  IT WAS SOOO HOT.  I'M GLAD T INVITED HIMSELF.  I DROVE TO TJ AND HE DROVE FROM THERE.

IF I'D GONE ALONE THE DRIVE HOME WOULD HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH.  THE RECEPTION HAD NO AIR OR FANS.

YESTERDAY I DID MY GYM AND RESTED.  I'M STILL FEELING IT.  HOT AND TIRED.

TYGJ FOR THE TIME TO REST.

PACING

I'M RESTING MODE.  I DID YARDWORK 2 DAYS AND TODAY I GOT COSTCO.  I REMEMBERED.  I'M PULLING BITS AND PIECES OF MY SELF TOGETHER. 

BIT BY BIT I'M RE CREATING MY SELF.

I ALMOST BLEW IT BY TRYING TO DO 3 DAYS YARDWORK.  I'M SCREWING UP IN LITTLE WAYS.  FORGOT TOP B-SUIT, SPILLED COFFEE ON ME, TOOK 3 ATTEMPTS TO REMEMBER TO BLOG.

OH WELL.

I'M LEARNING.

I'M THE DECIDER

I LAUGHED WHEN BUSH JR SAID IT.  NOW I'M STILL LAUGHING.  IT'S SOMETHING MY TODDLER INNER CHILD SAYS.

EVEN THO' MY LIBRARY BOOK IS DUE I'M NOT GOING TO READ IT.  I'M GOING TO SAVERS TO REIMBURSE MY INNER CHILD FOR THE FAMILY STEALING AND DISSING ME.

4 BATHING SUIT SEPARATES, $8.40.  BEADS AND 2 ORGANIZERS $6.30. A GENTLEMAN ROCKHOUND WAS GOING TO BUY IT FOR SOMETHING AND DECIDED I COULD USE IT MORE SO HE GAVE IT UP.  PLUS MISC.

SOMETIMES THE UNPLANNED FOR IS GREATER THAN THE PRECEDING DISAPPOINTMENTS

HURRAY! TODDLER SUSAN!!!

TINY OBIT

SUNDAY'S PAPER HAD A TINY OBIT FOR ERIC 1-HALF BY 2-HALF.  NO MENTION HE OWNED AND MADE KARAOKE IN THE SOUTH BAY. 

OH WELL. 

SAT. 2pm ALMADEN UNITED METH CH-1200 BLOSSOM HILL RD.

I FEEL SAD HE STILL HASN'T GOTTEN THE RECOGNITION HE DESERVES.

CITY DUE 14th-LION=SHERU

SRS-I PUZZLED UNTIL 9, CALLED FROM BILLIARDS, FOUND H2o BOTTLE, AND PAID CITY 4, COUNT 'EM, 4 DAYS EARLY.

ONLY SLEPT 2 HRS.  YESTERDAY I PULLED WEEDS, TRIMMED HAIR, WENT CITIBANK PAID COSTCO, MARIA SFWY, G-2-SFWY,  WOLFE BAZAAR, LUCKY'S, COOKED TACOS AL PASTOR, POTATOES, PUT OUT GRN BINS, TIDIED.

AND I FEEL GOOD.  I WATCHED LION AND BEAUTY AND BEAST PRETTY GOOD.  VERY BEAUTIFUL.

READY PLAYER ONE DUE TODAY.  I'M ALMOST DONE.

LOTS-O-FUN/SR CTR

FRI 7/7/17
HOLDERS COUNTRY INN CALLED HAD SPECIAL CRAB MELT.  I DROVE FROM MLIB IN 90o HEAT AND YUM.  A STRAIGHT SHOT KIELY TO SARATOGA.

I THOUGHT THEY LEFT OUT THE FRIES SO I CALLED AND DECIDED TO GET ANOTHER ORDER AT 8:30PM  YUM.  NO FRIES, CLAM CHOWDER SUBSTITUTE.

AND EVEN THOUGH I WAS AT LIBRARY I FORGOT TO BLOG.

NOT OBSESSING, HURRAY!!

AND TODAY I WANT BK GRILLED H-DOG/FRIES.

90o NOON-I WENT TO BK AND GOT TWO.  I GOT TO LIB AT NOON.  LESS THAN 2 MILES.  GOT MY FAVORITE PKG SPOT.

I FEEL LIKE THE QUEEN OF HERE.

THIS WORLD

I'M CONCENTRATING ON WHAT I WANT TO SEE AND IT'S WORKING. 

SATURDAY I SRS; SUNDAY G-2, LUCKYS.

ICREATED A BOOK NOOK AND HAVE BEEN WATCHING DVDS AND READING AND PLANNING. 

TODAY I GOT SANDWICH FROM JEANNIE AND THE HEAVENS ARE THE LIMIT.

I MISPLACED AND FOUND LIB BOOK.  IT'S GOOD.