FINALLY

I REMEMBERED TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY TO BOOK 4500 CREDITS DUE TO EXPIRE WITH WORLDMARK.  I WAITED UNTIL 9am WHEN THE SRS LAB OPENED AND LOGGED ONTO WORLDMARK AFTER 3 TRIES.  THEN I HAD TO NAVIGATE THROUGH SIGNING UP FOR SF NEXT YEAR 2018, 3-11SUNDAY THROUGH 3-15THURSDAY. 

                                          I DID IT!

AND I DID A LOAD OF LAUNDRY AND REMEMBERED TO HANG IT OUT. 

SAVING PLACES

I'M LEAVING MYSELF LOTS OF ROOM. 

SETTING PLACES

I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE, I'M JUST FEELING.

4 THEME

THIS AM 9:30-10:30-3:30-4:30, DECIDED TO ENJOY THE DAY.

4MINNIE MICE

MY DREAM TODAY.  THEY HAD RHINO HORNS.  ONE HAD DOUBLE HORNS. 

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

I CREATE

I HAVE A READING CHAIR IN THE LIVING ROOM.  I'M STILL WORKING ON THE LAYOUT.  IT'S IN FRONT OF THE SLIDING GLASS DOOR SO EXCELLENT LIGHT.  AND TODAY IS 84os.  QUITE COMFORTABLE.  I COOKED RICE AND PCHOPS.  I HAVE ZUKE. 

ONWARD AND UPWARD.

SHE IS A JEALOUS GOD

SO THERE MAY NEVER BE AN OBIT. 

I WENT TO SAVERS LOOKING FOR A REPLACEMENT DRESS*AND**ZORIS AND FOUND A GERBER CARVING KNIFE, $1.40, BLACK TWO POCKET DRESS, NEW ROLL CONTACT PAPER, GLASS PURPLE PYREX LID, PINK/GREEN HANKIE, LIME XERCISE TANK, LUCITE BOX,

*MY YELLOW THREE TIERED SLEEVELESS LONG
**MY BROWN FROM DELLA BIRKENSTOCK ZORIS

STILL NO OBIT

I'M FEELING FRAGILE.  YESTERDAY WAS SO HOT.  100o.  SO I'M COMBING THE NEWS FOR ERIC'S OBIT. 

T TOOK ME TO DENNY'S AFTER 7:30 MINUTES OF ABBOT COSTELLO CONVERSATION. 

I HAD CHEESY BACON TATER TOTS AND TWO SLICES HONEY JALEPENO BACON.  SO GOOD ON A SWEATY DAY.  REPLENISH MY SALT. 

MY SHOULDERS ARE SORE FROM BEATING ON THE ICE IN FREEZER.  FOR HALF HOUR, TWO BUCKETS. 

AND I'M TRYING TO FIGURE WHAT I WANT TO DO NEXT. 

KKIDS GONE-88o DAY

I GOOGLED ERIC TO LOOK FOR THE OBIT AND WOW. 

GLENN ALREADY TOOK IT DOWN. 

I WENT TO $ANC AND GOT COCONUT H2O AND SALAD.  I'M GETTING BETTER.  IF I WEREN'T SO STUBBORN I'D PROBABLY BE WELL.  ALL PART OF GOD'S PLAN TO GENTLE ME AND ACCEPT MY CREATING HEAVEN. 

I GOT HOME YESTERDAY AND AUNTY SENT ME A VERY UPBEAT LETTER & $25. 

I'LL TREAT MYSELF.

WOOHOO!!!

MY BEST FRIEND

HE CALLED WED NITE TO CHECK I WAS OK.  I TOLD HIM MATTNEXT DOOR/CINDY OFFERED TO CLEAR THE WEEDS.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE INTENTION IS.  I REPLIED HIS HELP IS MARVELOUS.  NOTHING SO FAR.  MATT APPROACHED ME WHEN I ARRIVED HOME TUESDAY.  I ASSUMED IT WAS ANOTHER COMPLAINT.  CINDY IS SO GOOD AT IT. 

MOST PEOPLE ARE INSINCERE.  FULL OF WAX.

ERIC d.6/13/17

WHEN I GOT TO OCONNOR AFTER LUNCH HE WAS ALREADY DEAD.  ROSE, CRIS, MAN AND WOMAN SAID ERIC DIED 11:30.  THEY WERE WAITING FOR MORTUARY PICK UP.  SO I EXPRESSED MY CONDOLENCES AND LEFT. 

I HAD PLANNED ON B4 SRS BUT SLEPT 'TIL 7.  TYGJ.

I READ THE PAPER IN THE LOBBY AND GOT HOME @2.  T SAID PICKUP @3 FOR NOODLES.  HE CALLED @3 SAYING 3 HR DELAY.  JOKE.  HE WAS OUTSIDE.  WE DROVE AROUND UNTIL HE DECIDED ON MISSION CITY GRILL.  THEY DIDN'T HAVE CRAB MELT.  I HAD CHICKEN&WAFFLES.  GOOD COMBO. THE GRAVY TO LIVE FOR.

HOME FOR JEO, WHEEL. 

LAST SAT I FOUND HERO CHANNEL, TV'

DW-HEALING

I'M SLEEPING MORE AND DRINKING EXTRA WATER.  SINCE MY MUSCLES UNLOCKED I'M FEELING SO TIRED.  AND THE WIND AND WEATHER DON'T HELP.  I APPRECIATE THE COOL, NOT THE WIND.  TYGJ.

I'M BETTER

I VISITED ERIC AT 8am AND KIM WAS THERE.  THE HEALTH CARE FRIEND.  HE SEEMS BETTER.  I WIPED HIS FACE GAVE HIM WATER TWICE. 

AHHHH, THIS IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF WHILE CARING FOR OTHERS. 

I CAN DO IT BETTER. 

I'M OK/MUNSCHAUSEN

THERE WAS A SERIES OF I'M OK YOU'RE NOT BOOKS.  IT BECAME A JOKE. 

I AM SERIOUSLY OK.  I DON'T KNOW IF ERIC'S GOING TO MAKE IT THIS TIME AND I'M OK. 

SAD BUT OK.

M- STOLE MY YELLOW 3 TIERED DRESS.  GONE W/OUT A TRACE.  PROBABLY WITH THE D-SANDALS.  TIME FOR NEW THINGS.  TYGJ.  I WAS A LITTLE SAD,  SHE'S CREATING SUCH BAD KARMA.  OH WELL.

I NEED TO FOCUS ON NEW THINGS.  BETTER THINGS.  MOST, BEST.  ME.

ERIC MUNCHAUSEN1956

HE WAS GETTING BETTER.  YESTERDAY THERE WAS NO NEED FOR MASK, JUST GLOVES.  THIS A.M. I HAD TO WEAR MASK AGAIN AND HE'S ON OXYGEN AND MORE PAIN MEDS. 

ROSE LEFT 3 PRAYER CARDS YESTERDAY.   I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HER NOT CLEANING UP.  HE ATE 1/4 PBH... I THINK.  SOMEONE DID. 

I ASKED IF HE COULD HAVE GUM SINCE HE'S NOT BRUSHING.  IT'D BE NICE TO HAVE TEETH.  EVEN IF ALL HE'S EATING IS ARARE, SENBEI AND JUNK.  IT'S OBVIOUS TO ME SOMEONE WANTS HIM DEAD.  MAYBE A BIG LIFE INSURANCE POLICY.  THE NURSE SAID IT WAS A CHOKING RISK.  NOT THE JUNK FOOD?

KARAZY.

BEING WHAT I WANT(-munschausen)

I'M TAKING MY TIME.  I DID LAUNDRY MONDAY AND HUNG IT OUT AND I HAVE IT IN THE TRUNK UNTIL I WANT TO FLUFF IT. 

I BOUGHT AN EPEE FOR $2 SATURDAY FOR THE WEEDS NEXT YEAR.  I GOT POSTITS AND A HAIR CLIP $1 AT AN ESTATE SALE.  I SAW A SIGN FRI AND COULDN'T FIND IT. THE SIGNS WERE LEFT FROM LAST WEEKEND. 

SO SATURDAY I SAW NEW SIGNS AND FOUND IT. 

I'M BEING. 

YESTERDAY I WENT ST JUSTIN AND FOUND TWO BABY SPOONS AND A FORK $2.18.

CALLED ERIC TO WISH HIM HBDAY.  HE'S IN OCCONNOR AGAIN W/SPINAL CANCER.  I  WENT TO VISIT.  PASSED ROSE AT THE ELEVATORS AS I WAS LEAVING.  COLD. 

ERIC IS DRAX.