COMPASSION FOR THE YOUNG

JOYCE, JOICE, A SCU STUDENT ASKED TO INTERVIEW ME.  SHE'S SMARTER THAN THE REST.  CHINESE FROM SF.  I WONDER WHY SHE DIDN'T CHOOSE USF.  MAYBE TO BE ON HER OWN.


I WOULDN'T BE YOUNG NOW FOR ANYTHING.  IT'S COMPLEX AND ONLY GOING TO BECOME MORE COMPLICATED. 


IT'S A GREAT TIME FOR CHANGE AND TECHNOLOGY.  NOT SO GOOD FOR BEHAVIORAL PSYCHOLOGY.  ETHICS AND HUMANITY LAG BEHIND. 


POPULATION IS CONTINUING TO INCREASE MEANING THERE WILL BE MORE AND MORE CRAZIES, MORE AND MORE BEASTS.  IT WILL BE HARDER AND HARDER TO FIND FRIENDS.  NO WONDER THERE ARE SO MANY DYSTOPIAN STORIES.  IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NEGATIVITY AS MUCH AS EXTRAPOLATING A FUTURE TIMELINE. 


MORE AND MORE STRESS.  NO THANKS.

STILL TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT

BECAUSE OF THE CHANGE OF WIND DIRECTION THE SKYLIGHT IS LEAKING IN A NEW SPOT. 


I BOUGHT SO MANY BUCKETS BECAUSE I LIKE USING THEM TO HAUL STUFF AROUND.  NOW I CAN USE THEM AS BUCKETS.


TODAY I'M AT MISSION LIB ON MY WAY HOME FROM CAMPBLIB, SAVERS, $ANC.


DOING NEW LIFE IS EXHAUSTING.  CREATING NEW NEURAL PATHS TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY. 


AND I'M USING NEW BAGS. 

AUNTY WROTE 2/11

I CAME HOME AND CHECKED THE SKYLIGHT AND IT WAS DRY UNTIL 6 PM.  THEN  DRIP...DRIP...DRIP.


I REMEMBERED I FORGOT THE MAIL AND TA DA, A LETTER FROM AUNTIE TOMEI.  POSTMARKED THE 13TH.


THEY CALLED HER TOM OR TOMMIE.  SO LITTLE RESPECT IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY BOTH DIED OF HEART FAILURE.  JUST COULDN'T LOVE. 


I WONDER IF LOVE CAN BE LEARNED.


SHE SOUNDED SAD BECAUSE UNCLE IS IN A NURSING HOME.  I FINALLY WROTE WHAT I BELIEVE.  THAT THOSE WITH DEMENTIA OR ALZHEIMERS HAVE THINGS TO FORGET BEFORE THEY REBOOT.  UNCLE HAD A GREAT ARTICLE IN THE HAWAIIN MAGAZINE IN 2012.  NOT A VERY HAPPY PICTURE THO'. 


SO BASED ON WHAT I KNOW, THAT'S MY CONCLUSION.


I WAS SO EXCITED I COULDN'T SLEEP 'TIL 12:30.  IT COULD HAVE BEEN THE DRUMSTICK ICE CREAM AND POTATO CHIPS.  BUT I'M EXCITED TO FINALLY BE ME AND SAY WHAT I BELIEVE TO BE TRUE. 

EXORCISING M

I'M FEELING STRESSED.  I'M WRITING FIRST PERSON SUBJECT.  I'M TOO USED TO BEING INVISIBLE OR NOT EXISTING AT ALL.  THE TREATMENT I'VE BEEN USED TO IN THE PAST BY FAMILIARS.

LIKE EVERYTHING; THAT CHANGES.

WORSHIP ME NOW AND AVOID THE CROWDS.

ALL GOOD THINGS

I INVITED DELLA TO EARLY VALENTINES CUZ THE NEICES ALWAYS TAKE HER OUT.  AND COLIB HAS VIBES IN THE CATALOG!!!!!


I'M SOOO EXCITED!!


GOOD VIBES!

DUNE-FEAR THE MIND KILLER

I THINK MAYBE PEOPLE AREN'T SO STUPID AS AFRAID.  FEAR CAN BE PARALYZING OR DISTORTING.

IT WOULD EXPLAIN HOW MANKIND HAS PROGRESSED DESPITE IGNORANCE AND POCKETS OF STUPIDITY.

T CAME OVER WITH FLEX SEAL AND SPRAYED THE S**T OUT OF IT.  HE COULD SEE WHERE THE SKYLIGHT WAS LEAKING.  THE COVER HAD A GAP ALLOWING THE RAIN TO COLLECT AND PUDDLE.  FINGERS CROSSED.

BEING ADULT IS HARD

MY BACK AND LEFT HIP, FOOT ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME.  CAN A BODY BE HAPPY IF A PART OR PARTS ARE NOT?

I SUPPOSE IT CAN.

I WENT TO CAMPBELL LIB, ON THE WAY BACK I WENT TO THE CONTAINER STORE OOOOOOO THE PRETTIES.  THEY HAVE ACRYLIC POLISH FOR THE BOX I TRIED TO FIX WITH SUPER GLUE AND THE FUMES STAINED IT.  I HAVE MEGUIARS I CAN TRY AND THE CLEANING TOOLS I GOT ST J. 

I CHECKED AT BEST BUY FOR A VHS TO DVD CONVERTER.  THEY SAID ONLINE TOSHIBA. 

BEST BUY HAS LITTLE 5.8 CU FT FREEZERS $200.  ON SALE FOR PREZ BDAY.  I CAN GET RID OF THE GARAGE FRIDGE.

GEORGE WASHINGTON HIRAI-SENSEI OF SOUL

HIS TWO CARS HAD LICENSE PLATES; HIRAI COME, HIRAI GO.

HE RESENTED HIS MOM NAMING HIM GEORGE BECAUSE HE WAS BORN ON WASHINGTON'S BDAY. 

I GUESS BRIAN DIDN'T WANT TO DRIVE ALONE TO L. A. FOR GEORGE'S MEMORIAL SERVICE.  B CALLED ME TO TELL ME AND INVITED ME TO RIDE ALONG.  WE JETTED DOWN HWY 5 AND BACK THE SAME DAY.  I WAS SOOO SICK THEN.

I BROUGHT BACK COPIES OF THE PROGRAM.  IT WAS A TERRIFIC SERVICE. 

I WANT TO POST THE INFO ONLINE.  I'LL HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT OR GET T TO SHOW ME HOW.  THE LIBRARY HAS A SCANNER.