ALL MY PROBLEMS....UPDATE 1-28

HAVE BEEN DUE TO MY FAULTY PERCEPTION OF THE BEHAVIORS OF WOMEN.

BECAUSE OF THE SICK RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN MYSELF, WICKED MOM AND WICKED SISTERS I'VE DEVELOPED A SLANTED PERSPECTIVE OF HOW WOMEN FUNCTION AS DYSFUNCTION.

HELEN AT THE FIRST LUNCH TABLE IS THE ONLY FEMALE EVER TO STAND UP FOR ME; TELLING LUCY(FAUX AILEEN) TO LEAVE ME ALONE.

AND CRAZY LUCY RESPECTS HELEN.  CRAZY SAT NEXT TO ME TODAY AND LEFT ME IN PEACE.

IT HAS TAKEN ME THIS LONG TO ASK WHAT IS THE LESSON.

CONFIRMATION I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK;

I'VE BEEN PRINTING OUT LYRICS AND FOUND THE LYRICS TO HIS SHEEP AM I. FINALLY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF SEARCHING SONG BOOKS.  I FINALLY LOOKED ON A HYMN LYRICS WEBSITE.


DAD DID ME A FAVOR BY BEING ABSENT.  I HAD TO DEVELOP A FRAMEWORK FROM NOTHING TO DEAL WITH MEN.

DAD WAS AN ALCOHOLIC AND DRUGGY.

DICK TATORS-DICK FOLLOWERS

PEOPLE GIVE THEIR POWER TO DICTATORS FROM FEAR, LAZINESS, GREED OR ALL THE OTHER NEGS.

THEY HAVE SOMEONE TO BLAME.  THEY HAVE A FALSE GOD TO PRAY TO, A FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY.

THEY CHOOSE TO BE A SMALL FISH IN A BIG SEA.  A PART OF SOMETHING.  SO DESPERATE TO BELONG.